Life is more than a passing wind...☁ its a squalling rain☂ that comes with storm and ends with rainbow♒ =)
Monday, December 26, 2011
Trust...
You either do it yourself, or you give autonomy to the one who you delegate ur authority to.
If you are gonna complain, then do it yourself. Bcoz sometimes when u r trying to be perfect, all others can see is just how imperfect(flawed) you are.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Sunday, December 18, 2011
-facebook statuses-
Tomorrow is a reflection of Yesterday. Fear not, embrace it. For all the unpleasant things had passed and there is always Tomorrow for you to make it better. =)
20 Feb
Believe you can, and you're halfway there. - Theodore Roosevelt
28 Feb
活在以前和将来的人,即便眼前就是唾手可得的幸福,他们也不会安然捧起,他们会把这幸福延迟到“将来”才觉得安全,或者让“以前”来置疑这幸福。人的快乐,都是自己推倒的。人类会怀念往昔,会梦想未来,唯独对现在不会很满意,人似乎一辈子都困在这种时空错乱的得失矛盾中。"活在当下" Live in the present!- Charles Yew Hong
17 March
You know why people have eyes in the front? If you had eyes in back all you could see is your home town getting farther away, you can't move forward like that. If your eyes are in front what you see in the distance keeps getting closer, that's what lets people move forward. - Gurren Lagann
20 March
Past is a nice place to visit But certainly not a good place to stay. :D
27 March
Don't blame the world, there are here first, they made everything possible. Don't miss the past, your are there first, you made that possible. If u cry, u cry alone; if u smile, the whole world smiles with you.
Go out n create your own future now. Don't stuck urself facing four sided wall n claim that you deserved to be emo or cared. If life can't beat you, death can't, nothing can. - learnt from charity booth. :X
30 March
Why my course-mates should be happy? Well we study ACCA(Accountant Can Cry Already) to become an AUDITOR(All You Do Is Think Of Resigning) someday... so what we really learn? We learnt IAS(I Am Sad) and IFRS (I Feel Really Sad). Fine, stop acting like a professional, we study real mad and call ourself Account Service Specialist. So we end up getting called as ASS.
2 April
Talk to a cat juz now...
Then the cat rmbs me n follow me wen I wanna go out so I decided to feed her... So cute lar~ =3
7 April
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Pika!
10 April
Life is like a board game. You do your best, god do the rest.
16 April
Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. - Albert Einstein.
23 April
I inspire ppl, just like how I equally like to be inspired. :)
Because I know success might not bring u happiness, but happiness WILL bring u success. =)
9 May
今日事今日毕,过了今天就不必;如果明日再继续,那么当初又何必?
13 May
Everything in life is temporary. So if things are going good, enjoy it because it won't last forever. And if things are going bad, don't worry. It can't last forever either.
20 May
Sometimes, life is a vampire. It sucks, but its cool.
In order to win, u have to embrace sunlight(optimism) n face the darkness(fear). It might suck ur blood a lil by lil everday.. But eventually da long night wil end, n sun wil rise. ;)
-Kax
26 May
Life is a never-ending race. Everyone starts at different point, ends at different point.
We begin life by racing, by competition... but half-way through the game, u'll found out that its better to walk with certain ppl in ur life, take ur pace n rest once a while.. than to go all out n win urself.
Because glory nvr last, but love and friendship does. :3
29 May
LOLLL!! I m suppose to be sleeping when Hitz Fm. GOTCHA CALL me n woke me up with ACCA news LOLOLOLOL!!!!!! THX BRO! (Walaupun I kinda knew it halfway ady... they scold me for laughing! DARN! xD) Luckily I din swear wei...(aside from the fact that it woke me up from my slumber :( but then....) what r the chances I din double check my exam venue anyway? HAHAHAHA..
30 May
Activity of the day: I attended ICAEW class =)
Wow sometimes I wonder how I pass some papers O.o
1 June
You know the feeling? The urge... the desire to work so hard... so hard that you wanted to get a World Prize so badly? The power that surge in you to shine like all others!?
... ... I don't have it.
11 June
Ok dun stress ppl! This is a good sign to start the battle of da week! :D
(Haha all chinese term r flowing in now lulz :P)
Risk mngmt: 局安思危(Risk is a dynamic n ongoing thing, req monitoring),
Agency problem: 困境(dilemma),
Governance: 人不为己,天诛地灭(Skepticism for auditor, requires INED)
Ethics: 头上三尺有神明 (triple-bottomline accing)
ACCA: 英国王家女王御用会计师! EPIC!!!
