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路。。

2012-01-05T03:16:00.004+08:00

。。是人走出来的。

如果前方没有路，就自己去走一个吧。

Everyone walks a different path of life...

So when you are lost... go search for a way out... every step you make from this point onwards becomes a road that others will follow.

We don't need...

2012-01-02T00:01:00.002+08:00

..to think too much.
..to go too far.
..to work too hard.

All you need... is to give it your best in everything.

LIVE LIFE FULLEST. =)

Trust...

2011-12-26T04:44:00.003+08:00

..Is very important.

You either do it yourself, or you give autonomy to the one who you delegate ur authority to.

If you are gonna complain, then do it yourself. Bcoz sometimes when u r trying to be perfect, all others can see is just how imperfect(flawed) you are.

Winter Solstice

2011-12-24T02:57:00.003+08:00

冬至。。。象征了关丹雨季的节尾。
And it has never been wrong...

-facebook statuses-

2011-12-18T05:07:00.004+08:00

The event flows of a stage called year 2011. A story of a 21 years old kid on the stage...

Tomorrow is a reflection of Yesterday. Fear not, embrace it. For all the unpleasant things had passed and there is always Tomorrow for you to make it better. =)
20 Feb

Believe you can, and you're halfway there. - Theodore Roosevelt
28 Feb

活在以前和将来的人，即便眼前就是唾手可得的幸福，他们也不会安然捧起，他们会把这幸福延迟到“将来”才觉得安全，或者让“以前”来置疑这幸福。人的快乐，都是自己推倒的。人类会怀念往昔，会梦想未来，唯独对现在不会很满意，人似乎一辈子都困在这种时空错乱的得失矛盾中。"活在当下" Live in the present！- Charles Yew Hong
17 March

You know why people have eyes in the front? If you had eyes in back all you could see is your home town getting farther away, you can't move forward like that. If your eyes are in front what you see in the distance keeps getting closer, that's what lets people move forward. - Gurren Lagann
20 March

Past is a nice place to visit But certainly not a good place to stay. :D
27 March

Don't blame the world, there are here first, they made everything possible. Don't miss the past, your are there first, you made that possible. If u cry, u cry alone; if u smile, the whole world smiles with you.

Go out n create your own future now. Don't stuck urself facing four sided wall n claim that you deserved to be emo or cared. If life can't beat you, death can't, nothing can. - learnt from charity booth. :X
30 March

Why my course-mates should be happy? Well we study ACCA(Accountant Can Cry Already) to become an AUDITOR(All You Do Is Think Of Resigning) someday... so what we really learn? We learnt IAS(I Am Sad) and IFRS (I Feel Really Sad). Fine, stop acting like a professional, we study real mad and call ourself Account Service Specialist. So we end up getting called as ASS.
2 April

Talk to a cat juz now...
Then the cat rmbs me n follow me wen I wanna go out so I decided to feed her... So cute lar~ =3
7 April

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Pika!
10 April

Life is like a board game. You do your best, god do the rest.
16 April

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. - Albert Einstein.
23 April

I inspire ppl, just like how I equally like to be inspired. :)
Because I know success might not bring u happiness, but happiness WILL bring u success. =)
9 May

今日事今日毕，过了今天就不必；如果明日再继续，那么当初又何必?
13 May

Everything in life is temporary. So if things are going good, enjoy it because it won't last forever. And if things are going bad, don't worry. It can't last forever either.
20 May

Sometimes, life is a vampire. It sucks, but its cool.
In order to win, u have to embrace sunlight(optimism) n face the darkness(fear). It might suck ur blood a lil by lil everday.. But eventually da long night wil end, n sun wil rise. ;)
-Kax
26 May

Life is a never-ending race. Everyone starts at different point, ends at different point.
We begin life by racing, by competition... but half-way through the game, u'll found out that its better to walk with certain ppl in ur life, take ur pace n rest once a while.. than to go all out n win urself.
Because glory nvr last, but love and friendship does. :3
29 May

LOLLL!! I m suppose to be sleeping when Hitz Fm. GOTCHA CALL me n woke me up with ACCA news LOLOLOLOL!!!!!! THX BRO! (Walaupun I kinda knew it halfway ady... they scold me for laughing! DARN! xD) Luckily I din swear wei...(aside from the fact that it woke me up from my slumber :( but then....) what r the chances I din double check my exam venue anyway? HAHAHAHA..
30 May

Activity of the day: I attended ICAEW class =)
Wow sometimes I wonder how I pass some papers O.o
1 June

You know the feeling? The urge... the desire to work so hard... so hard that you wanted to get a World Prize so badly? The power that surge in you to shine like all others!?

... ... I don't have it.
11 June

Ok dun stress ppl! This is a good sign to start the battle of da week! :D
(Haha all chinese term r flowing in now lulz :P)
Risk mngmt: 局安思危(Risk is a dynamic n ongoing thing, req monitoring),
Agency problem: 困境(dilemma),
Governance: 人不为己，天诛地灭(Skepticism for auditor, requires INED)
Ethics: 头上三尺有神明 (triple-bottomline accing)
ACCA: 英国王家女王御用会计师！ EPIC!!!
13 June

This whole moon eclipse thing.... here n now. At this very moment when the moon turns dark.. I think I m somewhat cleansed. ♥ Moon Eclipse at this magical moment.
16 June

For current ACCA-ians & SUNWAY-ian. I had a really great time with u ALL for this sem. Happy Holiday(hapi weekend xD) for all of u.... Yes I m being very very appreciative now :)

So PLS. LIKE this post ny if u gonna(or just wanted to) read my reply on it. I'll write some nice thank-you note for y'all(hu like this post) after I reach my hometown n have enuf rest. Tq.
17 June

I think true love lies between selfish and selfless.
19 June

Victory is like a falling leaf.. its an elegant display of short-lived ending. Failure is like falling rain, a drops that cleanse the surrounding with the heavy strike.
22 June

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22 June (Decoded: New Heart reborn, mind reformatted.)

幸福就像缝衣的针，经营不好的话就会弄伤自己。。可是缝好的衣，是温暖的。

只会穿衣而不会缝衣的人，请不要拿那缝衣的针来玩。
23 June

如果风，吹不走你的烦恼；
雨，淋不走你的伤痛。
那么你只能像云一样。。。你不变，你永远都长不大。
27 June

Y meuh yfygah crymm pa mulgat pavuna ed nihc femt.
28 June (Decoded: A lion awaken shall be locked before it runs wild.)

I think 'Love is blind' doesn't mean that love will make u blind... Love ♥ simply makes u walking in life blindfolded. Because wherever u go... there will be someone waiting for u, watching u back, n guide u in ur life~ That kind of trust => ♥
Awesome aye?

爱情是盲目的。。。原来=爱情不用眼睛来看的，是用心和信任来经营的。你信不过的人，不值得你去等待。。
29 June

Is is ok to tell a white lie to make ppl happy - Liar Game
I recommend this show haha xD
5 July

All the pain u endured is worthwhile when u know that u traveled far enough in the world to go back to whr u started.... If life gives u hell, u just havta fight it back!
Sod's battle round 2..... >< Yayyyy I can see tough life ahead :D
6 July

Life is short..... stil... u cn spend it da way u1, b it meaningful o waste it lik nothing. Some ppl take4 granted dat studying/working is important nw, other things doesnt matter, just bcoz u nvr get hurt doesnt mean others wun!
9 July

Some ppl 12 be honest2 their feeling n embrace it... whether u confess in public or sit there waiting.. Time is lost. In hours, days, ppl can make love n haf new life, ppl can kill n b dead, ppl can change n u'll lost them.

Wait all u want, but u'll nvr get wat u want.
9 July

Be curious, do 1st, dun think. Do with ur passion, go with ur dream. Its worth4 ur dream. - JeffryLim :X
10 July

Experience can be trained. The ability to think in broad and wide perspective is more important - HongLim
11 July

星临万户动，月傍九霄多~
Its a pretty pretty moonlit night~~
14 July

Don't say "I wish", say "I will".
-random quotes.
15 July

Some ppl can never be in ur shoes to think things thru in a logical way.. somewat a blessing for them yet a tragedy for not knowing how others who r not as fortunate leads their lives.

Althou there is too much to carry on our shoulders right now, as long as I can breath then I'll never be a dying man.
- Heliosgon.
20 July

I am here to protect. Not to be protected.

- Kax
21 JUly

If you are not curious about how things done then you are halfway dead - Ezhangoa.
23 July

Wake up, hideyoshi! If ppl don't acknowledge their own weaknesses, if ppl don't know their own weaknesses, they will never be truly strong!
The things you hold dear may be your weakness, but they... they are the things which makes ppl truly strong!

- Basara
27 July

Life is easy, whatever stab u in the back, u stand up n say "u can only kill me upfront"; whatever push u down, u stand up n say "I learnt"; whatever u wanted to do, do it; whatever u wanna protect, go for it. Whatever u wanna say, no fear.
AND whenever u gets too tired, sleep. :D
2 August

微博心理学：原来让一个人变强大的最好方式，就是拥有一个想要保护的人。
8 August

Nice ppl are like papers, they are easily hurt by criticism n other ppl's view coz words are like scissors, it cuts... but in a paper-rock-scissor game. It is them who covers and accepts ppl's rock hard stubbornness.... Pls rmb to appreciate urself.

- SongLeong
12 August

If you didn't have interest on a subject, it's your teacher's fault, not yours.
But if u simply say I love You to the subject, then it's your fault.

- Song Leong
14 AUgust

Dear EVERYONE:
Sadness is just one part of life, you don't need any specific reason for it. When you sad, COUNTER it with HAPPINESS, do it to your friend as well... Don't complain, don't find EXCUSES to be paranoid in THING U DO!
Don't be a stupid pessimist.

I bet a lot of ppl will be sensitive enough to think that I m referring to them, yes its u lar u lar.... Cheers wei! :X
17 August

When you are down, or feeling blue, pls remind yourself...
the first day that you enter skol/coll, n the last day that u were there.
Time goes so fast... so fast that it makes the negative emotion in our life meaningless. So strive hard to make each moment count..

Because if you know that u tried your best.... then you got nothing to lose!
Note: Sometimes I do hope dat everyone will be watching my back too... ~(>.<)~
- SongLeong
19 August

In a world full of love... which many doesn't notice... love for your passion, hope for someone to love you..... I present this to everyone.... Have lovely days ahead peeps....... Clear ur mind n think only of the good things =)

"Its not about finding the perfect one, its about making the other one perfect."
19 August (Attached with: youtube video)

Before I sleep I should remind myself:
-Don't argue with a fool, the spectator won't be able to tell the difference.
-Appreciate ur friend. Their smile worth more than ppl who hurts you.
-Knowing is not enough, u must LEARN well N APPLY it in life.
10 August

I believe that star shines the brightest at the darkest time. U get stronger at times of trouble.. that is why I want not to shine brightest, but to shine for others = )

.... but whr is my star when I need one or two? = (
Going to check my result tmr~ which already release 2day X(
22 August

Don't say what you don't mean, and don't mean what you don't say.

- DonkeyWei
27 August

When lifes gives u lemons, u make lemonade out of it!

When life gives u rain n sorrow, go make a rainbow out of it!!
5 September

To love without condition, to talk without intention, to give without reason and to care without expectation.
This is the art of true relationship.

