Perspective of life, of many..

It would be really rare for me to write so little thingy in my blog to update it... but for now, guess whats happening? Its raining outside, I am stuck at the foyer of my Uni BUT I am very cool with it =)

The hostel's internet line has once again proved its 'amazing-ness' by malfunctioning again ytd... =.= I am using my uni's very cool wireless line here to online and to update my blog since I am stucked here w/o my umbrella and ofcoz, with no better things to do :P

Yes, I know that I am suppose to study, in fact I wanted to... kinda. :X
Well well, these days, the complains of humanoids never stops... kids complaint bout school and teachers, coursemate complaint bout study and exams, friends complaint bout life and love, and some other people are just as usual, complaint bout family and friends... Dono why... I REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE AGREE-ing to them... C'mon, we r grown up already, whats the use of bragging n complaining if it doesnt help to solve any prob?
I wun say things like 'get a life' or 'screw you'... but instead, why don't we just gambateh together and fill our ordeal-ful path of life with laugh n joy? :D

One things that I must say, to all my friends... Who taught me the very valuable lessons of how to laugh n enjoy life... My gf(girl+friend ya, yes You r included, guys stay away), close fren, bff fren(watever), coursemate, classmate, of current one or of previous one... thx~! =)
Eustress helps... so, I suggest we learn how to improve our EQ and always remember to hang out with friends Especially old friends not just for chit-chatting or Karaoke-ing... but to talk bout life, heart to heart, scold them... and Force them to move on to their life.
Gambateh to ALL! :D


All these shall pass... Everything will come to an end, and whatever we do, it will be history.
But in other thought, whatever we do now, is it what we expected a few years back?
A very fun thing to do is that, keep cool and calm urself down, try to meditate(or whatever dat suits u) and think of urself few years back... while u r still in school... okay... heres the part:
-You are now in school, talking to friends.
-You tell ur frens what u gonna do wen u grow up/enter uni
-remember what u said n don't forget!
-slap urself in the face n wake up, come back to this world of reality.
-Okay, ur expection vs. reality. If u aren't doing wat u suppose to, do it now!
Hope this kind of motivation things works for all :)
Anyway, I m still stuck here and doesnt seems to be able to reach anywhr from here... (plus its still raining and I haven't take my dinner)so, I am not gonna study yet n cont with my blogging XD

As for now... maybe its better to let the pic do the talking part :P


A nice and simple view from my hostel condo, here u can see Sunway Lagoon and if u happend to see KL's tower and Petronas Twin Tower at the far middle there... You are Good~


Well, on the road to get my scholarship that day... I must say, they done a pretty good job in this 'road sign' guide...


Yup this is my class, not too much of classmate for now... But good thing that we know each other... U can see ppl eating, chatting, mp3/music-ing, thinking, studying, discussing... and ofcoz, taking photo-ing...(refer to me who took this pic.. XD)

The Journey of one too many...

Ignores the title, that came from random vocab n inspiration by me.

Well well, it aint bad at all to have a stable line(for now) and some free time to really update my blog after all these while... :D

So... Starts from UPM. June --> Sept
The orientation week was sux, seriously. But everything gots its pro n cons rite? Thats when I know n meet a lot of ppl, especially those that I m close with now... ^^
Too many to mention, K5 pepole, u know who u are~ (As if u r reading this duh? :/)