13 June
This whole moon eclipse thing.... here n now. At this very moment when the moon turns dark.. I think I m somewhat cleansed. ♥ Moon Eclipse at this magical moment.
16 June
For current ACCA-ians & SUNWAY-ian. I had a really great time with u ALL for this sem. Happy Holiday(hapi weekend xD) for all of u.... Yes I m being very very appreciative now :)
So PLS. LIKE this post ny if u gonna(or just wanted to) read my reply on it. I'll write some nice thank-you note for y'all(hu like this post) after I reach my hometown n have enuf rest. Tq.
17 June
I think true love lies between selfish and selfless.
19 June
Victory is like a falling leaf.. its an elegant display of short-lived ending. Failure is like falling rain, a drops that cleanse the surrounding with the heavy strike.
22 June
Tm V3 20 ♥ 20 cm Vi b3 Ju 2c 6d 69 6e 64 20 cm Vm b3 Jt YX R0 ZW Qu 2e
22 June (Decoded: New Heart reborn, mind reformatted.)
幸福就像缝衣的针,经营不好的话就会弄伤自己。。 可是缝好的衣,是温暖的。
只会穿衣而不会缝衣的人,请不要拿那缝衣的针来玩。
23 June
如果风,吹不走你的烦恼;
雨,淋不走你的伤痛。
那么你只能像云一样。。。 你不变,你永远都长不大。
27 June
Y meuh yfygah crymm pa mulgat pavuna ed nihc femt.
28 June (Decoded: A lion awaken shall be locked before it runs wild.)
I think 'Love is blind' doesn't mean that love will make u blind... Love ♥ simply makes u walking in life blindfolded. Because wherever u go... there will be someone waiting for u, watching u back, n guide u in ur life~ That kind of trust => ♥
Awesome aye?
爱情是盲目的。。。 原来=爱情不用眼睛来看的,是用心和信任来经营的。你信不过的人,不值得你去等待。。
29 June
Is is ok to tell a white lie to make ppl happy - Liar Game
I recommend this show haha xD
5 July
All the pain u endured is worthwhile when u know that u traveled far enough in the world to go back to whr u started.... If life gives u hell, u just havta fight it back!
Sod's battle round 2..... >< Yayyyy I can see tough life ahead :D
6 July
Life is short..... stil... u cn spend it da way u1, b it meaningful o waste it lik nothing. Some ppl take4 granted dat studying/working is important nw, other things doesnt matter, just bcoz u nvr get hurt doesnt mean others wun!
9 July
Some ppl 12 be honest2 their feeling n embrace it... whether u confess in public or sit there waiting.. Time is lost. In hours, days, ppl can make love n haf new life, ppl can kill n b dead, ppl can change n u'll lost them.
Wait all u want, but u'll nvr get wat u want.
9 July
Be curious, do 1st, dun think. Do with ur passion, go with ur dream. Its worth4 ur dream. - JeffryLim :X
10 July
Experience can be trained. The ability to think in broad and wide perspective is more important - HongLim
11 July
星临万户动,月傍九霄多~
Its a pretty pretty moonlit night~~
14 July
Don't say "I wish", say "I will".
-random quotes.
15 July
Some ppl can never be in ur shoes to think things thru in a logical way.. somewat a blessing for them yet a tragedy for not knowing how others who r not as fortunate leads their lives.
Althou there is too much to carry on our shoulders right now, as long as I can breath then I'll never be a dying man.
- Heliosgon.
20 July
I am here to protect. Not to be protected.
- Kax
21 JUly
If you are not curious about how things done then you are halfway dead - Ezhangoa.
23 July
Wake up, hideyoshi! If ppl don't acknowledge their own weaknesses, if ppl don't know their own weaknesses, they will never be truly strong!
The things you hold dear may be your weakness, but they... they are the things which makes ppl truly strong!
- Basara
27 July
Life is easy, whatever stab u in the back, u stand up n say "u can only kill me upfront"; whatever push u down, u stand up n say "I learnt"; whatever u wanted to do, do it; whatever u wanna protect, go for it. Whatever u wanna say, no fear.
AND whenever u gets too tired, sleep. :D
2 August
微博心理学:原来让一个人变强大的最好方式,就是拥有一个想要保护的人。
8 August
Nice ppl are like papers, they are easily hurt by criticism n other ppl's view coz words are like scissors, it cuts... but in a paper-rock-scissor game. It is them who covers and accepts ppl's rock hard stubbornness.... Pls rmb to appreciate urself.