- Philomena Caroline Barbosa.
6 September

When I was trying to convince other ppl to realise how to embrace their own feeling n going to give up... My instinct tells me to go back before the nightmare of past haunts...... a friend of mine randomly showed me:

"let it be late than never~"

Guess its just life? Its nvr too late for a better change~~
7 September

During my secondary school: accounting = debit+credit
During my pre-u study: accounting = assets+liability
And now for my uni lessons:
In a contract, there is always rights(assets) and performing obligation(liability).

I guess it make more sense now.... if u have a heart-to-heart contract with (close relationship) someone... then u will have the Rights to enter and understand his/her world.... n u will get the performing obligation(liability) to meet his/her expection.
O.O
8 September

Come to Sun-U anime convention tmr n Sunday to exp the whole new lvl of fun n meet anime character live in action!!
Personal note: if u can't see ur fav character, den it must be u who couldn't find it xD
9 September

Shana:
Its okay, I am used to this...
But... Its painful.
..being alone hurts.

Yuji:
I will become stronger... so that I can be with you.
13 September

我潇洒地走进考场，潇洒地走出考场~

饿了~ xD
17 Septermber

爸爸曾说过：
人生中，你会遇到很多很多的纸，有考试纸，答案纸，成绩单。。。可是这些纸，只不过是人生的一小部分而已，过了就没意义了。记得不要为这些纸费神伤心！人生还有很多事情值得你去担心的。。

Note: 爸爸忘了说，情书也是一张纸。因为我姐姐以前常常收到情书。 xP
19 September

SongLeong is playing Examville now... he needs the following item to update his brain capacity!
- Wire (disconnected all the time, daydreaming)
- Electric box (Need energy in Exam)
- Some fun (Its demotivating wen everyone leaves earlier than me, I rather draw Tetris on my papers... which I forgot :X)
- Books of Wisdom (Cost u XXX gold in DotA watsoever)
- Holiday (Not available via facebook cash)

Click "Comment" to send one now n in return you won't get one!
Msg brought to you by ExamVille.
20 September

If u r hungry, go eat.
If u r sleepy, go sleep.

If u r sad, try to remain cheerful; if u think that life is complicated, make it simpler.... Is it that difficult?
I wonder why everyone agrees that girls can be hard to predict and complicated.... while not just going n try to change? After all, everyone is unique~ N its tolerance blends between two ppl that makes LOVES works!

Okay end of story... Pika shall cont game with small pika n.nY
23 September

就算压力大也要不露破绽地显出气魄~！潇洒地说：“哈哈我还好！”
25 September

Whats the point of confessing if you are not ready to be rejected?
Whats the point of trying if you are not ready to fail?

...Doo eet!
30 September

Why accounting is a profession.
Ans: We make everything sounds professional.

When ppl talk about economy, FC(Fixed Cost) becomes Finance cost/ Factor Condition.
When its:
English. PA(Personal assistant) become Professional Accountant.
Car. GP(Grand Prix) becomes Gross Profit
Football, MU(Manchester) becomes Marginal Utility.
Biology, PMS( censored ) bcomes Performance Measurement System.
Education, ABC = Absorption Based Costing.
Foul words, ZB (censored ) = Zero Based(budgeting)
BS (bullXXXX) = Balance Sheet
Even in game! DotA(Defence of the Ancient) = Date Of the Acquisition!

Accountant has no life? Nah... u still got one --> PROFESSIONAL LIFE XD
Whatever u say holds pro-er meaning now~
1 October

Unlike others, I prefer beauty over brain. = )

However, unlike others too what I am looking at is not just the appearance, its about the beauty in the heart~ :))
8 November

武以快為尊，情以舍為尊，謀以忍為尊。
16 November

Life is a coin, one side shows the value while another side does not.
Everything in life is pretty much the same. Black n white, good or bad, it depends how you see YOUR world.

"Api kecil kawan, api besar lawan." - from イッザチ
21 November

Feed a cute little cat that walks around with me whenever I miao the cat~
The little one sits obediently waiting while I bring her biscuit to eat... the cute part is that the kitty doesnt waste any small pieces of biscuit lying on ground n jumped on my bench sit with me then slowly moved away it's little paw coz the kitty scared that its claw will kena me x)
So cute lar~ Too bad I have to study n leave the little one there~ :3

- The little kitty with a peaceful rainy day
26 November

Hello friends and coursemates!
I am Song Leong, currently taking 4 P papers of ACCA.
Equivalent to maybe degree holder's subjects worth one year?
My hometown Kuantan produced quite a number of world prize winner n everyone here BLA BLA BLA....

Fact is, I failed my paper before and I m the kind of kid who don't move my ass or like to study. But...

I M... NOT AFRAID OF THE FUTURE AND NOT REGRET OF THE PAST.
THIS... IS MY LAST SEM OF ACCA
I will not laugh at u if u fail, I will not smile for u if u pass, because dats just part of life, n I will still treat u as my friend if u treat me as one.
Let's make 2011 count, no matter when u read this, minna-san(everyone) pls work hard in life (not just study) for a better YOU everyday.

I'LL GO INTO THE EXAM HALL STEADILY. BECAUSE THIS IS HOW I ROCK XD

Note: Yes I din study much, I admit. :3
4 December

Althou I aint nerd-man. I felt like I had put in my part of effort n I tried my best. Even thou I walked out from the warzone looking as worn out as many others....

Yea I tried my best. Dun demotivate me further.... Imma stay cool... problem? xD
trollface.jpg
13 December

Back to my hometown Kuantan after a long 4 months of adventures...
Anyone is welcome to visit here~ :3
16 December

计划

2011-12-15T04:22:00.003+08:00

。。永远跟不上变化。

Long story...

2011-12-14T17:53:00.002+08:00

..short.

Nobody is perfect. Its either u change, or u improvise.

When the world slaps you, slaps them back harder, or stand strong because you know you can get over it... but they cant.

Sounds like me.

2011-11-25T02:01:00.002+08:00

有人说，我很强。

但我觉得，不是坚强的强；而是爱逞强的强。

致：最后第二名的小孩

2011-11-06T04:55:00.005+08:00

Pages of life:

When all the chess pieces fall into their places...

When the sands of time of floating hour glass reaches the end of its momentum...

When the chapters of a storybook is coming to an end...

What is... the final stage, the epilogue, the finale?

自负的孩子，为了那放不下的梦想，自以为是地踏上了自己能力不及的路，自己不能攀越的山。

为了那一点英雄，一丝回忆，些些潇洒；埋没了自己情绪。

you used to think that emotion can be highly manipulative... if its not used as a weapon, then perhaps it can be the best tool ever for everything..

小时的你常对自己说：“世事如棋局局新。”　然而，再强的你，就算是一场不能够赢的棋局，你去赢了，却输掉了当初下棋的意义。

Smile is the best thing one can offer... it changes the world. And is just as powerful as human's word.

当你努力保护别人时，你忘了如何照顾自己。。　当你学会了依赖别人，你却成为了别人的负担。。　当你成为梦想中的强者时，你却只是弱者中的强者。

Many smiles changes your world. Many ppl brighthens your world. But only few choses to stay in ur world.

为了达到双赢局面而牺牲自我，到头来你发现的只是：你什么也没赢到。

You were beaten up by loneliness, the feeling of being helpless.

你，对于万事，能医不自医。

You just hate to be alone don't you?

你不是怕输，而是害怕失去身边的人和事物。

In the end, you lose to nothing but memories.

打败你的，不是那份懦弱。　而是你自己以为可以背负的往忆。

到头来，崭新的世界，那迫不及待的第一页等待着的同时，你终究不能在别的故事还没结束时就去开始新的故事。

A story's end is another's beginning.

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镜花水月：

What matter most, is not about who you are...

It's what you do that defines you.

以上的每一页都是你的过去，你的一部分。　

你铭记在心，是因为你接受，并不是因为你要逃避。

然而，就算带着过去的包袱迎接未来，以更稳的脚步较脚踏实地。。也有一天你得放下包袱。

没有伴随着痛楚的教训，是毫无意义的，可当你将其克服是，你就能得到不输给任何事情那坚韧的心。

Because true resolution is not about mind. Its about attitude.

请不露破绽地显出气概，潇洒地说：“没问题”！

。。因为完美是不存在的，可是能解决的问题。。。　就不是问题。

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Did you know that, Gladius is a sword's name.

从今起，你就是更锋利的刀刃。　-- 七月剑兰。

ConquiStardores del chrono

2011-10-13T02:31:00.003+08:00

Conquistadores - Conquerors

本意为Conquistadores Del Chrono - Conquerors of time.
英文用词chrono而不是time，是为之chrono = related to time。
万物跟时间的步伐在改变，要战胜的不是time, 而是任何会被time抢走的东西。

缘分，朋友，机会。

成就，缘机，名利。

加个Ｒ在中间，变成Star，把本意变成了ConquiStardores。
树大招风，要成为Star一般的Conqueror，不是为了成为精英的'Star'，而是变成天空中发亮的星星，为此而用上了ConquiStardores。

Night Star，要想夜空之星，看起来毫不耀眼，其实只借用了那一点阳光，就能在漆黑中生存，改变黑空的无知。

从Conquistadores这词变身的不只是ConquiStardores而已，还有ConquisDelMaleSuerte - Conquer the bad luck, Conqueror of luck。

掌握自己的命运。

天时，地利，人和。

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July Gladiolz, 原为July Gladiola, 七月剑兰。

Gladiola是八月的生日之花。改成七月剑兰，代表exception，uniqueness。时世无绝对。

用意人生日接近八月，即是七月的狮子，也带属性八月的星座特征。

七月的人加上八月的花（Gladiola），再变成了Gladiolz，即是现在的July Gladiolz。

尾音的ＬＡ变成ＬＺ，除了因为GladioLZ比GladioLA拟人化，狮子的Ｌ(Leo)加上Ｚ instead of Ａ，也就来得比较有意义。

Ｚ是Ａ的反面，也是Ａ的前奏。既可以代表ｚｚｚ休息一族不肯向上的感觉，也可代表Ｚ是最多room of improvement来追上Ａ的。

观念游戏，世在人为。

放Ｚ变成GladiolZ，代替了Ａ的GladiolA，也是因为做人要有始有终。要懂得把握，也要懂得珍惜。

两者掌握得好，就是July Gladiolz花义中的真义。

No Sorrow for tomorrow

2011-10-01T03:13:00.002+08:00

Even when the road goes narrow,
Or the light turns hollow;

Lets forget about the sorrow,

For we still have tomorrow.

Oh my dear Friends and fellow,

Give me your strength Let me borrow;

Open ur heart Fulfill the hole,

Let us harvest what we have sow.

- KAX

-Raining outside, raining inside.-

2011-09-26T21:47:00.001+08:00

A world with lies and games;

No one to be blame,

Reasons that are lame,

Feeling that goes faint.

A lion to be tame,

A heart that's in pain,

A mind gone insane.

In world with storm and rain,

Heal me but who can?

-The lie of the sky-

2011-09-24T23:49:00.002+08:00

Pls stop asking "why?"
Ppl are afraid to die.
Loneliness beat u Make you cry,
Life is nothing But a simple sigh.

