Dark April - Lights of Hope

Song leong is in a relationship.

24 likes, 28 comment.
40+ people, 8 who don't believe, 12 where asking who.
Some who wanna whack me, majority cares and congrates me, a lot of support, and a never-seen-before facebook comment in my history.

El Leo is in a relationship.
note: El Leo is my facebook name nia, nothing to do with my real name whatsoever.
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It doesn't even starts as a typical April Fool Joke, but somehow it turns out to be something else...
My day here hasn't been a good one, having my resolution shaken, losing motivation... it's definitely a bad one for me.... but now knowing that so many people that are actually caring for me.... Really, Thanks a lot. :)

I found myself to be in more of a lousy and blur mode lately... I lost my water bottle, then umbrella, then my friend's file, then my own note, and now... I even lost my card holder. I somehow feels like, if things keep going like this.. I am gonna soon lost everything, including my friend.

Pursuing for ACCA, the intensive tuition class at Sunway here doesn't really please me. My coursemate for this sem is definitely of two extreme --> Over-relax type, and the over-study type.
When I started to do bad for my law paper, my lecturer started to lecturing about why should we even bother to take ACCA, she said its typical Malaysian mindset for youngster to study as much as they can and get a degree before we start to do anything else, which is.... logically, pointless. YES, that is what I am doing now.... Taking a course just for the sake of being a professional in the future earning money and thats it, wasting life following the trend of typical Malaysian.

Get back into the topic, my card holder... my student card and ACCA card were in there. And reapplying it will really takes a lot of time and losing it definitely cause me lots of trouble. Then there was this idea flowing through my mind: Maybe I should just stop here, the world is telling me to stop, stop thinking that I can do this, stop trying to planning for all these unnecessary thing, maybe its just time to get myself to work and start doing what I like.
The lecturer were right in a sense that, we never know when our life will end? We don't really care, and keep on assuming that there is still A LOOONG WAY TO GO in our life... because we haven't really lost some precious friend there... Malaysian mentality.

Some of my coursemate never stops complaining... and yes, I m not the type who likes to complain much when complaining will never help to solve my prob. So whats wrong with this world now? You are not the only one who is in trouble! And for some other... you like enjoying your life so much after all this so-called ordeal: exams!? So sing-k or movie afterward!? I'll do the same, most likely.. but what about others!?
Yes, I hate this cycle... when humans complain non-stop and started to be ignorant of others after their own problem disappear...
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For those who wanna beat me up nicely for this prank.... think of this properly...
I am really thankful to see that when facebook addicter starts to worry about their love problem everyday... there's still so many people actually cared about someone's relationship status.
(Okay, maybe some is shouting in front of their com, Song Leong is not gonna last long with this XXX)

But, thank you, and that really gets me up to the beat of life.
Hope everyone will really appreciate things around them.

FOR those who are in a relationship, never forgot to care for your other half. Sometimes one gets lonely and another one gets annoyed. If u do not care for your partner when he/she is at his/her down side, then you simply don't deserve him at his best.

FOR those who are in a relationship PROBLEM, why the heck do you two even bother to become couples rather than friend? Treat them just like how you treat other friend, that is what gets you both started. You two started to have argument when you want the others to be perfect. There is no perfect lovers nor perfect couples. But... perfect friends might become lovers. XD

FOR those who seemingly found his/her other half, go for it! The fact that you are waiting can only means two thing: 1. You don't really like him/her. In this case, let go, pls, you are a jerk, accept it, and stop being one. OR 2. You are just simply waiting, waiting can only means, you are trying to escape. YOU CAN NEVER ESCAPE. If it is meant to be happen, it WILL happen.

FOR those who is still hurt... get yourself recovered! You are still breathing, that is more than enough. Now treat yourself better... then others will learn how to treat you good. :)

and FOR those who is still single... I have no advice nor suggestion here. Just two words: Same here. Aihz…

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Casslyn: You dog... its a April Fool joke... and you're suppose to send me postcard with leng nui's... XD (The important part is the postcard, not the leng nui :X)

Shey Man: After study, then love comes next, just be prepared bah... tomorrow will always be a better day :)

Ern Chee: Haha... thx ya XD If really got then sure tell u all ji mui 1st one mah :P

Chui Mei: With erm.... a lot leh... first law paper dump me, den now my card holder oso dump me... sat luen jorrr :(

Nip: Dono.... :( Lack of love luck perhaps? ><

SusanChin: Ok... now I admit it... that... its April Fool prank :X (pitylar ur jr so lonely ni!)