12 August
If you didn't have interest on a subject, it's your teacher's fault, not yours.
But if u simply say I love You to the subject, then it's your fault.
14 AUgust
Dear EVERYONE:
Sadness is just one part of life, you don't need any specific reason for it. When you sad, COUNTER it with HAPPINESS, do it to your friend as well... Don't complain, don't find EXCUSES to be paranoid in THING U DO!
Don't be a stupid pessimist.
I bet a lot of ppl will be sensitive enough to think that I m referring to them, yes its u lar u lar.... Cheers wei! :X
17 August
When you are down, or feeling blue, pls remind yourself...
the first day that you enter skol/coll, n the last day that u were there.
Time goes so fast... so fast that it makes the negative emotion in our life meaningless. So strive hard to make each moment count..
Because if you know that u tried your best.... then you got nothing to lose!
Note: Sometimes I do hope dat everyone will be watching my back too... ~(>.<)~
19 August
In a world full of love... which many doesn't notice... love for your passion, hope for someone to love you..... I present this to everyone.... Have lovely days ahead peeps....... Clear ur mind n think only of the good things =)
"Its not about finding the perfect one, its about making the other one perfect."
19 August (Attached with:
Before I sleep I should remind myself:
-Don't argue with a fool, the spectator won't be able to tell the difference.
-Appreciate ur friend. Their smile worth more than ppl who hurts you.
-Knowing is not enough, u must LEARN well N APPLY it in life.
10 August
I believe that star shines the brightest at the darkest time. U get stronger at times of trouble.. that is why I want not to shine brightest, but to shine for others = )
.... but whr is my star when I need one or two? = (
Going to check my result tmr~ which already release 2day X(
22 August
Don't say what you don't mean, and don't mean what you don't say.
-
27 August
When lifes gives u lemons, u make lemonade out of it!
When life gives u rain n sorrow, go make a rainbow out of it!!
5 September
To love without condition, to talk without intention, to give without reason and to care without expectation.
This is the art of true relationship.
- Philomena Caroline Barbosa.
6 September
When I was trying to convince other ppl to realise how to embrace their own feeling n going to give up... My instinct tells me to go back before the nightmare of past haunts...... a friend of mine randomly showed me:
"let it be late than never~"
Guess its just life? Its nvr too late for a better change~~
7 September
During my secondary school: accounting = debit+credit
During my pre-u study: accounting = assets+liability
And now for my uni lessons:
In a contract, there is always rights(assets) and performing obligation(liability).
I guess it make more sense now.... if u have a heart-to-heart contract with (close relationship) someone... then u will have the Rights to enter and understand his/her world.... n u will get the performing obligation(liability) to meet his/her expection.
O.O
8 September
Come to Sun-U anime convention tmr n Sunday to exp the whole new lvl of fun n meet anime character live in action!!
Personal note: if u can't see ur fav character, den it must be u who couldn't find it xD
9 September
Shana:
Its okay, I am used to this...
But... Its painful.
..being alone hurts.
Yuji:
I will become stronger... so that I can be with you.
13 September
我潇洒地走进考场,潇洒地走出考场~
饿了~ xD
17 Septermber
爸爸曾说过:
人生中,你会遇到很多很多的纸,有考试纸,答案纸,成绩单。。。 可是这些纸,只不过是人生的一小部分而已,过了就没意义了。 记得不要为这些纸费神伤心! 人生还有很多事情值得你去担心的。。
Note: 爸爸忘了说,情书也是一张纸。 因为我姐姐以前常常收到情书。 xP
19 September
SongLeong is playing Examville now... he needs the following item to update his brain capacity!
- Wire (disconnected all the time, daydreaming)
- Electric box (Need energy in Exam)
- Some fun (Its demotivating wen everyone leaves earlier than me, I rather draw Tetris on my papers... which I forgot :X)
- Books of Wisdom (Cost u XXX gold in DotA watsoever)
- Holiday (Not available via facebook cash)
Click "Comment" to send one now n in return you won't get one!
Msg brought to you by ExamVille.
20 September
If u r hungry, go eat.
If u r sleepy, go sleep.
If u r sad, try to remain cheerful; if u think that life is complicated, make it simpler.... Is it that difficult?