Hmm... my first ever kai mui, Shik Wei, n followed by her twin sister Shik Mei. A very lovely, nice n sweet sister they are. Shik Mei's bf r kinda cuteee n friendly, but too bad that Ah Wei is still single? Dun worry u'll find one... ^^v
Thx to them too now I know Chui Mei, a very easy going girl in UM, very active n unique... what else to say? Studious!
Desmond, whenever I m near Serumpun corner, he'll be there... always had a great time chitchatting n chui sui-ing... :P Not forget to mention bout Chin Seng n his very 'updated' sense of fashion... + his very typical style of gesture and the way he talks.. XD
For my TITAS(Tamdun Islam dan Tamadun ASia) groupmates, congrates I must say!!! yay! ^^ Although we havent really know what kind of mark we get for our assignment, it was great having our assignment completed, the one that compiled with an extremely big stack of papers, hardwork, n effort. Credit goes to all, except for me :P Karen, Ah Ying, Liyana, and groupleader Ivy.
Its always great to know more n more people and ofcoz, those who didnt keep in touch... dun blame me! >.< As for K5-er, they arent reading this. But its been really fun knowing them all. Including everyone of the 2nd batch intake.
Economy course:
All guys are always busy with something, sometime while I on9 at the fac's lab, I found the other guy happends to be on9-ing at the library... typical, everyone likes to on9? :/
My roomates r kinda easy going, or maybe the term of 'high toleration' will suits him better. Well for now, he got his 'da gei' gang dy... so he wun be too bored w/o me, I hope. :-P
As for others, u know u r great. Sky, know for long, too much to say, just dun make too many gals fall for u, nuff said. Williams, haha u r still the same ol' William that nvr changes, whrs ur bicycle? still with proper tyre? Chee Hoe, chill, u r doing ur best already, stay cool.. Xian Jian, courseking u know u r great, gimme a kal n I wun dare not to ans the "King's" call :XX
Too much to mention, too many ppl to say, kay... credit goes to guys b4 the gals mah XD

Girls, so many gang, but I arent sure of the num... just that, happends to know almost everyone of u, cough* cough*, I aint racist u know, just that its natural to know all the chinese? Hey, I know Malays too, just that nvr tell them that I left. :/
The piano star Huei Ven aint at k5 anymore... but nothing is gotta stop Sprite n her gang from laughing! U sure got the attention of everyone haha...
Hey, I know too much of u all. Just keep in touch or I can really put up a special album describing each one of u. Well, two left, but the spirit is still there! Go go go!! :)

Statistic gang:
Yik, Weng Khai, n Yuan Yuan. My fav gang lolz.. very nice of them. So... since u r understanding, dun nid me to write more right? :X
I know most of them during orientation n hang-out-together time, kinda playful for them, especially for the girls. The Do Re Mi Fa So, so-called my 'gf'(they are girl n they are friends XD) of k5. Thx for the small present that u all gave, its nice :)
N ofcoz, talking bout orientation, who can ever forget about what Chee Hong did? He is da best cheerleader ever! Wow! Cool.... still rmb that lol! We hates everyone n the whole orientation programme(+ the skol) during our 1st wek there, but its Chee Hong that brings up the spirit of k5 n lead us(especially the chinese) to shout till we have absolutely no voice! Haha... we showed UPM a thing or two about being a team... XD
And for his gaming team, u know who u are lar... too bad couldnt spend sleepless night gaming with u all dy... nice knowing everyone anyway :D
Angel Tan, u r in too... I told u its EVERYONE. Dun complaint that I forget ur name again! (I didnt, in fact, since ur name is always written on ur facebuk too :P)

Sunway ACCA:
Well, many ppl might wanna start reading from this part, so here we go...
Its seriously isnt very gud during the 1st week, getting food poisoning n all that. Went back to UPM to find my PA(Penasihat Akademik) about the procedure of stopping my current academic status in UPM but she isnt there for the very last minute, so couldnt meet her also.
On the 2nd week, things gets better. Having a lot of things done n some ppl bringing me out to 'play', it gets better... except for the part that everyone nvr stop study!! EXCEPT FOR a very lazy coursemate in my class, Song Leong. Yup thats him, nvr study... ofcoz stress lar duh... @.@

Got a roomate for now, China guy, he always like to find me n ask me lots n lots of things about Malaysia n the language we speak here.... Chinese Cantonese Hokkien Malay Eng etc.
Anyway, some things r not meant to have specific meaning one, but I hope he'll get that soon... (eg.lar, lor, lerr, haha, lala, bla bla)

Thats all for now. Still alive, getting better :)
Really thx for the supports of everyone... Breathing stronger... n better too~ =)
Honto Arigatou Gozaimasu~!

-msn pm-

Emotion flows of 2009, memories of past, together it brings:
10 Mar.
Know this, even every good story must come to an end... and know this too, its not the time to learn, but the time to fly...