So pls Stop being shy.
Embrace your feeling Ready to fly;

When the blue wing touch the sky.

You will stand strong proud and high.

Sadness is nothing but a lie,

Happiness is something u cant buy;

If you really don't want to cry,

Trust him until the sea goes dry.

-随缘一生-

2011-07-15T19:42:00.002+08:00

一生随缘

方能活的自在。

随心，既是随缘。

Know your world!

2011-06-24T21:21:00.000+08:00

This life is relatively simple..... I'll show ya why.

Coward: U paid for the tuition, yet teacher/lecturer waste time scolding ppl, u kept silence.

- They that can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety, Benjamin Franklin.

Selfish: 考试怎样？厉害？没有啦还好。。。（成绩：80分+）/他更厉害啦。。。我lucky而已。

- Whenever I climb I am followed by a dog called 'Ego', Friedrich nietzsche.

Stupid: 读书就是努力就会有成果的。

- In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back, Charlie Brown.

Ignorance: I'll do this one day/以后我要学xyz/我想学xyz/毕业后我要xyz/“以后才算。。。”　
- No matter how many changes occur in the environment, people won't change how they live their lives, TensaiOkamura.('Tomorrow' will never reach in 48 hours.)

Fantasy: 我要赚多多钱/我要嫁有钱人或帅哥

- Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success! Albert Schweitzer.

Stubborn: 他那样想不对的咯。。。没为自己的未来打算/浪费时间/不好好读书/应该跟我去Temple,church,Watsoever

- Respect the will of others and believe in your own, Hideo Kojima.

Delusion: 他fail过xxx科的咯/没有学历,power是做不到东西的/人是会介意你的过去的，多少个女朋友，做过什么/不喜欢别人讲粗口咯。。

- All true greatness must come from internal growth, Ralph Waldo Emerson. (你太介意别人的看法了！)

Materialistic: 他没有车的，不要管他／他会常常叫你载他的咯！／世界上没有钱也要有点知名度，要不然鬼都推不到磨．

- Things that have power aren't always superior in battle; What makes us strong is not the weapon, but the one who is holding the weapon. KentaroYabuki;ChristyHui

Failure: You won't understand me, you can never reach me, ever.
- Everyone is unique, no one is meant to be the replica of another, deal with it! KaxLeo

Thank you, I hate u all.

The world suffers a lot. Not because of the violence of bad people but because of the silence of good people

-Napoleon.

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On the other hand....

Simple: xxx I miss you!

- Make everything as simple as possible, but not simpler. Albert Einstein.

Caring: Hugs* I'll be here for you, really... I can wait. (For FRIENDs n lover alike)

- When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace. Jimi Hendrix. (Applies to all <3 as nothing is as hard as... to wait.. <3)

Friendship: There is no point of winning this alone, lets do it together!

- To understand the heart and mind of a person, look not at what he has already achieved, but at what he aspires to. Kahlil Gibran.

Loving: I love you xxx!

- Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be. Abraham Lincoln.

Understanding: I m angry now/I m not in a good mood now, pls go away/I'll talk to u some other time, dun worry, n pls wait for me.

- We are peaceful doesn't mean that we are weak. Michelle Yeoh

Perseverance: 哈哈。。。我有读书可是fail了的话就不用紧，没有读书的话就一定不能fail.

-不要没经过努力就否定自己的能力。EkinCheng

Generousity: 你要学？／你不会？来我来帮／教你。。。

- Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day. Teach a man to fish and you feed him for a lifetime. LaoTzu.

For all my source of inspiration, I heartz you ^^ Thank you. It think it needs more than courage to understand your soul n speak out ur mind... it needs love. =) [N u crazy kids did that in public... I m somewhat touched :') that in this world still ppl embrace their own feelings.]

一个人不妨以NO.2为目标。为了答对100题，你可能要记得10000个答案。可是为了答对99题，你只需记得5000个答案。

-《观念游戏》

原来你就是自己期望下最大的受害者。我们想控制的东西，控制了我们的生命。

-《风吹》

Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrows. It empties today of its strength.

-Corrie ten Boom

Zugzwang

2011-06-23T02:10:00.003+08:00

If a king is destined to be lonely.
If a knight has to no mean to fight fate.

If hero are meant to bear the pain.

Why am I none to suffer these.....

none = no one

-Fallen Angel

Winner gets everything, loser becomes nothing.

2011-06-14T20:08:00.003+08:00

Wake up now Leon!

...There is no win-win situation..

-Resolution-

2011-06-07T01:28:00.004+08:00

Whats the meaning of Dream if you don't dream big?

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If someone cannot accept you at your worst, they do not deserve you at your best.

没有伴随着痛楚的教训，是毫无意义的。。因为人若不牺牲些什么，是什么都无法得到的。但当忍受过这种痛楚，将其克服的时候，人就会得到不输给任何事的坚韧的心。 - 《鋼の錬金術師》

You have to trust someone to be betrayed, but I never did. - Price, CallOfDuty4

现在你缺少的是控制心情的心境。

别欺骗也别被欺骗。不露破绽地显出气魄。
不然的话连深爱的也保护不了。 - FullMetalPanic:Fumoffu

A friend's loyalty last longer than their memory. You might not have experienced this yet, but over the course of a long friendship, you might fight with your friend, even get angry with them. But a true friend will forget that anger after a while, because their loyalty to their friend outweighs the memory of the disagreement.

- Matthew Reilly

If you think you risk nothing... you risk everything!! - BernardGoh,Percussion

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living the results of other people's thinking.
Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have th e courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

- Steve Jobs.

Focus on result, you'll nvr change!! When you change, you'll get the result!!

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Success is not how high a person can climb!! It's how high he can bounce when he hit bottom!!!

Do you know?

2011-05-31T22:57:00.001+08:00

Did you know?
In ancient Greek game of Olympic, guys compete with full body naked(boxing, running, etc) to prevent anyone from cheating and also as an act to appreciate God's creation of nice human figure. Indeed, the word gymnasium came from the Greek word gymos, which means “naked.” And of course it stops at year 1896 when Olympic goes international.

Did you know? (Death note special)
Deuteragonist refers to the second most important character in a story(be it drama, novel, or manga,etc) where he/she can turn into protagonist or antagonist depending on his own plot of the story.(An instance to this role is Near in Death Note manga.)

Don't be too happy about Death Note or manga, there was a few cases in US(yes not Japan) whereby teenagers and school kids are caught(by police) for possessing "Death Note" with people's name on it.(You know what it means)

Yes they were sacked from their school. So people, I advice you all that whenever fantasy takes over your mind, do spend some time taking hold of the reality. Be it to skip your work or to flunk your test, whichever that makes you feel better. Stay cheerful peeps! :)

Did you know?
Woman’s psychology is founded on the principle of Eros and Animus. Eros is surge of life, desire, both binder and loosener. Whereas since ancient times principle ascribed to man is Logos and Anima. Logos means rationality, reasons, and words.
Anima is the unconscious feminine component of men and the Animus as the unconscious masculine component in women.

Therefore scientifically or in terms of religion, to become a whole human always seeks for(and at least Should seek) its counterpart. Basically, if you don't understand Love, you aren't really understand yourself as human.

Did You Know?
Like Sun, moon can 'produce' rainbows too. Through certain angle of retraction of light(in the this case it varies by location and time, for MoonBow, it usually takes about 22 or 42 degree to 'make' one rainbow). This phenomena is called Moon Ring.

Know What?
The illumination of night time rainbow is certainly mesmerising. And yes the chances of this occuring is rarer than a typical daytime rainbow. This is last seen two weeks ago(from 6/5/2011). At 1am-3am(MoonRing only last like 1-3minutes) GMT+8.

Note: Notice the rainbow color on the rings there, however this is not moon ring, its Moon Corona -
http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U4p0OKFREcA/S6q-dV0LjCI/AAAAAAAAAfA/DsF49iIhSgU/s1600/AV_MoonRainbow.jpg

Know what?
The perceived most stupid Race ever exist on earth. Its none other than.. human race. (Yes not Chinese,n certainly no racism here. Skip da scolding n go on)

Human race is the only race dat deemed themselves 'superior being' 'gifted with the ability to think' and yet they sub-divided themselves into different ethnics n sub-ethnics group, never ceased to kill each other off whether4 the purpose of competition,or based on sole obsession on what they valued as 'right'(thing to do).

Did You Know?
Albert Einstein,albeit being well-known4 his knowledge of life, he had prob wiv his wife due to his nvrstop flirting life-routine.
He made a weird deal wiv his wife including "u wil stop talking2 me if I request" "u wil renounce all personal relations wiv me as dey r nt necessary".
He didn't stop flirting even after his divorce wiv 1st wife n his 2nd wife died. Nerd good? Or balance it THIS way? U pick!

Know what?

'Controlling' AND 'suppressing' are two totally different words. When you say u 'controlling' your emotion, you might be just 'suppressing' ur own desire. Because of this, a lot of ppl end up 'suppressing' their own feelings thinking that they don't need:

A. Non-academic entertainment

B. Love(soul partner)

C. Study too hard

If u missing any of these, pls don't suppress, control! XD LET IT OUT!

Did you know?

Stargazer is not a star(ofcoz), it can refers to human... and also.. fish! (warm sea fish.)

Stargazer can also means: daydreamer. (Instead of Astronomer)

So are you a stargazer? Are you one that dreams or the one that stares? XD

Know what?

Nowadays local authority/housing developer only plant trees like palm tree which doesn't have a lot of leaves. If environment(as in natural greenland) is what they sought after, den photosynthesis requires plant with lots of greenleaf, not one that they simply plant.

Btw, even in Sunway here, they plan Sea Apple Trees, which doesn't grow apple bcoz of the climate here. Din know that? Haha...

Did you know?

Scam = attempt to defraud a person or group.

Fraud = Intentional deception made for personal gain or to damage another individual.

Phishing = attempt to acquire sensitive info such as username and pw by masquerading as a trustworthy entity in electronic comm.
Nvr heard of phishing? Eg. U disclose ur fb email n pw to me here, I'll show u how :) Dun worry I am a certified and trained professional =D

Did you know? Pirates Caribbean 4 sp.

While filming in London in Oct10, Johnny Depp received a letter from a local 9-year old schoolgirl, telling him her classmates needed help to 'mutiny' against her teachers. He turned up with almost no warning at the school in full Sparrow outfit, but advised against mutiny.. LOL!! XD

Note: U can find the news on net ;) So cute~! :3

Extra for Pirates fans:

1. Johnny Depp said he agreed to star in this, before "there was a script or anything".

2. Penélope Cruz was pregnant during the filming of the movie.

3. Johnny Depp bought new water proof jackets for 500 crew members on the set to protect them for the cold weather. He spent a total of $64,200 from his own pocket.

-Ripples on your world-

2011-05-29T00:00:00.005+08:00

Life is fun in many different way. We tends to follow what ppl do most, n sometimes forgot what matters more to us.

I've seen ppl with great passion in sport or academics, but they end up getting wanted to win more than they wanted to enjoy the process... the value of their passion that they behold slowly but surely, change.

Sometimes we just forget that the meaning of learning is to know what is right and wrong.
Its about our life, not the part whr we try to get to the top of the world by earning money earlier or faster. Because a true man's wealth lies in his heart, not his pocket.