I wonder why everyone agrees that girls can be hard to predict and complicated.... while not just going n try to change? After all, everyone is unique~ N its tolerance blends between two ppl that makes LOVES works!
Okay end of story... Pika shall cont game with small pika n.nY
23 September
就算压力大也要不露破绽地显出气魄~! 潇洒地说:“哈哈我还好!”
25 September
Whats the point of confessing if you are not ready to be rejected?
Whats the point of trying if you are not ready to fail?
...Doo eet!
30 September
Why accounting is a profession.
Ans: We make everything sounds professional.
When ppl talk about economy, FC(Fixed Cost) becomes Finance cost/ Factor Condition.
When its:
English. PA(Personal assistant) become Professional Accountant.
Car. GP(Grand Prix) becomes Gross Profit
Football, MU(Manchester) becomes Marginal Utility.
Biology, PMS( censored ) bcomes Performance Measurement System.
Education, ABC = Absorption Based Costing.
Foul words, ZB (censored ) = Zero Based(budgeting)
BS (bullXXXX) = Balance Sheet
Even in game! DotA(Defence of the Ancient) = Date Of the Acquisition!
Accountant has no life? Nah... u still got one --> PROFESSIONAL LIFE XD
Whatever u say holds pro-er meaning now~
1 October
Unlike others, I prefer beauty over brain. = )
However, unlike others too what I am looking at is not just the appearance, its about the beauty in the heart~ :))
8 November
武以快為尊,情以舍為尊,謀以忍為尊。
16 November
Life is a coin, one side shows the value while another side does not.
Everything in life is pretty much the same. Black n white, good or bad, it depends how you see YOUR world.
"Api kecil kawan, api besar lawan." - from イッザチ
21 November
Feed a cute little cat that walks around with me whenever I miao the cat~
The little one sits obediently waiting while I bring her biscuit to eat... the cute part is that the kitty doesnt waste any small pieces of biscuit lying on ground n jumped on my bench sit with me then slowly moved away it's little paw coz the kitty scared that its claw will kena me x)
So cute lar~ Too bad I have to study n leave the little one there~ :3
- The little kitty with a peaceful rainy day
26 November
Hello friends and coursemates!
I am Song Leong, currently taking 4 P papers of ACCA.
Equivalent to maybe degree holder's subjects worth one year?
My hometown Kuantan produced quite a number of world prize winner n everyone here BLA BLA BLA....
Fact is, I failed my paper before and I m the kind of kid who don't move my ass or like to study. But...
I M... NOT AFRAID OF THE FUTURE AND NOT REGRET OF THE PAST.
THIS... IS MY LAST SEM OF ACCA
I will not laugh at u if u fail, I will not smile for u if u pass, because dats just part of life, n I will still treat u as my friend if u treat me as one.
Let's make 2011 count, no matter when u read this, minna-san(everyone) pls work hard in life (not just study) for a better YOU everyday.
I'LL GO INTO THE EXAM HALL STEADILY. BECAUSE THIS IS HOW I ROCK XD
Note: Yes I din study much, I admit. :3
4 December
Althou I aint nerd-man. I felt like I had put in my part of effort n I tried my best. Even thou I walked out from the warzone looking as worn out as many others....
Yea I tried my best. Dun demotivate me further.... Imma stay cool... problem? xD
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13 December
Back to my hometown Kuantan after a long 4 months of adventures...
Anyone is welcome to visit here~ :3
16 December
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Long story...
Nobody is perfect. Its either u change, or u improvise.
When the world slaps you, slaps them back harder, or stand strong because you know you can get over it... but they cant.
Friday, November 25, 2011
Sunday, November 6, 2011
致:最后第二名的小孩
It's what you do that defines you.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
ConquiStardores del chrono
英文用词chrono而不是time,是为之chrono = related to time。
万物跟时间的步伐在改变,要战胜的不是time, 而是任何会被time抢走的东西。
树大招风,要成为Star一般的Conqueror,不是为了成为精英的'Star',而是变成天空中发亮的星星,为此而用上了ConquiStardores。
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Saturday, October 1, 2011
No Sorrow for tomorrow
Or the light turns hollow;
Monday, September 26, 2011
-Raining outside, raining inside.-
Saturday, September 24, 2011
-The lie of the sky-
Ppl are afraid to die.
Loneliness beat u Make you cry,
Life is nothing But a simple sigh.
So pls Stop being shy.