YitAn: Hehe... but be honest, I still love.... classical musics! :D How bout ur Romeo? :P

JunKang: I bukannya UUM nor Sunway leng zai... I m in the lonely group :( Have to accept this cruel fact >.<

KahMan, Sprite: Erm... yea, someone you know... someone you know(SongLeong) just prank-ed you. :P

MengHung, KinLeong: Aihz... sifu u wan then hit me bah.. One year 365 days on April Fool ny I can put this status... cukup cham dah.. Appreciate ur other half lar(to KinLeong oso)...

IngTing: Thx ya... :) Just believe in hope and everyday will always be a better day k? :D (Better than those single one de lorr...)

ShirleyWong: Thx alot!!! Really gam dong lar u said that.. If got nice girl then I let u 'guo mu' 1st okay? ^^

XiaoYue, ManKhang, SiewSin, Satthia, Desmond: Thx ya hehe... say.... how come u ppl still single pulak? @.@

MandyLiow: Thx o~ wish u n ur dear always happy ya ;) (always sweet till make me jealous....)

Kent, AnneYap, SinLing, Aries, Lawrence: Tahu tak ape... just never ingat that so many ppl actually believe me... so gam dong :')

-Lessons of Life-

Woots… 旺旺牛年过了啦~ 新年来咯。。。这次的威虎年比起要过2010新年的到来时感觉学习了更多东西，成熟了些。。。 ^^v

而且这次的新年还过得蛮不错的呢~ =) 照片嘛？？ Facebook我慢慢放咯`。。 :P

这次就把学到的东西分享分享下吧~！ J

P.S: 很多都是从不同地方学回来的。。希望读了能让大家获益良多吧~ ^^

爱

如果我们之间有1000步的距离，你只要跨出第1步，我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步。

- 爱，无论是亲情或情侣之间的爱，就算是冷漠了。。。 如果没人踏出第一步，你就永远都不知道其余的999步应该向哪个方向走。。

- “向外跨出一步”只是开始而已，和心仪的人约会中的感觉才是最重要的，你必须相信自己的直觉，所谓恋爱的机会要靠自己去开创。

爱，要及时。

- 时间不等人。。。 爱，也未必会等。所以不要浪费青春，把握身边的每个人和事，珍惜身边的家人和朋友。爱，其实就在身边。。

- 爱一个人的时候，会觉得所有人都可爱；恨一个人的时候，则以为所有人都很可恨。爱是如此盲目，我们明明只是爱了某一个，只恨过某一个。不用扩大你的爱，因为你爱的那人，希望你眼中只有他。不要扩大你的恨，因为还有更多幸福的机会在前方的路上等待和你相遇。

有时候，不是对方不在乎你，而是你把对方看得太重。

- 不要把事情复杂化，爱情，一开始不就是在这复杂的世界上最简单纯真的东西吗？

- 这就是年轻人的爱情。。。 如此盲目，如此忘我地把现实遗忘了。。

- 人不是有了爱情，万难既不存在，很多事情都可能变爱情的难关。

为你的难过而快乐的，是敌人；为你的快乐而快乐的，是朋友；为你的难过而难过的，就是那些，该放进心里的人。

- 珍惜身边这些朋友，这些值得珍惜的每个人吧~！

没有一百分的另一半，只有五十分的两个人。

- 世界上是没有完美的人，有的只是肯为你改变，肯等你改变，肯珍惜你，也值得你去珍惜的人。。

爱情上没有适不适合，只有珍惜和不珍惜。

- 很多情侣刚认识或拍拖时，就会一直比较对方，觉得双方很适合；久了，会觉得其实双方一开始（或慢慢地）就不适合了。。。 其实，世上没有真正完全适合的情侣，只有完全珍惜对方的情侣。