So peeps... why not try different thing every time u got the chance.. I have nothing much to share but here I got something fun to look around~
Life... it's a challenge. Know your goal! :D

I have a terrible shaky hand, one that does not allow me to excel in miniature blocks/cards building(or such game as it is). However... hehe... I still do crazy things once a while~ I <3 it!

Uno card stacking. Try this! ;D Especially the bottom part :P

Some ppl thinks that game is unnecessary in life. It's always better to acquire some skill than to just plainly do something that doesn't give tangible benefits. (But A LOT of things comes unexpected, trust me, it does.) For me? Don't EVER let go of any possibilities. Having 1% at many times is as good as having 50%. For a noob like me... I do try out new things. (ok now this is one that a Orang Kasar like me can hardly do :x)

Origami~! Hehe... I learnt how to make the pentagon box n the Clover Leaf separately... I hope its not as bad as I tink it is? (Yea I know my skill sux :X still, credit for trying? :D)

Exploring new place!! Aaaa.... u'll loves this man. Oh I don't even know that there are ppl who actually not aware that this place exist! Talk about life. U can't be insensitive! Ignorance no bliss. Gossip more! :P (didn't ask u to blackmail ppl thou xP)

Ampang Point(also known for many other names), Selangor. With KLTower+PetronasTwinTower superb night view =)

Lets move the topic to academic area... You certainly doesn't think that I'll snap a photo of my textbook/random story book n put it here... no?
Hehe... I attended this particular talk about The Path to bla bla Future. The interesting part is that the speech was presented by Jim Bolger, ex-Prime Minister of New Zealand!
Conclusion: talk about being picky in getting academic knowledge... I wanted to be impress/inspire not by his name/rank, but the way he talk. However.... ... ... frankly I learnt nothing much from this. I love my friend more. They inspire/impress me all the time :3

Jim Bolger(New Zealand Prime Minister 90-97) @ Malaysia
(didn't take his photo later his bodyguard come n shoo me away O.O)

Do thing's differently, trust yourself, give chance to others, give space to possibilities. You'll see life in a whole new(and different... fun too!) way~

This is Mario's point-of-view in his life! xD

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Lifes tough?

Its difficult, but not impossible. - Prince Dastan(Prince of Persia)

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For someone who read this far, try this song.. XD Its about "It's okay to be Baka(yes, baka as in - stupid)" =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwssBrYyweM

Credits:

-UnoCardStacking(me, n my naughty bro who used to be as rebellious as me XD)

-Origami(TKerXin, ChuiMei :P)

-AmpangPoint(Awesome KL view hehe, thx Lilian & co~)

-NewZealand exPM talk(YewLing, haha lets attend more random n nice talk! :P)

-Mario(Samlim, if u r reading this den the photo is from ur blog xD)

Diary - 2

2011-05-10T17:14:00.003+08:00

A closer touch to the worlds I've been.Picture paints a thousand words.

(Yea this is more or less a short ver of diary-1)
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6/5
3am - As I walk back to my room, I realised how pretty the sky is. =)
9am - You know what ppl say, play hard, study hard, sleep hard.. there must be at least ONE that you cannot balance. (Just in case you don't know, sleep hard affects health, play hard affects emotion, how to balance? XD I dono)

7pm - Success is not how high a person can climb!! its how high he can bounce when he hit bottom!!! - Exactly my kind of optimism, I call this 'life'. :)

SunwayPyramid - Oh oh oh! Oh ya I saw KungFuPanda here! Haha.... note that I don't know this family, I simply snap a photo of fatty panda n ciao~

7/5

10am - Ignorant is no bliss. When you hate your world, u gonna start changing it now.

8pm - Victory comes when you believe it most, and believe it the longest. =)

TasikChini - I saw this cute squirrel trying to bite his food by hanging upside down. So cute~ :3 Something that u don't see everyday..

8/5

9am - When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.

万佛殿 - Sometimes other than the beach(TelukChempedak-TC) here, this is my fav spot to halt the time n breath in the view of tranquility.

9/9

3am - WHATEVER YOU DO, IS IT OKAY FOR YOU ONLY TO BE HAPPY? When there is a winner, the rest are all losers. Is it really okay just for you only to be happy? I always question myself this n whatever I do, often based on my conscious answer of this question. This is just me, fullstop.

Diary - 1

2011-05-07T07:25:00.005+08:00

Decided to add in some personal touch in my blog, rather than trying to inspire random blog reader when my blog's existence isn't really apparent except for me myself xD

I added two new link recently... an anime list and also a question asking site. Decided to do that in order to compensate for Blogspot's lousy cannot-comment system. So be sure to check it out, n maybe ask some ques~ :P

Note: Any name involved here are edited due to privacy issue. My style~ Bear with it. X)
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6/5 3am
I was going to do my laundry when I saw the hostel cat that I usually bump into, its a cat with light brown chocolate colour and white color stripes. She jumped on a chair and rest on it instead. I watched the little kitty slacking there with careful eyes and decided to bring her some little biscuit to eat.... well too bad, she left by the time I brought biscuit.
But then again. as I walk back to my room, I realised how pretty the sky is. =)

6/5 9am
The class starts n goes on as how the routine of revision class goes. Today is the last day of revision class for F7 Financial Reporting class. I really had a great time in this class learning from some nice friend around, knowing them more, and see-ing them blindly powered up themselves for academic results. You know what ppl say, play hard, study hard, sleep hard.. there must be at least ONE that u cannot balance. (Just in case you don't know, sleep hard affects health, play hard affects emotion, how to balance? XD I donno)

6/5 7pm
When the class ends we took photo with our lovely lecturer Santa, really had one heck of a productive week, studying 10-12 hours a day is really killing your stamina.
Before the mountain eats the sun, I invited KerSin for a little afternoon walk n we end up chatting quite a lot. :P If she reads all these then she is probably going to nag me for it. Well who is KerSin? Character background: a simple girl who trying to cope herself into the new world. Welcome~
She spent too much of time studying n scoring n realised(I wonder if its by herself or is it because of me? :X) that doing these kind of repetitive stress-n-study hard for results thingy isn't going to make her life any better. But its a tough case for her to get into socialise circle straight away with her mommy kind of thinking that this world is complicated n should be treated with care n perhaps human should be more simple. (Actually without wisdom, I tink its human themselves who try to complicate things out) :P
Hehe we ended up our conversation with she saying that she is stubborn n may be very hard for her to change while I trying to scold her for her pessimism. :P Well, I learnt something today that reflects my thought:
Success is not how high a person can climb.!! its how high he can bounce when he hit bottom..!!! - Exactly my kind of optimism, I call this 'life'. :)

7/5 10am

Woke up at 6am facebook-ing all the way in the morning n virtual MouseHunting until I got the mood to walk around n grab my breakfast. I went to SunwayPyramid n saw Astro Talent Quest Production trying to advertise their shows there. It's another kind of nice experience for me :D
The day keeps going until around 3pm where I decided to go back hometown for Mother's day. Despite being UNLIKED(facebook term) in my family, nothings gonna change if I choose to be ignorant. Ignorant is no bliss. When you hate ur world, u gonna start changing it now.
Like what my lecturers always remind us of:
If u want to do something, you must put in your effort into it! You can change Nothing if u never do Anything! It's not hard, its never hard. It's just about the effort!

7/5 8pm
I took the bus to Kuantan from PekelilingStation @ around 5pm. I reach there unexpectedly early n I m quite surprise. Haha during the trip I decided to SMS n say thankyou to my fellow coursemates who had been really a warm scarf in the winter for me in this sem. Amidst the peer stresser and the competition aura-r, they are those people who decide Not to ignore my crappy old-mom style mumbling to lecture them to get a better life instead of aimlessly heading somewhr called 'Successful life with a successful piece of paper called result'. I liked them a lot, they are talented, hardworking, n nice. But this world twisted them... cruel, I would say, or maybe stress is just that important to push someone to work harder? I dono. But for me... If u never learn to love, nothing will love you. Be appreciative, love those around you, they give you more love than you ever care to get.

And so... yea, I reached Kuantan n attended my cousin's bday party(bday celebration in advance) n greet her with great joy n happiness. Yes I do have a thing for kids. I always like simple minded ppl. I like to inspire ppl just as much as how I like to be inspired.
I may try to impress ppl or even going to amaze them by 'mind reading' their thoughts n end up telling them "I don't read mind, I study behaviors." But in the end of the day, theres nvr anything as complicated as this world as a whole. All as one n one for all. whether u r religious onot it doesnt really matter, because for me. Simplicity is life, just like what I said about optimism. When you believe it, it's there. :) My parents welcomed me back home with surprised face n happy smile on this night... I guess its kinda true that when they say Victory comes when you believe it most, and believe it the longest. =)

8/5 9am

After the very tiring trip to TasikChini with my family, we returned home with fatigue carried n everyone decided to rest. I meanwhile, after nap for around 10 minutes, decided to facebook update my status xD and plan ahead what I am going to do for the rest of the day before I go back to KL tomorrow. I went to WanFoShi(biggest temple in Kuantan) n pray for family's health, safety, and also my own good luck for things. Surprisingly I found out that in this small little town of Kuantan, I find peace in almost everything I do. Except for being home. I enjoyed the beach, the seawind, the children playing kites, the little jogging park, the clean shopping mall, and also today's view of artistic natural scenery beside this Buddhism worship centre whr I saw Malays n other ppl actually came here for the nice view. Nice to know that everyone lives in harmony here, this kind of scene is really one of a kind for me. Even thou reality always remind us to be strong. I nvr want to cease my faith on having hopes for an ever better tomorrow. XD
Despite the fact that I m constantly baffled by the fact that people around me still tends to perceive things in a rather selfish manner n justify it by counting how many ppl who actually agrees with them, I think that when the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace. Love.... its such an amazing power that I cannot comprehend, must lest to say about to grasp it, I simply do not deserve it, yet. But I do hope whoever reading this, it might be just around u, embrace it. :)

9/9 3am
As always, one of the reasons that I nvr liked to come back to my hometown is because of the dilemma I always have to face. I always wanted to come back home, but this place nvr stop teaching me that reality is harsh n I should nvr ever stop trying to get stronger no matter how tired I gets. Time doesn't stop for u, nothing waits. It's true... it's the very core of the reality. Having a family who loves whatever contradict with what I learnt in accounting, sometimes I simply find everything amusing to me, although it seems kinda sad. Accounting stated that u must always see the true nature of a transaction, the fair presentation of value incorporate in it. But in my family the constant review of such philosophy only shows that they matter 'face value' more instead of 'substance over legal form'. For whatever they do, they don't use their own faith. Like many others there, as long as the society agrees with u, that IS who you are. ppl get mad all the time, so should ya; parents scold kids all the time, ofcoz we do; old haggies are experiencist, no doubt kids are dumb. Is that what you think?
If this DIARY portray nonsense n nothing else, I would really want to tell EVERYONE SOMETHING ABOUT ME. AND HOW I LIVED.