Embrace your feeling Ready to fly;
Friday, July 15, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
Know your world!
This life is relatively simple..... I'll show ya why.
Coward: U paid for the tuition, yet teacher/lecturer waste time scolding ppl, u kept silence.
- They that can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety, Benjamin Franklin.
Selfish: 考试怎样?厉害?没有啦还好。。。(成绩:80分+)/他更厉害啦。。。 我lucky而已。
- Whenever I climb I am followed by a dog called 'Ego', Friedrich nietzsche.
Stupid: 读书就是努力就会有成果的。
- In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back, Charlie Brown.
Ignorance: I'll do this one day/以后我要学xyz/我想学xyz/毕业后我要xyz/“以后才算。。。”
- No matter how many changes occur in the environment, people won't change how they live their lives, TensaiOkamura.('Tomorrow' will never reach in 48 hours.)
Fantasy: 我要赚多多钱/我要嫁有钱人或帅哥
- Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success! Albert Schweitzer.
Stubborn: 他那样想不对的咯。。。没为自己的未来打算/浪费时间/不好好读书/应该跟我去Temple,church,Watsoever
- Respect the will of others and believe in your own, Hideo Kojima.
Delusion: 他fail过xxx科的咯/没有学历,power是做不到东西的/人是会介意你的过去的,多少个女朋友,做过什么/不喜欢别人讲粗口咯。。
- All true greatness must come from internal growth, Ralph Waldo Emerson. (你太介意别人的看法了!)
Materialistic: 他没有车的,不要管他/他会常常叫你载他的咯!/世界上没有钱也要有点知名度,要不然鬼都推不到磨.
- Things that have power aren't always superior in battle; What makes us strong is not the weapon, but the one who is holding the weapon. KentaroYabuki;ChristyHui
Failure: You won't understand me, you can never reach me, ever.
- Everyone is unique, no one is meant to be the replica of another, deal with it! KaxLeo
Thank you, I hate u all.
The world suffers a lot. Not because of the violence of bad people but because of the silence of good people
-Napoleon.
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On the other hand....
Simple: xxx I miss you!
- Make everything as simple as possible, but not simpler. Albert Einstein.
Caring: Hugs* I'll be here for you, really... I can wait. (For FRIENDs n lover alike)
- When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace. Jimi Hendrix. (Applies to all <3 as nothing is as hard as... to wait.. <3)
Friendship: There is no point of winning this alone, lets do it together!
- To understand the heart and mind of a person, look not at what he has already achieved, but at what he aspires to. Kahlil Gibran.
Loving: I love you xxx!
- Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be. Abraham Lincoln.
Understanding: I m angry now/I m not in a good mood now, pls go away/I'll talk to u some other time, dun worry, n pls wait for me.
- We are peaceful doesn't mean that we are weak. Michelle Yeoh
Perseverance: 哈哈。。。我有读书可是fail了的话就不用紧,没有读书的话就一定不能fail.
-不要没经过努力就否定自己的能力。EkinCheng
Generousity: 你要学?/你不会?来我来帮/教你。。。
- Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day. Teach a man to fish and you feed him for a lifetime. LaoTzu.
For all my source of inspiration, I heartz you ^^ Thank you. It think it needs more than courage to understand your soul n speak out ur mind... it needs love. =) [N u crazy kids did that in public... I m somewhat touched :') that in this world still ppl embrace their own feelings.]
一个人不妨以NO.2为目标。为了答对100题,你可能要记得10000个答案。可是为了答对99题,你只需记得5000个答案。
-《观念游戏》
原来你就是自己期望下最大的受害者。我们想控制的东西,控制了我们的生命。
-《风吹》
Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrows. It empties today of its strength.
-Corrie ten Boom
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Zugzwang
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
-Resolution-
Whats the meaning of Dream if you don't dream big?
不然的话连深爱的也保护不了。 - FullMetalPanic:Fumoffu
Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living the results of other people's thinking.
Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have th e courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Do you know?
In ancient Greek game of Olympic, guys compete with full body naked(boxing, running, etc) to prevent anyone from cheating and also as an act to appreciate God's creation of nice human figure. Indeed, the word gymnasium came from the Greek word gymos, which means “naked.” And of course it stops at year 1896 when Olympic goes international.
Deuteragonist refers to the second most important character in a story(be it drama, novel, or manga,etc) where he/she can turn into protagonist or antagonist depending on his own plot of the story.(An instance to this role is Near in Death Note manga.)
