Real pain changes people.

Real pain changes ppl: not the one that is in your discretion whether you wants to burden it with you or not; no young kids 'trauma' or emo drama...



Few days ago I just received an unnecessary reminder of how fragile life can be... I was still fine and healthy until in a short few hours high fever kicks in and I couldn't sleep for the next 12 hours with my instinct keep telling me to bang my head at the wall or something... the body temperature just gone up like crazy and even as I keep drinking water every 20-30 min or so I have to go urinate the boiled water out of my body with my shirt my bed and everything else feels extremely heated up, I can barely feel any senses left in my limbs.

Just less than 24 hours before this happened, I was still happily doing my routine short exercise to sweat like a pig, happily having my meals and have a lovely and deserving sleep.... and no, I never get exposed to rains, or any immediate signs in these periods that could have ready myself for this sudden fever..

Now I am roughly recovered after some random 'natural' medication and treatment... I just want to say this: Imagine how much pain ur mom have to go through for that 9/10 months of on-going pain to give u a chance for a journey here, to keep alive so u can facebook and even reading this. Even thou some of you all out there doesnt have a satisfying childhood thx to ur mom as well, but the pain your mom went thru was a real deal. I guess it was right to say that some woman changes after becoming a mom~ Happy Mother's Day everyone = )

And for everyone else, life is fragile: survive!

P.S: For the kiasu colony, to Survive =/= to Win. Dont step on other ppl to win and claim that u r 'surviving'.
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Sorry no chinese ver, lazy to write one xD