I'm going to ask u all a ques. WHATEVER YOU DO, IS IT OKAY FOR YOU ONLY TO BE HAPPY?
Whether you scored world prize in ACCA, win Olympics game, make the whole world proud n respect u by developing Ipad2, or simply become someone who gets jealous of all these ppl. Is it okay for you only to be happy? What is the meaning of everything if u don't have anyone around you when you win? If they really cared that much after you attain ur victory, they should have been there the moment of ur defeat. Becoz they believe in u, through ur heart, not through what you show them on the surface. When theres a winner, the rest are all losers. Is it really okay just for you only to be happy? I always question myself this n whatever I do, often based on my conscious answer of this question. This is just me. Fullstop.

-Psychology rambling-

2011-05-01T01:04:00.006+08:00

One of my favorite area of study and interest.

I don't read mind, I study behavior. - edited from Psychology dept, Sun-U.
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Had this rambling thought of what I wanna update about me in my own blog. But well, again, I kinda filtered the thought, as usual.
Went to psychology dept the other day when I was suppose to study for my mock test, I wanted to help out some psychology student in their experiment. And what do ya know.... I manage to manipulate the test data lol! I nvr imagined that I can really change my own blood pressure from a normal one up to 154(heartbeat still in normal range thou) and surprise the ppl around XD
Note: Psychology dept here got syok de leng nui! Guess I just have to shift my thought from leng nui looking at me to the horror of examination hall to alter the psychology test result.(n yes it works)
Simple than I thought.I got my own temper, ya know.
I am mad.
I am sad.
Hopelessly disappointed. So what.
I know.
and I am saying this NOW.
I plan to face this alone, but it doesn't mean that I will hide this feeling from others like a coward.
Whether I triumph against my own shadow, it's up to me. That concludes my dilemma of the year, maybe. (at least for now)

Facing the disappointment of myself meanwhile, I do hope that everyone can go YOUTUBE some nice motivation song n read more nice stuff to cheer urself up n have a nice day. =)

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I ain't no pushover... I don't usually force ppl to accept my kind of philosophy or my way of thinking, but this time around DO THIS, make ur life better!

- Embrace your dream!
- Strength without determination means nothing. And determination without strength is equally useless!
- It's when things seems worst, that you must not quit!
- You cannot live your life to please others!

- Respect the will of others and believe in your own!

- Things that have power aren't always superior in battle.

- Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success!

- Don't judge people by their past, they are not there anymore, accept who they are NOW.
- The past is a good place to visit but definitely not a good place to stay.
- Do not reflect fear in your sword. If you want to protect someone, you don't say "I'm afraid of letting them die" "I'm afraid of getting hurt" "I'm afraid of cutting them." You goes with "I'll cut them!" "I'll won't let them cut me!" "I won't let them die!"

- We are peaceful doesn't mean that we are weak.

-Simple Rules of Life-

2011-04-22T13:14:00.006+08:00

Went through my SPM classmates Facebook Profile n found some amazing quotes that they are sharing.. Reminds me of these genius brains who changed me(my life's direction probably :P) and how I spent my time.

Yuppp..... it IS these ppl's (who scored straight A's without fail, who enjoys life better than any other straight A's nerdhead I presume) who constantly stunned our school teacher with either their limitless boundaries of knowledge or uncontrolled self-esteem(yes, I mean, they just scold our teacher, no particular reason needed, blame hormone)

Its been 4 years since then... Study Hard+Play Hard= Possible. Whr did my self-confident goes? Ahh.... I don't know. But I do know that it will be quite meaningful to share this around =)

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Five simple rules to be happy: Free your heart from hatred. Free your mind from worries. Live simply. Give more. Expect less.

Randy Pausch once quoted in his las lecture, "Apology has 3 parts. I'm sorry. It was my fault. How do I make it right? And most people skipped the third part."
You'll feel better after an apology. Have a good day :)

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Sources: LumaeLim, AmirulHazmi =)

-Glimmering illumination-

2011-04-09T03:47:00.004+08:00

Light shines through the tall trees of life~ The sky offers nothing but wonder blue..

Kuantan, its a truly amazing place. xD

Had a highly productive day. Mount climbing(Pelindung), Track jogging(Gelora), Cendol~(AirPutih), Movieeee~(SourceCode), Beach(tc), rock climbing(boulders@tc2), star gazing, and here and there and this n that....

The rock climbing part was nice. You get to make ur way to the top of big boulders whrby the sea waves crush on the rock with firm steadiness. :X
Let the sea carries ur sorrow, let the wind blows ur worries away~

Chatted with my friend today too. I told her that I dream not of being a light that shines bright on everyone and smile.
I just wanna be the glimmering star that illuminates the sky~ :)

When you are lost, when you can only see darkness... You see me..... Stars don't shine your way home, it guides you... to whr ur heart belongs -- and we call that Home.

Life is like a board game. You do your best, god do the rest.
-SpeeDemon

-Wake Up Call by Newspaper-

2011-03-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

My long lost dual chinese-english post. Its actually excerpt from online news but nevertheless its here to promote some long lost value of humanity which I hope everyone can get it.
Do enjoy reading.

哈哈，部落格好久没有中英版的文章了哦。。。虽然写写下有点怀念写中文的感觉~ 可是还是长话短说吧！＝Ｄ　两篇蛮有意识（和现实）的新闻，真人真事，放在这里分享下吧，毕竟部落格不单是我的日记，不是我一个人看的。（虽然也没人看？ＸＤ）　　：Ｐ

Shortcut? The chinese news is about a 20 years old scholar who died out of fatigue(NOTE: NOT out of STRESS) for rushing to complete his assignment with due date on 1st of April. He died on 27th March, which is 3 days before the due date. What is the point for the glory of victory if you lose out something more valuable?
The 2nd article is for you to read, so... no slacking. Otherwise you wouldn't be reading this already.

不是说给不译英文的人看的，只是如果你懒惰读第二篇新闻的话呢，那是关于‘地球日’的新闻来的。主题是说不要盲目的跟从别人的脚步，所谓的保护地球，其实只是一种社会新象，一种自我安慰的行为而以。不要为了那尊严保护所谓的地球，请诚恳地爱惜地球，爱惜自己的家～　所谓的地球日，不是要你关灯为了点更多蜡烛，驾车去更远的地方乘机走走（其实这样会制造更多的二氧化碳！），而是要你记得爱惜你已遗忘的‘家’。

（注：此文章建议人们只要节省用电，那么每一天就是‘Earth Hour’，每一天都是‘地球日’了。）

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熬夜趕畢展 20歲大專生猝死
面臨倒數192小時的壓力，帶走一條年輕的生命？建築系學生鍾柏慶為了趕在4月1日交出畢業設計作品，熬夜趕工至前天凌晨後，竟在超商前昏厥送醫不治，法醫昨初判是感冒加上熬夜、心律不整肇禍，遺體昨由家屬領回，同學聞訊哀傷不已。
板橋警方調查，鍾柏慶才20歲，就讀華夏技術學院建築系，前天早上8點，鍾柏慶在新北市區漢生東路1家超商買了礦泉水，結帳步出超商門口時突然蹲下，接著癱軟倒地昏厥，路人及超商店員趕緊召來救護車將他送醫，但仍回天乏術。
李姓女超商店員說，鍾柏慶買礦泉水時沒有任何異狀，但他出門才幾分鐘，就有其他客人進門說，「有個年輕人蹲在外面，好像很痛苦，要不要幫他叫救護車？」她出門只見鍾生臉發黑、嘴唇發白、倒地不起。
徹夜討論只睡1小時
鍾柏慶的于同學在警局說，因為4月1日要交畢業設計模型，鍾與同組搭檔劉同學相約熬夜趕進度，24日晚上，鍾、劉相偕到他家討論設計內容，3人從24日晚上10點做到25日早上5點，鍾只睡了1小時就說要回家，起來後稍事休息，就和同學各自離開于家。
離開前一直喊好冷
于同學說，事發前晚鍾喝了1碗熱湯，當天早上則喝了1杯咖啡及吃了他自己帶來的蛋糕，熬夜期間，鍾並沒有異狀，但熬夜前一天，他頻頻說胃脹氣不舒服，離開前也一直喊「好冷」，沒想到這一別，再也見不到開朗的他。
同學說，鍾、劉兩人的設計主題是「教會設計」，才剛開始構思，模型只做好基地部份，沒想到，還沒設計完成鍾就撒手人寰，同班同學得知噩耗都非常難過，鍾柏慶生前人緣好，已有同學在討論如何幫他完成畢業作品，告慰其英年早逝。
同學說，鍾柏慶家境小康，個性開朗又熱心，非常有人緣，經常在課餘時與死黨聚餐、打棒球；因建築系學生經常需要長時間熬夜趕作業或設計作品，大家接獲噩耗都互相提醒別拚過頭。
板橋分局偵查隊表示，死者母親原認為兒子沒有特殊疾病，身材也不胖，只是最近經常胃脹氣，法醫相驗後，初判死者是罹患感冒又熬夜，引發心律不整猝死，遺體已由家屬領回。

Just do a ‘kind act’ to celebrate Earth Hour
Earth Hour started off with a noble aim. Just turn off lights for an hour one Saturday evening in March, to show your support to curb climate change. It was meant to remind people to rethink their energy usage.
But things soon got out of hand, especially here in Malaysia. People organised various activities to mark the event. So we see concerts, events at malls, candlelight dinners and even candle-lighting events – activities which, instead of reducing our carbon footprint, inflates it.
When events are held, it involves transportation. People have to get to the venue. Even if they carpool, it would still involve driving, hence burning of more petrol and release of more carbon dioxide. And no matter how low-key the event (for instance, a dance in the dark), a certain amount of energy is still needed.
One of the most wasteful acts that one can do for Earth Hour is lighting candles – especially when done in masses. You would be burning candles unnecessarily, and emitting more carbon dioxide and air pollutants such as soot.
Last year, some people marked Earth Hour by going out for a family dinner. It is ironical – and totally against the Earth Hour spirit – to see diners wolfing down slabs of steak and basically, over-eating.
People do not realise that farming and livestock rearing are big greenhouse gas emitters.
In fact, true-blue greenies don’t even bother celebrating Earth Hour. For them, curbing electricity use is already an every day affair and they see no necessity to do something to mark the event.
They view the powering down for an hour as mere green tokenism – it is a convenient act which is quickly forgotten when people return to their normal, energy-intensive lifestyle.
Faced with such censure, the organisers of Earth Hour have, this year, wisely urged people “to go beyond the hour” by pledging to do a kind act for the planet.
It is time to revert to the original intention of Earth Hour. The collective turning off of lights is a symbolic act to remind us that we must do more. Otherwise, we’d be frying our planet.
So, if you must mark Earth Hour, do it simply, for instance, by staying in. Turn off unnecessary lights. Cook a light vegetarian dinner (of locally grown greens, of course) and hold a family discussion on what you all intend to do for the rest of the year to save electricity.
To support Earth Hour, you certainly need not do anything elaborate.
Whatever you do, don’t go somewhere just to celebrate.
The other thing to remember is that no electricity is actually “saved” with the one-hour blackout.
The power would have already been generated by power plants. So, the best way to mark Earth Hour is to do it every hour, every day.

The truth..

2011-03-28T04:08:00.002+08:00

..hurts.

And we have to bear the pain if we ever wanted to accept it.

Sometimes...

2011-03-27T02:38:00.005+08:00

Sometimes... I just do my best in everything n leave no anxiety to stall my path of success.