Don't be too happy about Death Note or manga, there was a few cases in US(yes not Japan) whereby teenagers and school kids are caught(by police) for possessing "Death Note" with people's name on it.(You know what it means)
Yes they were sacked from their school. So people, I advice you all that whenever fantasy takes over your mind, do spend some time taking hold of the reality. Be it to skip your work or to flunk your test, whichever that makes you feel better. Stay cheerful peeps! :)
Woman’s psychology is founded on the principle of Eros and Animus. Eros is surge of life, desire, both binder and loosener. Whereas since ancient times principle ascribed to man is Logos and Anima. Logos means rationality, reasons, and words.
Anima is the unconscious feminine component of men and the Animus as the unconscious masculine component in women.
Like Sun, moon can 'produce' rainbows too. Through certain angle of retraction of light(in the this case it varies by location and time, for MoonBow, it usually takes about 22 or 42 degree to 'make' one rainbow). This phenomena is called Moon Ring.
The illumination of night time rainbow is certainly mesmerising. And yes the chances of this occuring is rarer than a typical daytime rainbow. This is last seen two weeks ago(from 6/5/2011). At 1am-3am(MoonRing only last like 1-3minutes) GMT+8.
Note: Notice the rainbow color on the rings there, however this is not moon ring, its Moon Corona -
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Know what?
The perceived most stupid Race ever exist on earth. Its none other than.. human race. (Yes not Chinese,n certainly no racism here. Skip da scolding n go on)
Albert Einstein,albeit being well-known4 his knowledge of life, he had prob wiv his wife due to his nvrstop flirting life-routine.
He made a weird deal wiv his wife including "u wil stop talking2 me if I request" "u wil renounce all personal relations wiv me as dey r nt necessary".
He didn't stop flirting even after his divorce wiv 1st wife n his 2nd wife died. Nerd good? Or balance it THIS way? U pick!
Nvr heard of phishing? Eg. U disclose ur fb email n pw to me here, I'll show u how :) Dun worry I am a certified and trained professional =D
Sunday, May 29, 2011
-Ripples on your world-
Its about our life, not the part whr we try to get to the top of the world by earning money earlier or faster. Because a true man's wealth lies in his heart, not his pocket.
Life... it's a challenge. Know your goal! :D
Hehe... I attended this particular talk about The Path to bla bla Future. The interesting part is that the speech was presented by Jim Bolger, ex-Prime Minister of New Zealand!
Conclusion: talk about being picky in getting academic knowledge... I wanted to be impress/inspire not by his name/rank, but the way he talk. However.... ... ... frankly I learnt nothing much from this. I love my friend more. They inspire/impress me all the time :3
(didn't take his photo later his bodyguard come n shoo me away O.O)
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Diary - 2
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3am - As I walk back to my room, I realised how pretty the sky is. =)
9am - You know what ppl say, play hard, study hard, sleep hard.. there must be at least ONE that you cannot balance. (Just in case you don't know, sleep hard affects health, play hard affects emotion, how to balance? XD I dono)
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Diary - 1
I added two new link recently... an anime list and also a question asking site. Decided to do that in order to compensate for Blogspot's lousy cannot-comment system. So be sure to check it out, n maybe ask some ques~ :P
Note: Any name involved here are edited due to privacy issue. My style~ Bear with it. X)
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6/5 3am
I was going to do my laundry when I saw the hostel cat that I usually bump into, its a cat with light brown chocolate colour and white color stripes. She jumped on a chair and rest on it instead. I watched the little kitty slacking there with careful eyes and decided to bring her some little biscuit to eat.... well too bad, she left by the time I brought biscuit.
But then again. as I walk back to my room, I realised how pretty the sky is. =)
6/5 9am
The class starts n goes on as how the routine of revision class goes. Today is the last day of revision class for F7 Financial Reporting class. I really had a great time in this class learning from some nice friend around, knowing them more, and see-ing them blindly powered up themselves for academic results. You know what ppl say, play hard, study hard, sleep hard.. there must be at least ONE that u cannot balance. (Just in case you don't know, sleep hard affects health, play hard affects emotion, how to balance? XD I donno)
6/5 7pm
When the class ends we took photo with our lovely lecturer Santa, really had one heck of a productive week, studying 10-12 hours a day is really killing your stamina.