17 Mar.
Let's rock! And keep that in mind that Paper still wins... XD

22 Mar.
Hello? Which way?

29 Mar.
Chaotic

2 Apr.
C'mon, Lets face this shall we?

4 Apr.
Bring it on~!

8 Apr.
A magician nvr reveals his secrets.

10 Apr.
A little bit more excitement and a little bit less extreme would be nice~

15 Apr.
Eeny Meeny Miny Mo! I want all the things get solved! Now!

21 Apr.
Make haste, we got a new enemy moving -- time.

6 May
War against thyself, test against thy ability; win against everyone, sacrifice everything.

7 May
You want a war? Fine I'll give you one hell of it.

11 May
Hatred is a kind of power, use it.

12 May
The whole world is pathetic, ya I AM pathetic, so what.

14 May
Top student of Pahang, woots... consists of leng zais n leng nuis! >.<>16 May
Tired n down. [My com Vista might turn off my msn anytime.]

18 May
Where does that power comes from?

20 May
thinking about changing back to XP so that dis stupid Vista wun simply off my msn again =.= |

22 May
When you have a job to do: do it first, cry later...

24 May
Respect the will of others and believe in your own.

27 May
Badminton Pahang Open Mens Double is so gan jiong! >.< 29 May
New badminton star Chan.K.B! 19-21 against Chong Wei!

30 May
You want a war? Fine I'll give you one hell of it.

4 June
-Todays news special: Barisan Survivor VS Pakatan Infected-

12 June
Ripples form on the water's surface. The wandering soul knows no rest.

21 June
Ripples form on the water's surface. The wandering soul knows no rest. New challenges awaits thee.

10 July
Am falling apart and dying but gonna die by falling apart.

18 July
Am falling apart and dying but gonna die by falling apart. Needs someone to guide desperately... ><

25 July
Everyone pls bear with the incredibly 'char' punya line here... =

28 July
Hero in the troubled times, zero for the current time.

29 July
Determination without strength is nothing, but strength without determination is equally useless!

30 July
Gimme power and I will become the best thief ever... the one that steals victory!

3 Aug.
The grand finale of the concerto is starting soon... And the next will be better!

21 Aug.
I am a living example of a pathetic guy, so... dun worry, I'm still alive. =)

29 Aug.
Forgive my insolence, I am simply... irresolute.

-Love Quote #02: 情境箴言-

(注!：仅供参考，并无任何guarantee,warranty,或security）

1. 人不是有了爱情，万难既不存在，很多事情都可能变爱情的难关，当你遇到了难关，不要说：“困难有什么可怕，只要我爱你，什么都没关系！”请你说：“我不知道我们这一次能不能通关，但我们可以一起处理，我爱你，想一直爱下去！”

2. 爱一个人的时候，会觉得所有人都可爱；恨一个人的时候，则以为所有人都很可恨。爱是如此盲目，我们明明只是爱了某一个，只恨过某一个。不用扩大你的爱，因为你爱的那人，希望你眼中只有他。不要扩大你的恨，因为还有更多幸福的机会在前方的路上等待和你相遇。

3. 最爱你的女人会像疼孩子一样疼你，忘记以来和索取；最爱你的男人会像奉承公主一样侍奉你，把性命和尊严都交给你。当你爱一个人，爱到忘记自己，忘记在爱情中扮演的角色，眼中只有对方，结局只有两种，分手或终身相守。

4. 爱一个人，和爱对方给你的爱是两回事。恋爱的双方，先爱的总比回应的人用情深；先爱的人是在爱人，回应的人则是依恋着被爱的感觉。若对方爱你的理由是因为你爱他，你不必期望会一生同甘共苦。

5. 男生很难一次拒绝一个女生的爱，因为所有女生都继承扑火飞蛾的个性，你不烧痛她，她心存幻想；你不烧干净她的希望，她会卷土重来，如同野草，因为男生在“放火”方面总是心慈手软，不到最后关头决不会放下自己情深义重的形象。