Sometimes... I am just merely trying to survive. Whatever that doesn't kill u makes you stronger.

Sometimes... I am just trying to be stronger. There is no point NOT being strong, u can't do anything.

Sometimes... I am afraid of death, of darkness, of loneliness, of being afraid of myself, for being a coward.

Sometimes... I am weak. I learnt, to be strong.

Sometimes... Learning is just fun. But people can never differentiate it from studying, memorizing, scoring, jolting, or reading. Learning is just about understanding, nothing else.

Sometimes... everyone takes things too seriously, which I don't. Because the more you learn, the more you found out that there is more to learn. There is no end... no point struggling over perfection.

Sometimes... imperfection IS perfection. Yet people choose to believe perfectionism than simplistic life.

Sometimes... I relive my childhood... at least by smiling more :)

Sometimes... I try to bring out my neverending positive energy to motivates people, actually all I wanted is just people to cheer me up back when I am about to fall.

Sometimes... I just keep to my carefree style while being honest, but apparently being honest means u have to be strict. People don't buy sincerity anymore, they bought society norm by paying with their life principle.

Sometimes... I keep on believing myself n to be myself, I do things only... because I wanted to. AND/OR because... it is just right to do so, nothing else. (I dun buy the concept of being a gentlemen, I just DO IT because it is RIGHT)

Sometimes... I just simply love my life now, because I am still breathing... eating helps. :D There is no point wanted to return to the past, because the future-me will want to return to my time now, life isn't going worst, for me we just have to relive the best of our life, with new friends. :)

Sometimes... I just tend to stay lazy, slack off. When people can already do it better than me in that sense, I'll just let them be. It isn't that I m not competitive or what, it's just that many things in life worth chasing will end up losing their value faster than you can ever think.

Sometimes... people around me just don't realize this, everything in this world has NO VALUE. It is US human who gave value to Everything. Religion, Wealth, Tradition, Friendship, Family, Love, Education. You should just give value to things you wanna hold dear, thats all, no more, no less.

Sometimes... I dream big, yet at times I remain calm and perfectly realistic(not materialistic), it happens to me that both contradicts in my life.

Sometimes... I just want happiness like people do, but I can't help to think that whether we should stay a fool like all others who pursue short term things with apparently no value, or should I just be myself..... a fool who every successful man begins with?(And apparently only out of 1000 fools only 2 becomes successful, like, president?)

Sometimes... I just need people to care about me, just like others do. (Not trying to get those meaningless attention that would just fade away thou)

Sometimes... I got a lot of thought in my mind which makes things very clear for me. But mediocrity of my knowledge makes me unable to display such thought in words before it disappear. So... it end up that..

Sometimes.... I just wanna update my blog but I end up crapping a lot. :X

Night peeps. :)

The end of the world... of humanity?

2011-03-14T12:38:00.004+08:00

Recently... when Haiti n Sichuan was struck by earthquakes, ppl come up with the 2012 theory again by linking their respective date of May 12(Si Chuan), Jan 12(Haiti), and Feb 27th (Chile) to form 12-12-27. The year-month-day based of the 2012 apocalypse prediction.

In respond to the fear striking post, a mediocre calculation is computed by someone-

KSL's prediction: world's apocalypse(sort of) on the year of 2012, Dec 27, at morning 11:14. Based on everyone's fav random-earthquake-number-premonition: 512Sichuan+112Haiti+227Chile+311Chile+414QingHaiChina = 12-12-27-11-14. XXDD

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And this year, when earthquakes and tsunami hits Sendai, Japan on March. Traumatized organism shows their intellect on rather superstitious premonition.... again.
""USA lost many lives on 9-11-01 Now, Japan has lost more lives on 3-10-11 Add the 2 dates together and you'll get 12-21-12. Coincidence has never been so frightening""

And so, the same dweebie do some rather on-the-surface research n again come out with his own view:

Fact vs conspiracy(what-so-ever):

During 2008 Haiti Earthquake of 7.0, it shocks the whole world together with its terrifying 316k death toll. And then the same disaster strike the world's fear on 2010 Haiti, 8.8 magnitude but with minimal 500 death toll.

This year, Sendai quake of 9.0 struck Japan, with death toll of 1000 n estimated increase to 10k ppl, compare to 316k death toll when the whole world wakes up... I tink its too soon to end humanity. We are just getting better. Gambateh Nippon-Jin n the world.

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Conclusion? 2012 Conspiracy happens to be dated at 21st of Dec 2012. The first rumors about it is on 27th of Dec. Coincidence? Yeah...
So how about the scary 911 + Japan quake thing? Waaa..... Google it. The recent Sendai earthquake happens on Jap time March 11. Not on 10 March, unless u plan to go around the world changing its time as u like.
Coincidence? I dono... but what I can tell u is. Its already the end of humanity. Bcoz human are trying to strike fear into others heart, slowly killing our own race... by our own hand..

As human strive to fight each other to prove dominance on others culture. There is no such thing as diversification. There is only one race on earth: The Human Race.

Life is all about...

2011-02-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

Change. If not improvise.

LIFE.

2011-02-09T02:13:00.002+08:00

Its not who you are underneath, its what you do that defines you.

-一口气-

2011-01-31T20:16:00.004+08:00

要生存，争那‘一口气’是很重要的。

为了呼吸，需要争那‘一口气’（氧气）

为了自己，死都要那‘一口气’（生气）

为了面子，不能输掉‘一口气’（养气）

其实，如果你能修身氧气，那面子是如何重要的？

如果你知道生气别人=伤害自己，那又何必？

而且，要活着，靠的哪只是一口气而已？

做人，不要‘小气’，一点点就‘生气’，好像‘天气’，一点点就拿人来‘出气’，控制不了‘怒气’，的确很‘伤气’，做事要‘忍气’，不然难‘补气’，又会失‘人气’，这样伤‘和气’，不如不争那‘一口气’。

-Learner's quote-

2011-01-23T00:58:00.004+08:00

There are always many things to learn in life... in fact, too much to learn, too many things to remember...

Here are some recaps.... or rather, recollection of some nice quotes that I shared in the past.

Something to remind everyone that no matter whr u are, how u are. Be happy that u r healthy and well, and life itself is a unsolved mystery whr every bits n pieces that we collected are meant to exist.... You, are meant to be happy as well... :)

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Mastering others is strength. Mastering yourself is true power. - Tao Te Ching

如果生活是水。。。金钱，工作，地位，就是杯。勤奋找钱，就找到钱财，而勤奋的人，才能成为人才。 - TVB actors

All you need is courage in your heart and hope in your eyes - Suikoden

True loyalty is being able to speak what you think is right and what you think is wrong. - Ferid, Suikoden

"I don't care about breeding. A sword doesn't need a fine lineage, it just needs to be sharp." - Luca Blight.

不要因为失去而哭，应该为曾经拥有而笑。

吃得苦中苦，方为人上人。

Difficult, not impossible. - Dastan, Prince of Persia.

Knowledge speaks, but wisdom listens. -Jimi Hendrix

珍惜生命，好好活着，因为我们会死很久很久的

Every problem is an opportunity to learn!

欲穷千里目，更上一层楼。

I think positive emotion trumps negative emotion every time. - Inception

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Extra special:

今天学到的：有钱的人就可以享受；要省钱的人就要忍受；知足的人就不会难受。 :)

In the game of life, you only got one life and no Continue. Life is too short to be worry about high score. So, do things that creates value to ur life :) - edited, Youtube vid.

Do not surrender to any hardship in life, because it is better to die of exhaustion rather than boredom. xD

KSL's prediction: world's apocalypse(sort of) on the year of 2012, Dec 27, at morning 11:14. Based on everyone's fav random-earthquake-number-premonition: 512Sichuan+112Haiti+227Chile+311Chile+414QingHaiChina = 12-12-27-11-14. XXDD

If music be the food of love, play on! - Shakespeare; Song Leong's fav quote. Shakespeare made more music for this guy Orsino as his 'food of love', stating that music can cure the frustration of love and in courtship, just like those who eat too much will lost the appetite for food. Cool huh? @@

Life aint easy... ... ... ... just smile~ :')

-The beginning of the end-

2011-01-14T11:07:00.003+08:00

I can feel it... somehow.

Nuff' said.

For Fools

2011-01-03T23:20:00.004+08:00

I spent my past 20 years trained by those so-called clever person to be rational, remain calm, and be discipline in following such order at all times.

Words from these ppl claiming that they are from 'the intelligent part of the society' may comes very very reliable, if not plausible. Although I started to take all these nonsense as some sort advice rather than a command, I realise that it takes me 20 years to learn something else.

Something far more important.

Sometimes, it is not about being clever.

Nor about being famous, NOR to make YOU famous.

In my life, its often the 'stupid' people who made my day~

Its them who showed me the meaning of life...

...

It's about being who you are.

And make the best out of yourself.

Trust yourself.

Go for what you want.

Stop and be satisfy at correct point of time.

Control your pace.

...

Look back.

The world is far more beautiful than you'll ever know =)

Thx. Fools. xD

P.S: They call you fools, I think of you as a friend. =)

What am I doing right now? Doing the best out of me by contributing to the society? Or contribution to myself!? Self-enhancement!?

Nah... I m just chillin'

listening to some music now :) Have a nice day everyone.

-2010 Special: The happenings-

2010-12-31T02:37:00.006+08:00

Decided to write this Happenings on 2010 based on my phone memory... I mean, based on the pics I took on my phone + my own memory n lets see what I can come up with xD

Anyway, I just realised that my blog post is seriously lacking of chinese word based post... so.. since I am lazy to write things in chinese for now (but kinda glad that someone praise me for writing a good chinese post xD)...

请自行google translate你要读的内容吧~！ xXDD

Sharing 10 photo of 2010~! :D

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Jan

*1/1: Attended my heng dai's wedding n became his 'brother' in helping him with his marriage stuff... a very tiring day it was. Not forget to mention that I saw a very cute girl on the wedding dinner at night xD

2/1: Went to pyramid for sight seeing. They have this French Dance week something lidat. :/

7/1: Took a photo of my classmate sleeping xP

9/1: I somehow went back to my hometown. Brought my sis to my 'heng dai' house to look at his very ko zui de daugther~

29/1: Class remained as usual, this should be a Friday when I can crap in my Moral Education class, saw my friend Aly drew a bunny on a guy's back neck.. I even took a pic to show him xD

Feb

2/2: Couldn't really get myself into the study mood so I decided to draw some nice grafiti on my notes xD The drawings r available in fb :D

5/2: Went to a famous restaurant near Sunway Pyramid to try out the famous Sarawak Noodle there with my China roomate n his friends. Ain't bad.

8/2: Lion dance in Sunway Uni Col's canteen!