- 爱情上是没有适合或不适合的，只有珍惜，和不珍惜。会珍惜你的人，是值得你去珍惜的人。不珍惜你的人，是不值得你去珍惜的人。

- 最适合的人，不一定会珍惜你；可是会一直珍惜你的人，就一定是最适合的人。

生活

爱，无所不在。

- 信不信，很多人看了我以上的主题后，都认为爱。。很难得到。 其实，父母可以给的爱，也是爱。所以请珍惜家人，别忘了他们。

- 而朋友之间的友爱，其实才是能够维持最久的爱。。 从前的好友，去了哪里了？

- 很多人认为爱就是痛苦。。。其实，这是不对的。 寂寞是一种痛，拒绝是一种痛，失去是一种痛，妒忌也是一种痛。 只是我们都把这些东西和爱情混乱了。。实际上，爱情，是世上唯一能够把这些痛苦包容，再次带给我们希望和快乐的东西。

真正的好朋友，并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题；而是在一起，就算不说话，也不会感到尴尬。

- 真正的好友，就算很久不见，见面了也不会觉得尴尬；就算很久不见，也不会忘记对方。

如果仇恨是一种力量，爱就是比仇恨还厉害的力量；而包容，却是比爱还来得更厉害的一种力量。

- 学会包容别人的错误，是一种成长。

- 原谅，是世上一个很伟大的力量。

- 我们从出世以来生不带来任何东西，死也不带走任何财富。所以物质不是最重要的。。。想想，这样的话，那又何必去记别人的过错，何不原谅他人，让世界更美丽。。

世界上是最恐怖的，是人。

- 如果鬼很可怕，那么最可怕的不是幽魂鬼，而是懒惰鬼！；如果魔比鬼更恐怖，那么最恐怖的不是色魔，而是病魔！；如果鬼和魔都一样可怕。。。其实，人，才是最恐怖的。。

朋友就是把你看透了，还能喜欢你的人

- 真正的朋友，不是因为你是什么人而选择你的朋友，而是因为你是你，而继续跟你做朋友的人。

- 世上没有完美的人，也没有完美的朋友。所以无论你多么的讨人厌，能够包容你，继续跟你做朋友的人，才是真正的朋友。

- 在你低潮时不肯帮你的人，不值得你成功的时候去记得他。。

世无完美

- 外表看起来美丽的人，内心不一定也是美的。。 内心美丽的人，外表也会越看越顺眼。。。 内在美，才最美。

- 身有残缺的人，我们同情，我们了解，我们包容。我们一直以为我们都很有学问，我们都是好人，可是。。。我们都不是。 因为我们只看外表，不看内在。 身边的人，说冷笑话的，讲话不经过大脑的，不会讲话的人，我们都不喜欢，可是其实，又有谁是天生要惹人讨厌的呢？其实他们要的只是一点点的焦点，他们的残缺，就是不善于沟通，不善于讲话，而我们这种不谅解他们，不包容他们的人，才是有最大残缺的人—〉心里残缺。

- 世上没有完美情人，完美朋友。可是当你可以接受所有的不完美时。。。 此时世界就会变得完美了。。

Life... a changing weather

Life... is just like weather huh.. always remain as a mystery... and unexpected by many..sometimes we like sunny sky~ sometimes we do enjoy rain... there r up n downs of life ofcoz.... each with memoriable story to tell....

Here I got some nice photo to share around... did anyone ever wonder how does the sky looks like when it is going to rain?? Well I got 2 photo here taken at diff time, diff place, but both are JUST around the time when it is GOING TO RAIN.. Enjoy this pic~ :D

the rain coming from the left side is like a tornado thingy forming a mist lol..

the rain coming from the right side... and the horizon of the darky cloud is very obvious.