6. “向外跨出一步”只是开始而已，和心仪的人约会中的感觉才是最重要的，你必须相信自己的直觉，所谓恋爱的机会要靠自己去开创。

-Enigma: Loveless-

-Poem
Prologue:
When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting


Act I:
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest


Act II:
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh


Act III:
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return


Act IV:
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely


Act V:
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice


-Story
Prologue:
When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting


Act I:
The Infinite mystery
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek
But their fates are scattered by war

One becomes a hero, one wanders the land
And the last is taken prisoner

But the three are still bound by a solemn oath
To seek the answer together, once again


Act II:
Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded
His life is saved, however
By a woman of the opposing nation

He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss

But as happiness grows, so does guilt
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends


Act III:
As the war sends the world hurling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends

Though no oath is shared between the lovers
In their hearts they know they will meet again


-Translation
序章:
野兽们的战争把世界末日带来之时
女神飞舞 从天而降
展开光与暗的羽翼
携同祝福之赠物


第一章:
深渊之底
寻找女神赠物的三个男人
然而 战争拆散了他们
其一成为英雄、其一成为流浪者
剩下的一人 成为被捕的俘虏
即使如此 三人的心智仍旧结在一起
约定好再度一起破解谜团


第二章:
被捕者成功逃脱，却身负濒死重伤
但他保住了一命
将其拯救的 是敌国的一名女子
他隐名埋命，与女子过上了隐居的生活
那样的日子，好似幸福将永远持续
但是，幸福的感觉越发深刻
与朋友的约定就越发使其痛苦


第三章:
战乱激化，世界飞速走向破灭
被捕者舍却了恋人与共的幸福
决心踏上旅途
心怀以女神赠物使人间致福的愿望
也为完成朋友的约定
但是相恋的两人即使没有约定
他们也深信 一定会再次重圆


第四章:
因果之缘 梦想也好 荣耀也罢 已然尽失
女神开弓 放尽箭矢
被复仇占据了的我的灵魂
苦恼之终 得到的愿望
是我的救赎
和你安详的睡眠


最终章：
即使是没有约定的明天
我也一定会回到你所站的地方
化为星之希望的水滴
到达大地的尽头 天际的边沿 遥远的水面
变成神秘的动物
悄然逝去

~Birthday~

Thx for all wishes from my friends! Would'nt be the same w/o u all ^^
Not to forget to mention my lovely family and relatives too, ofcoz. :)

The day goes the same, but the SMS keeps on coming, not much but at least, happy that so many ppl actually rmb my bday. :D
Friends from everywhr, friends that I know after I went to Uni, friends from secondary and high school(F6). I cant possibly list out all here but still, thx! :D
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The 1st msg is kinda early, and for my surprise, its from my roomate Ah Teng! Kuan Teng actually becomes the 1st to send me bday SMS, ofcoz, a good roomate he really is.
The next one actually comes from Chui Mei! ^^ She is kinda like Desmond, be nice and u'll find out dat they r extremely friendly. A word here to describe her: NICE~ ^^
Then comes the bday msg from unknown ppl, n I found out the sender to be Jesselyn, she nvr tells me that she got 2nd hp num!! Well she even sends me bday greeting in facebuk, and needless to say, if any1 of u gets too bored, go to facebuk and u'll see her on9 24/7 :p
Hmm... who is next? Sprite!! The happy-go-lucky girl! She will laugh non-stop wherever she goes... its like she gets lottery everyday. :p
Desmond! This guy felt guilty for not be able to send me bday msg tepat-tepat 1201, yup he shud feel guilty for that, n I am gonna force him to belanja me makan back in UPM for that! ngek ngek ngek~ XD

At the morning, Elisa sends me bday msg, such a good jr she is... =D
Michele are the next, she is being tough fighting alone in Sunway there, gambateh Mei Xin~
Koh Sim, ofcoz, sends her greeting to her 'ye ye'. And yes, the 'ye ye' is getting old ady :X
Mr.Varen and my direct senior in UPM Susan are the next on the list, I m not too close with them but nevertheless, they are good n nice ppl. :D
The very nice Huei Ven didnt forget to send me bday msg too~ She is talented, kind, n understanding... but didnt prefer to socialise with too many ppl. My sifu, and a v v gud fren in UPM she is. :)
The lil' Shik Wei is next. Nvr tot that she knows my bday and she rmb to wish me. Haha she can be very very nice when u get to know her. Single, but dono available onot. :/
Ceng Yik, my floor-mate in UPM. I m kinda close to him n we became very gud fren in short time, he has a very good personality. And he is still available! :p
Wee Wee is the creative one with the SMS. She sends me bday msg with Birthday tune, it really makes my hp feel very 'birthday-ful'. A very caring n hardworking girl she is. XD