11/2: Oh oh oh balik kampung~! xD (For CNY, yea :D)

*14/2: Had a nice CNY celebration. Especially when is on Valentines day! XD But anyway, despite the fact that valentines fall on 1st day of CNY in this year, nothing particular that I did got anything related to it. :X

15/2 - 21/2: Outing, outing, and outings :)

22/2: Went back to uni n class on the same day! Memang budak baik aku ni X)

*25/2: Went back to my ex-uni UPM to watch my kai mui n Mr.Dessie de drama performance... phew I was in luck to be able to made it. The traveling part.... erm... lets skip it aye? I slept at my friend's room since I got no means to travel back... xD

*26/2: Went for movie with Mr.Dessie, he actually skipped his trip to Klang famous Dong Zhen temple n accompany me for a movie xD

28/2: Famous group singer Da Mouth came to Pyramid :D

Mar

*5/3: Watched one hell amazing drum performance by Sunway student. Seriously impressed. (Especially their sensei who really taught them well) Note: They really made one performance where... ... music changes ur life. XD

14/3: Went for a pool game for the first time. (with my coursemate)

*20/3: Woohoooo I traveled to Putrajaya for the Hot balloon carnival, really an eye-opened event for me =D

*21/3: Midvalley with my UPM friends for movie xD (Took some interesting photo too... n edited some also xP)

24/3: Velvet night concert for my moral project :/

Apr

13/4: Some random (okay not, but I dono who u are :X) politician came to uni n gave talk... not related to my course anyway xD I m neutral in this.

23/4: Saw a secondary school junior and happens to be in the same bus with her back to my hometown for temporary sem-break. Note: Yea she is HOO.... Hou leng aaaa xP

*27/4: Genting trip with my friends. Likes it~

May

16/5: My China roomate moved out to a new n nice condo whr he can enjoy his long-demanded air-con, tv, and privacy space xD I visited him... a nice place really

*18/5: My housemate David pulled a prank on other housemates.. Its really a funny n daring one, he posted a lot of funny notes on their door. Its really hillarious x)

Jun

*16/6: Visited Monash uni n took a tour there =) I think Malaysian branch is as good as the oversea main one xD Wait... if I not mistaken this happens on my exam week =P

*24/6: Went to my hometown SMART secondary school for this erm PCDRM-something-lidat thing... it's a erm.... SPCA. Animal welfare kind of club selling self-made key chains etc for charity. A decent experience for me XP

30/6: OutingS before next sem start! :D

July

*1/7: Tried donutshi... which apparently.. donut in disguise.. as a sushi =.=

4/7: Throw a surprise mini party for my bro...snacks n ice-cream, what else r u expecting? O.o

*17/8: Outing with My UK friend(ok he is from Malaysia :P) for two days. Food Bowling n games. Met some long-lost primary school friends too... x)

Aug

27/8: Dua budak yang apparently escape dari UPM came to find me for movie :D My supposely helping teacher day became the movie(or rather spend money-)day :/

*28/8: Went to Taylors new branch the Lakeside Campus for their Asaban Fest (A kind of anime fest), not really up to my expectation thou... n erm... the whole place is more like a pond-side campus for me :XXX

Sept

*24/9: When ur days get tough... we have an ALL housemate gaming party! xD Facebook-game L4D CounterStrike DotA COD Tekken6 etc etc :X

30/9: An all night POU day... pool game after dinner.... den again, balik den game :P

Oct

3/10: Its Backyard Monster conference night.

*8/10: The day when David challenges the Indomie Super Hot n yea... he gets it! I even took some very nice photo of him crying out of the pain of killish INDOMIEEEE....

30/10: Housemates bought a Toy-Air-gun n plays with ketchup sauce ~(-.-~)

*31/10: Animangaki! Check my previous fb post for more :D

Nov

Classes n classes n classes. Having AT LEAST 10 consecutive days of revision class (usually from 8am-6pm with 30 min to one hour lunch break) isn't going to make u a hero... it makes u tired.

*13/11: This Saturday class n the following Sunday class is among the Best revision class ever! xD We hang out with our YOUNG lecturer :P for dinner n some AMAZING photograph session XDD

*18/11: Post Animangaki celebration! :D Shogun Japanese Buffet + Archery with fellow crew n volunteers! ^^ (mostly from SUAC)

23/11: Serious revision class(or rather re-learn some academic stuff class) with my coursemate at library... lets PIA for finals! :X

Dec

*25/12: Had one of the best outing ever... Despite the fact that we aren't really celebrating x'mas.. the sight seeing trip around Kuantan is awesome!! :D

31/12: Watch Tron 2day, went to Daniel Ng the big cow house to get some dramas n movies for 2011 to spent time with xP Going to count down soon~ definitely ^^

-Baka to Test to Shōkanjū 笨蛋，測驗，召喚獸-

2010-12-22T19:50:00.005+08:00

Nice anime to recommend!! :D Baka to Test is a very hilarious anime(cartoon) with very cool action n funny scenes... The story sets in a school with special academic style of 'labeling' the student with grades.... realistic.. yet superbly funny XP

Enjoy~ xD

(Summary provided below)

The story centers around a boy named Akihisa Yoshii, also known as the idiot or "Baka" of the titled anime. He attends Fumizuki Academy, a school where the staff rigidly divides the students based on the results of their academic scores. At the start of the school, students are academically sorted by entrance exam test grades. The higher the grades, the higher the class, and the better the benefits. In this case, Class A is filled with the highest-scoring students; therefore, their classroom was filled with many prestigious items (air conditioners, fancy seats, laptops, a free snack bar, etc.), while the state of Class F is the complete opposite of that, representing the "bottom of the barrel" amenities.

This academy has something special, where all the students manage to call forth Summoned Beings (Shōkanjū, or "Avatars" in the official English translation). These Beings are used for battles between classes with the goal of capturing (or retaining) the best classroom facilities. Since Class A is filled with prodigies, they all have strong Summoned Beings, while Class F has drastically weak ones in comparison. A teacher must authorize/supervise each battle, and the health and strength of each summoned being is based on the student's last test score in that teacher's subject (i.e. Math, History, etc.). The beings lose points when struck by an opponent, and should the point count reach zero, the being and student are disqualified. However, if the student can leave the battle before reaching zero, these points can be replenished by taking a supplemental exam. The student's being may then return to the battle.

So what are you waiting for? Lets call for an ESB!! xXDD

(ESB = Exam Summoning Battle) Quite cool huh~ ;)

-Learner's life II-

2010-12-17T00:11:00.006+08:00

Another compilation of my favorite quotations n some nice stuff to be shared~

It's something that I wanted to do before this year ends. And this one is kinda like ver 2.0 yea.... so..

Hope it benefits the reader~ ^^v

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Thomas Jefferson (the third President of US)

- I find that the harder I work, the more luck I seem to have.

Seven Deadly Wonders - Matthew Reilly:

- As you grow up, you'll find that some people in this world are not very nice at all. They favor cruelty over kindness, power over sharing, anger over understanding.

- These people think only of themselves. They seek to rule over others, not for other's sake, but for their own desire for power. I hope that if you learn nothing else from us here, you learn that the truly great people think of others first and themselves last.

《来玩观念游戏》

- 一个人不妨以NO.2为目标。为了答对100题，你可能要记得10000个答案。可是为了答对99题，你只需记得5000个答案。

- 被君子称赞是荣耀，被小人诽谤也是荣耀。小人的诽谤，证明你不是小人。被小人称赞，你会归类成小人。

- 许多人以为绝望才会自杀，事实上是希望未能如愿太多，才会自杀！世上有种人是不会自杀的，就是乞丐。

Ralph Waldo Emerson

- All true greatness must come from internal growth.

- What lies behind us and lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us.

《别让每阵风吹着走》

- 决定一个人成功与否的，不是你知道什么，或是拥有什么，而在于你是否做一个最好的自己。

- 我们的迟疑乃是我们的叛徒，由于畏惧去尝试，它使我们失掉了我们可能赢取的东西。

- 大家都知道要“提得起”，其实更重要的是要“放得下”，比“想得通”更重要的是要“想得开”。

- 危机即转机，当最坏的情况出现时，往往也是最好的情况将要发生之际。困难只不过是披着面纱的机遇。

- 原来你就是自己期望下最大的受害者。我们想控制的东西，控制了我们的生命。

- 即使杀了狗，也治不好你的咬伤。

- 责任是让我们拥有力量，而责怪却是送走力量。

Albert Einstein

- Peace cannot be kept by force. It can only be achieved by understanding.

- Make everything as simple as possible, but not simpler.

Darker Than Black:

- No matter how many changes occur in the environment, people won't change how they live their lives.

- If you can form the shape, it's possible for the feelings to be born from it. Like when you are sad and you smile, there are times when the sadness goes away.

Muaaa(as in me, yea)

- Loving someone is not about how much you know about him, its about how much you want to know about him.

- If you believe in fate, then you must also believe that you can change it!

If you never put your trust on destiny, then you must learn to trust yourself that you can create your own.

- Sometimes, being rational does not protect you from anything, but being emotional does.

- It's okay to be emotional... After all, it is emotion that makes us human.

- Whatever you want in life, go for it! Don't stop for that suffering is only temporary.. and you know yourself that the goal is what that is worth going for. Leave no regret, don't give up.

- The real way to fight and to survive in this world is not to lower your guard when you are winning and not to lower your confident when you are losing.

- 尽情地战斗吧。。因为就算我们败阵下来，世上某个角落也会有等着我们回去的地方。

- 人生有几多个十年，最紧要痛快！ - 原装版。

人生有几多个十年，读书吾好太快！ xD - 改装版。

Joyce Low (A lecturer of mine :X)

- It doesn't matter where you start, it matters where you end up being.

Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhoood 《鋼の錬金術師》

- No matter how life treats you, there are times when you can't avoid getting hurt.

- 没有伴随着痛楚的教训，是毫无意义的。。因为人若不牺牲些什么，是什么都无法得到的。但当忍受过这种痛楚，将其克服的时候，人就会得到不输给任何事的坚韧的心。

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Extra? xD

Random Internet searches:

- The two foes of human happiness are pain and boredom

- He who seeks rest finds boredom. He who seeks work finds rest.

- Each player must accept the cards life deals him or her: but once they are in hand, he or she alone must decide how to play the cards in order to win the game.

- Uncertainty and mystery are energies of life. Don't let them scare you unduly, for they keep boredom at bay and spark creativity.

Special term used as special name? (This is how game designer come out with name/S)

- Enigma = A mysterious person or thing.

- Kelpie = Sea Horse, from Irish myth.

- Appraiser = A person who rates the value of things.

- Chrono = Time/order.

- Flair = 1. A natural ability or talent./ 2. Stylishness

- Chagrin = annoyance or shame at having failed.

- Tantrum = A childish fit of rage; outburst if bad temper.

Credit goes to:

Pey Sien

- It's only after you lose everything, then you're free to do anything.

Jacky Siaw (ex-roommate)

- You do your best, god do the rest.

Ducks Quack, Eagles Soar!

2010-12-14T14:03:00.001+08:00

“No one can make you serve customers well. That's because a great service is a choice.”

Years ago, my friend, Harvey Mackay, told me a wonderful story about a cab driver that proved this point.

He was waiting in line for a ride at the airport. When a cab pulled up, the first thing Harvey noticed was that the taxi was polished to a bright shine. Smartly dressed in a white shirt, black tie, and freshly pressed black slacks, the cab driver jumped out and rounded the car to open the back passenger door for Harvey.

He handed my friend a laminated card and said: “I’m Wally, your driver. While I’m loading your bags in the trunk I’d like you to read my mission statement.”

Taken aback, Harvey read the card. It said:

Wally’s Mission Statement:
“To get my customers to their destination in the quickest, safest and cheapest way possible in a friendly environment.”