Before the mountain eats the sun, I invited KerSin for a little afternoon walk n we end up chatting quite a lot. :P If she reads all these then she is probably going to nag me for it. Well who is KerSin? Character background: a simple girl who trying to cope herself into the new world. Welcome~
She spent too much of time studying n scoring n realised(I wonder if its by herself or is it because of me? :X) that doing these kind of repetitive stress-n-study hard for results thingy isn't going to make her life any better. But its a tough case for her to get into socialise circle straight away with her mommy kind of thinking that this world is complicated n should be treated with care n perhaps human should be more simple. (Actually without wisdom, I tink its human themselves who try to complicate things out) :P
Hehe we ended up our conversation with she saying that she is stubborn n may be very hard for her to change while I trying to scold her for her pessimism. :P Well, I learnt something today that reflects my thought:
Success is not how high a person can climb.!! its how high he can bounce when he hit bottom..!!! - Exactly my kind of optimism, I call this 'life'. :)
The day keeps going until around 3pm where I decided to go back hometown for Mother's day. Despite being UNLIKED(facebook term) in my family, nothings gonna change if I choose to be ignorant. Ignorant is no bliss. When you hate ur world, u gonna start changing it now.
Like what my lecturers always remind us of:
If u want to do something, you must put in your effort into it! You can change Nothing if u never do Anything! It's not hard, its never hard. It's just about the effort!
I took the bus to Kuantan from PekelilingStation @ around 5pm. I reach there unexpectedly early n I m quite surprise. Haha during the trip I decided to SMS n say thankyou to my fellow coursemates who had been really a warm scarf in the winter for me in this sem. Amidst the peer stresser and the competition aura-r, they are those people who decide Not to ignore my crappy old-mom style mumbling to lecture them to get a better life instead of aimlessly heading somewhr called 'Successful life with a successful piece of paper called result'. I liked them a lot, they are talented, hardworking, n nice. But this world twisted them... cruel, I would say, or maybe stress is just that important to push someone to work harder? I dono. But for me... If u never learn to love, nothing will love you. Be appreciative, love those around you, they give you more love than you ever care to get.
I may try to impress ppl or even going to amaze them by 'mind reading' their thoughts n end up telling them "I don't read mind, I study behaviors." But in the end of the day, theres nvr anything as complicated as this world as a whole. All as one n one for all. whether u r religious onot it doesnt really matter, because for me. Simplicity is life, just like what I said about optimism. When you believe it, it's there. :) My parents welcomed me back home with surprised face n happy smile on this night... I guess its kinda true that when they say Victory comes when you believe it most, and believe it the longest. =)
Despite the fact that I m constantly baffled by the fact that people around me still tends to perceive things in a rather selfish manner n justify it by counting how many ppl who actually agrees with them, I think that when the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace. Love.... its such an amazing power that I cannot comprehend, must lest to say about to grasp it, I simply do not deserve it, yet. But I do hope whoever reading this, it might be just around u, embrace it. :)
As always, one of the reasons that I nvr liked to come back to my hometown is because of the dilemma I always have to face. I always wanted to come back home, but this place nvr stop teaching me that reality is harsh n I should nvr ever stop trying to get stronger no matter how tired I gets. Time doesn't stop for u, nothing waits. It's true... it's the very core of the reality. Having a family who loves whatever contradict with what I learnt in accounting, sometimes I simply find everything amusing to me, although it seems kinda sad. Accounting stated that u must always see the true nature of a transaction, the fair presentation of value incorporate in it. But in my family the constant review of such philosophy only shows that they matter 'face value' more instead of 'substance over legal form'. For whatever they do, they don't use their own faith. Like many others there, as long as the society agrees with u, that IS who you are. ppl get mad all the time, so should ya; parents scold kids all the time, ofcoz we do; old haggies are experiencist, no doubt kids are dumb. Is that what you think?
If this DIARY portray nonsense n nothing else, I would really want to tell EVERYONE SOMETHING ABOUT ME. AND HOW I LIVED.
Whether you scored world prize in ACCA, win Olympics game, make the whole world proud n respect u by developing Ipad2, or simply become someone who gets jealous of all these ppl. Is it okay for you only to be happy? What is the meaning of everything if u don't have anyone around you when you win? If they really cared that much after you attain ur victory, they should have been there the moment of ur defeat. Becoz they believe in u, through ur heart, not through what you show them on the surface. When theres a winner, the rest are all losers. Is it really okay just for you only to be happy? I always question myself this n whatever I do, often based on my conscious answer of this question. This is just me. Fullstop.