Surprise nvr ends. At noon, someone gave me a.... erm... surprise!? Something that I can hardly express in words, its not in my list of vocabs anyway. A birthday gift from the most special friend. Thx Foong Yi~! ^^v
She always make sure that I din end up empty handed in my bday. But like always, a wish from her is always more than enough. If I can somehow write it down here how was the whole thing, it would begins with the title "Surprise in the mailbox." and ends with countless gratitude, thx, and appreciation. I guess she knows what I am thinking n she got that by heart. =)

Li Er and Hong Koon planned to bring me go gai gai at KL, but I ended up celebrating my bday at Ktn. So they ny manage to send me SMS n calls. But nvm, can ganti balik one right? :D
Another surprise comes from Angel, I keep on mentioning these surprise thing coz I didnt ever thinks that they'll actually knows n rmb my bday. And she even says that she'll play the bday song for me when I am back to K5 UPM! It will be a very rare n pleasantful scene to see both Angel and Huei Ven playing piano in K5, but as for the bday piano tune, it might sounds a lil bit childish, I tink? :X
Kah Man sends msg next, and yup ur 'di di' is happy to receive so many bday msges from K5 friends! ^^
Siew Chon also rmb to send his bday msg too, despite the fact that he is sick. Stay tough! Stay Healthy! @.@!
Ting Yee at KL also rmb to send his 'double bday msg' too, haha felt kinda nostalgic receiving his msg. We used to be so darn close last time, and I m glad that now we are back to be good friends again. ^^v

Ching Siew and Ah Nip asked me out for yc n belanja me makan at Oldtown. We chatted a lot and yup, they are still very friendly n easy-going. Wouldnt forget to ask them out yc next time to update myself with all other 'lost-contact' friend's news. XP

Viang Wing from Sunway still rmb my birthday, thx Wing boy! Like awiz u rocks! A genius he still is, a very clever guy.
Satthia, she and Koh Sim used to sit in front of me during f6 time. She awiz seeks to improve herself n strive for better results. Glad that she msg me too, gambateh Satthia! :D
Sin Ying sends me belated bday wishes, but its very nice of her to send me msg even though she is not very well now, get healthy soon Sin Ying! AISEC queen must be tougher than any1 else! :D
Casslyn and Wai Hong also gave me belated bday wishes. But for me its just the same, its the heart that matters. A very pure n true friend they are, not forgot to mention also, a very cute n lovely couple. ^^
Also, I read a very splendid work that comes from Writer Lawrence, inspire by me maybe? Well he sure got some talent, and a lot of interest for that. :D
Meng Hung, sent me the very last belated birthday wish, kinda happy that I m finally able to contact this almost-lost-contact member of f6 classmate. About why he sends me bday wishes suddenly? The ans might be in facebook I guess?
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As for the facebook and others part, thx everyone! Its too much to mention perhaps? :X
And also, for all my family members n relatives, ten kiu~ I will be always stay tough and stay happy to cheer everyone up! :)
Pls receive my most sincere gratitude from the deep of my heart. Honto Arigatou~

P.S.: I do hope that I'll receive these bday msg-es for the next n coming years. :D

-Ship of fools-

A fool trying to get out of the Ship Of Fools. Am I a fool for trying to get out, or am I a fool not be able to get out of it?

Fate watches over... as the ship of fools sails through destiny, finding hope among the vanishing dream.

Family and Friend, Love and Hatred, Dream and Reality, Hope and Delusion, Happiness and Despair, Comrade and Nemesis; Fate against Option, Destiny against Chances. Thy heart will guide you through the Mist of Illusion; thee... is the key.