Dark April - Lights of Hope

Song leong is in a relationship.

24 likes, 28 comment.
40+ people, 8 who don't believe, 12 where asking who.
Some who wanna whack me, majority cares and congrates me, a lot of support, and a never-seen-before facebook comment in my history.

El Leo is in a relationship.
note: El Leo is my facebook name nia, nothing to do with my real name whatsoever.
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It doesn't even starts as a typical April Fool Joke, but somehow it turns out to be something else...
My day here hasn't been a good one, having my resolution shaken, losing motivation... it's definitely a bad one for me.... but now knowing that so many people that are actually caring for me.... Really, Thanks a lot. :)

I found myself to be in more of a lousy and blur mode lately... I lost my water bottle, then umbrella, then my friend's file, then my own note, and now... I even lost my card holder. I somehow feels like, if things keep going like this.. I am gonna soon lost everything, including my friend.

Pursuing for ACCA, the intensive tuition class at Sunway here doesn't really please me. My coursemate for this sem is definitely of two extreme --> Over-relax type, and the over-study type.
When I started to do bad for my law paper, my lecturer started to lecturing about why should we even bother to take ACCA, she said its typical Malaysian mindset for youngster to study as much as they can and get a degree before we start to do anything else, which is.... logically, pointless. YES, that is what I am doing now.... Taking a course just for the sake of being a professional in the future earning money and thats it, wasting life following the trend of typical Malaysian.

Get back into the topic, my card holder... my student card and ACCA card were in there. And reapplying it will really takes a lot of time and losing it definitely cause me lots of trouble. Then there was this idea flowing through my mind: Maybe I should just stop here, the world is telling me to stop, stop thinking that I can do this, stop trying to planning for all these unnecessary thing, maybe its just time to get myself to work and start doing what I like.
The lecturer were right in a sense that, we never know when our life will end? We don't really care, and keep on assuming that there is still A LOOONG WAY TO GO in our life... because we haven't really lost some precious friend there... Malaysian mentality.

Some of my coursemate never stops complaining... and yes, I m not the type who likes to complain much when complaining will never help to solve my prob. So whats wrong with this world now? You are not the only one who is in trouble! And for some other... you like enjoying your life so much after all this so-called ordeal: exams!? So sing-k or movie afterward!? I'll do the same, most likely.. but what about others!?
Yes, I hate this cycle... when humans complain non-stop and started to be ignorant of others after their own problem disappear...
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For those who wanna beat me up nicely for this prank.... think of this properly...
I am really thankful to see that when facebook addicter starts to worry about their love problem everyday... there's still so many people actually cared about someone's relationship status.
(Okay, maybe some is shouting in front of their com, Song Leong is not gonna last long with this XXX)

But, thank you, and that really gets me up to the beat of life.
Hope everyone will really appreciate things around them.

FOR those who are in a relationship, never forgot to care for your other half. Sometimes one gets lonely and another one gets annoyed. If u do not care for your partner when he/she is at his/her down side, then you simply don't deserve him at his best.

FOR those who are in a relationship PROBLEM, why the heck do you two even bother to become couples rather than friend? Treat them just like how you treat other friend, that is what gets you both started. You two started to have argument when you want the others to be perfect. There is no perfect lovers nor perfect couples. But... perfect friends might become lovers. XD

FOR those who seemingly found his/her other half, go for it! The fact that you are waiting can only means two thing: 1. You don't really like him/her. In this case, let go, pls, you are a jerk, accept it, and stop being one. OR 2. You are just simply waiting, waiting can only means, you are trying to escape. YOU CAN NEVER ESCAPE. If it is meant to be happen, it WILL happen.

FOR those who is still hurt... get yourself recovered! You are still breathing, that is more than enough. Now treat yourself better... then others will learn how to treat you good. :)

and FOR those who is still single... I have no advice nor suggestion here. Just two words: Same here. Aihz…

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Casslyn: You dog... its a April Fool joke... and you're suppose to send me postcard with leng nui's... XD (The important part is the postcard, not the leng nui :X)

Shey Man: After study, then love comes next, just be prepared bah... tomorrow will always be a better day :)

Ern Chee: Haha... thx ya XD If really got then sure tell u all ji mui 1st one mah :P

Chui Mei: With erm.... a lot leh... first law paper dump me, den now my card holder oso dump me... sat luen jorrr :(

Nip: Dono.... :( Lack of love luck perhaps? ><

SusanChin: Ok... now I admit it... that... its April Fool prank :X (pitylar ur jr so lonely ni!)

YitAn: Hehe... but be honest, I still love.... classical musics! :D How bout ur Romeo? :P

JunKang: I bukannya UUM nor Sunway leng zai... I m in the lonely group :( Have to accept this cruel fact >.<

KahMan, Sprite: Erm... yea, someone you know... someone you know(SongLeong) just prank-ed you. :P

MengHung, KinLeong: Aihz... sifu u wan then hit me bah.. One year 365 days on April Fool ny I can put this status... cukup cham dah.. Appreciate ur other half lar(to KinLeong oso)...

IngTing: Thx ya... :) Just believe in hope and everyday will always be a better day k? :D (Better than those single one de lorr...)

ShirleyWong: Thx alot!!! Really gam dong lar u said that.. If got nice girl then I let u 'guo mu' 1st okay? ^^

XiaoYue, ManKhang, SiewSin, Satthia, Desmond: Thx ya hehe... say.... how come u ppl still single pulak? @.@

MandyLiow: Thx o~ wish u n ur dear always happy ya ;) (always sweet till make me jealous....)

Kent, AnneYap, SinLing, Aries, Lawrence: Tahu tak ape... just never ingat that so many ppl actually believe me... so gam dong :')