And something extra to share with everyone~! ^^
Who says that true love don't exist? There is no such thing as being compatible... true love overcomes Everything.... well except this time it is not human that shows us a good example here XD

Back in my hometown Kuantan... OBSERVE... there is this WHITE chicken here with the BLACK hen.. for almost everyday this white chicken will wait around(or under) this tree until the BLACK hen comes to meet this Whitey~
The BLACK hen doesnt comes out that often but still... this chicken nvr seems to be tired of waiting... impressive! :D





thats all to share this time... Do enjoy ppl! =)
Happy Tiger WooHoo year...... HUAT arrr.... XD

Life is more than a passing wind... its a squalling rain that comes with storm and ends with rainbow~

Another way to understand myself? :X

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Divine Snapshot

A little girl walked to and from school daily. One morning, the sky looked threatening as clouds gathered. Still, she made her daily trek to the elementary school.

As the afternoon progressed, the winds whipped up, along with thunder and lightning. The little girl's mother worried that she would be afraid to walk home alone and that the impending storm might harm her. So she quickly drove to her child's school.

As she rounded a corner, she saw the girl walking home. But with each flash of lightning, the child would stop, look up and smile. One flash followed another and each time, without a care, she looked straight at the streak of light and smiled.

As the mother pulled up beside the girl, she called out to her: "What are you doing? Why do you keep stopping?"

"I am trying to look pretty as God takes my picture."

May God bless you today as you face the storms that come your way. And don't forget to SMILE!

- From: A certain magazine, and a certain blog. :D

-Ans this: The Most Important Part of the body-

My mother used to ask me what is the most important part of the body? Through the years I would take a guess at what I thought was the correct Answer.

When I was younger, I thought sound was very important to us as humans, so I said, 'My ears, Mommy.'

She said, 'No. Many people are deaf. But you keep thinking about it and I will ask you again soon.'

Several years passed before she asked me again. Since making my first attempt, I had contemplated the correct answer.

So this time I told her, 'Mommy, sight is very important to everybody, so it must be our eyes.'

She looked at me and told me, 'You are learning fast, but the answer is not correct because there are many people who are blind.'

Stumped again, I continued my quest for knowledge and over the years,

Mother asked me a couple more times and always her answer was, 'No. But you are getting smarter every year, my child.'

Then one year, my grandfather died. Everybody was hurt. Everybody was crying. Even my father cried.

I remember that especially because it was only the second time I saw him cry.

My Mom looked at me when it was our turn to say our final good-bye to my Grandfather.

She asked me, 'Do you know the most important body part yet, my dear?'

I was shocked when she asked me this now. I always thought this was a game between her and me.

She saw the confusion on my face and told me, 'This question is very important. It shows that you have really lived in your life. For every body part you gave me in the past, I have told you were wrong and I have given
you an example why.

But today is the day you need to learn this important lesson. 'She looked down at me as only a mother can. I saw her eyes well up with tears. She said, 'My dear, the most important body part is your shoulder.'

I asked, 'Is it because it holds up my head?'

She replied, 'No, it is because it can hold the head of a friend or a loved one when they cry. Everybody needs a shoulder to cry on sometime in life, my dear. I only hope that you have enough love and friends that you will always have a shoulder to cry on when you need it.'

Then and there I knew the most important body part is not a selfish one. It is made for others and not for yourself. It is sympathetic to the pain of others.

People will forget what you said. People will forget what you did . But people will NEVER forget how you made them feel.

The origination of this letter is unknown, but it brings a blessing to everyone who passes it on.

Good friends are like stars...You don't always see them, but you always know they are there.

Share this with a friend, I just did..

P.S: I thought the most important part is our heart.... not brain. Coz life is important, how we view it n how we live our life is equally important too.. But it seems like... that wasnt the correct ans lol...
Learnt a new lesson. :)

-Enigma: Blissfulness-

Loveless:
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return.



Blissfulness:
Belief, Condemn, Salvation, Hatred, Joy,
Regression, Faith, Hesitation, Oblivious, Absolution
Human knows none but says so
When the reality crush fantasy

War, Power, Poverty, Starvation, Politic,
Economy, Disease, Anarchism, Rights, Freedom
What is that the world seeks of?
A reversing state of evolution has begun

Hope dies, dream flies
but we are still alive.

And so we fight, with all our might
Free like a kite, again we set sight
As we fly, soaring high
We do the right, and no more should die

Eternal darkness is only the prelude to the sky of light
Travel in Chronos and we will see the future shine with bright!