This blew Harvey away. Especially when he noticed that the inside of the cab matched the outside. Spotlessly clean!

As he slid behind the wheel, Wally said, “Would you like a cup of coffee? I have a thermos of regular and one of decaf.”

My friend said jokingly, “No, I’d prefer a soft drink.”

Wally smiled and said, “No problem. I have a cooler up front with regular and Diet Coke, water and orange juice.”

Almost stuttering, Harvey said, “I’ll take a Diet Coke.”

Handing him his drink, Wally said, “If you’d like something to read, I have The Wall Street Journal, Time, Sports Illustrated and USA Today.”

As they were pulling away, Wally handed my friend another laminated card.
“These are the stations I get and the music they play, if you’d like to listen to the radio.”

And as if that weren’t enough, Wally told Harvey that he had the air conditioning on and asked if the temperature was comfortable for him. Then he advised Harvey of the best route to his destination for that time of day. He also let him know that he’d be happy to chat and tell him about some of the sights or, if Harvey preferred, to leave him with his own thoughts.

“Tell me, Wally,” my amazed friend asked the driver, “have you always served customers like this?”

Wally smiled into the rearview mirror. “No, not always. In fact, it’s only been in the last two years. My first five years driving, I spent most of my time complaining like all the rest of the cabbies do. Then I heard the personal growth guru, Wayne Dyer, on the radio one day.

He had just written a book called “You’ll See It When You Believe It”. Dyer said that if you get up in the morning expecting to have a bad day, you’ll rarely disappoint yourself.

He said, “Stop complaining! Differentiate yourself from your competition. Don’t be a duck. Be an eagle. Ducks quack and complain. Eagles soar above the crowd.”

“That hit me right between the eyes,” said Wally. “Dyer was really talking about me. I was always quacking and complaining, so I decided to change my attitude and become an eagle. I looked around at the other cabs and their drivers. The cabs were dirty, the drivers were unfriendly, and the customers were unhappy. So I decided to make some changes. I put in a few at a time. When my customers responded well, I did more.”

“I take it that has paid off for you,” Harvey said.

“It sure has,” Wally replied. “My first year as an eagle, I doubled my income from the previous year. This year I’ll probably quadruple it. You were lucky to get me today. I don’t sit at cabstands anymore. My customers call me for appointments on my cell phone or leave a message on my answering machine. If I can’t pick them up myself, I get a reliable cabbie friend to do it and I take a piece of the action.”

Wally was phenomenal. He was running a limo service out of a Yellow Cab. I’ve probably told that story to more than fifty cab drivers over the years, and only two took the idea and ran with it. Whenever I go to their cities, I give them a call. The rest of the drivers quacked like ducks and told me all the reasons they couldn’t do any of what I was suggesting.

Wally the Cab Driver made a different choice. He decided to stop quacking like ducks and start soaring like eagles.

The above is based on a true story. This cabbie is based out of NY City. And I personally and truly love such customer service.

Give it a thought, how true it is. How many times we just start our day by complaining; – “Oh No! It’s a Monday.” And then go feeling miserable the entire day.

How many times, have we got up in the morning, felt the excitement within and exclaimed “This is going to be the BEST day of my life”. Now even if after saying that you seem to not have a good day then turn around and do say and feel “This too shall pass”.

At the end of the day, go to bed content that you know and feel right from the bottom of your heart that you have done the best you could. At the end of it, you will be the one who would have changed your own life forever.

-Resolve-

2010-11-30T20:18:00.004+08:00

What a letdown, a REAL letdown.

After all, there's nothing but fear reflected in your sword.

When you dodge, "I'm afraid of getting cut."

When you attack, "I'm afraid of cutting someone."

Even when you try to protect someone, "I'm afraid of letting them die."

Yes. Your sword speaks to me only of absurd fear.

That's not it.

What's necessary in a fight isn't fear.

Nothing can be born from that.

If you dodge, "I won't let them cut me."

If you protect someone, "I won't let them die."

If you attack, "I'll cut them!"

-Animangaki 2010-

2010-11-08T03:41:00.004+08:00

What is Animangaki u ask? Its a anime fest organised by SUAC (Sunway University Anime Club). The foundators n crews are very very awesome n yep... I was one of the crew there jaga-ing the booth ^^

This event was awesome! :D

Well basically you don't need to be some sort of anime freak to know this... it's more like a pure event where everyone is free to dress up (cosplay) as their fav fictional character... games, cartoons, animeS, etc.

P.S: I even saw one big size Pikachu there lulz! xD

Well it all started with me being one part of SUAC n trying to join the crews coz it seems fun... it wasn't easy at all to start this event out of nowhere.(not to mention that the admin side of this uni doesn't seems to support this event at all :X)

From very very limited crew n enthusiastic-er, and yep... extremely strained amount of cash flow, sponsorship, and time, its a big surprise that this can be so successful. :)

From March 2010, the anime club president n others started to have all these fun n crazy ideas n they started to plan about finding sponsorship n thinking how to make this Animangaki a big shot thing!

But troubles brew in when the admin side constantly 'helping out' by not providing venue for the event and sponsor for about RM20 (yea until we negotiate it further) to support us.

This event goes STAGNANT... the halt is also caused by the sudden 'disappearance' of the club president and some other committee due to their own prob.

But still... in the end, everyone insist to carry out the plan.

Final date: Halloween, 31 Oct 2010.

Its just about 2 months to go... (yea its around August :D Near Sept)

How cool is the whole thing? We expected around 600 ppl to show up n in the end there are more than 1000 ppl who turned out in this event...

I was in charge of this game booth called Fukuwarai... its a simple game n I had fun mixing with new ppl n new stuff... xD

I reached there around 830am with my housemate Ducky (who is in charge with the same game booth with me) to set up the booth n preparation.

As soon as 10 o'clock strikes in... ..the world turns around n change! :D

Cosplayer!

And yea for some reason they r freakin' awesome and I tot Japan is the only place capable of fitting all these fantasy-made character. The whole world turns into a fantasy world of all the games animeS mangaS cartoonS whatever character that u can ever think of... (yes except hentai... since cosplayer are required to cover at least 80% of themself)

Expressing urself in ur own way? Definitely.

I even saw a walking wolf and a walking bear in the big hall. Nothing specifically, THEY JUST WANT TO BE A WOLF/BEAR. O.o

Uh huh I was in fact stunned...

Yea... and so I heard.. the ghost house was kinda cool.. (I can't really leave my booth until lunch break u see :D)

Did make some new friends AND... girls? Yea I hang out with one cute girl... n yea... really cute.. as in 10 years old cute. This standard 4 primary school girl who knows nothing about anime or cartoon turns out surprisingly, to be a sharpshooter.

She went to the opposite booth of mine (the shooting spree) and start pawning all the prizes. Some guys(teenagers) try to beat her but... well, they end up losing bucks n bucks instead of overwhelming the game like that girl... photo? U check it out urself, Animangaki is Google-able XD

I asked her to help me to win one small little cute anime(Hitman Reborn!) figurine n she did! Haha... I actually got my first anime figurine here =)

I spend some other time talking to her, (yea babysitting this cute little kid >.<) n bring her around when I can skip my work :P

And now I see... everyone seems to like Vocaloid... (they are fictional anime singers... surprising all the songs are MADE by com n softwares something lidat n it turns out to be erm... huge success? :X)

Aside from the cosplayer n all the funny people(mostly 'kids' who made me laugh, thx xD), the games n stalls n everything else here is just as impressive.. xD

One note though: I skipped my class for this event lulz... xD I told the teacher beforehand anyway... :X

BUT I NEVER THOUGHT THAT THIS CAN BE MORE TIRING... why?

I worked from 9am-7pm(not to mention that I m there by 8am n left at 11pm), n afta I closed the game booth. The very last event is about those rock band singers (something lidat :/) singing anime song in the hall.. I m not really into it but I DID get hyped when they sing those very familiar song - Digimon, Bleach, etc. xD

(How can u NOT KNOW!? Get a life! :P)

It ends up with about 10 crews left(and some ppl KO-ed coz we nvr have dinner) to clean the hall n move out all the tables, chairs, and rearrange them for tmr's(Monday) exam. It is extremely tiresome but I was really impressed by myself n all the crews that we really did that!

Yea we are superbly cool... ... ... and we all went back at 1130pm ::>.<::

Exhausted like mad... n fatigue seems to kill.. but yea... really Worth all the works..

P.S: This anime event take place in the whole 4th floor of Sunway Uni Col and yea... we kinda 'gao dim' the Whole Floor's table n chairs... :X

Thats all for the updates... like new things bout life that enlighten ur world x)

Conclusion? This thing is sooo new to me that I felt like... wait, I AM frog in the well xP

Ciao~ n take care my fellow friends n nice reader.(if u are :D) =)

-Lessons of Life II-

2010-10-13T18:49:00.004+08:00

Tick.. Tock.. Tick... As time passes, human changes.. how certain are we that the him/her that we know is still the same? Felt distant with the one we care, the one we used to love so much?

Sux? uh uh... as ppl change, we differs from one another, but that will only make each one of us more unique in a way... its just that... when conflict arise, we change, we learn how to face it, but not all of us know how to resolve the conflict within our heart.

(Yea so in a way I m saying that human changes for better :D)

After all, argument is meant for improvement. :)

Hmm... Love? I dono what it is... but for the least I know that..

Life can be too tough to go through it alone... so.. a companion isn't so baddd~

And be reminded that solitary itself is the enemy of love... n thus the reason why it exist in the first place.. If u cannot break through ur own loneliness... u can't help anyone to go through with it... (got it? No? Nvm... xD)

Sometimes... even for a very complicated question in life, we can be amaze by how simple the answer is.

小小分享。有一天在班上和朋友谈天时，提到：

爱情就像一杯水，我们稳稳地把它握紧。你拿了不喝，久了，就会累了；再坚持下去，也未必会想喝那杯水了；如果你拿了就喝，久了，杯子空空的，就会觉得没意思再继续拿着了。

爱情哲理可以有很多，可以五花八门，也可以千篇一律，但是真的可以用言语体会吗？

爱情的存在，不是为了去保护对方，不是为了只给机会让对方去保护你，而是为了去互相保护对方的懦弱，对方的笑容。

爱情的敌人，其实不是距离，不是时间，而是寂寞。

孤单，是一个人没人陪伴，无助的感觉（你需要的是朋友）。而寂寞，则是在人群中即使再热闹，也难免突然产生的空虚（你需要的是知己）。

套古人（或任何思想传统的人！）的话：

在爱情，男生是为了保护女生，而女生是为了做男人背后的支撑。

在战争里，保护战友冲出危况，永远比冲出阵队上场杀敌来的困难。

很明显的，要毁灭自己的弱点或敌人固然很难，但要保护一个人，却是更困难的事。

所以在爱情里，无论是男是女，要的不是什么可以看穿你弱点的算命师，而是一个可以克服自己空虚，站起来保护你的人。

当寂寞空虚弄伤你，生活压力打跌你的时候，逞强的不是你，而是他/她。。。摆出那自信但没气质的样子，告诉你可以歇歇，前面的大风大雨可以帮你档一下。。

什么？时间。。？对，时间可以改变一个人。可是要知道，求进的人，才会成功。一个人会改变，是为了让自己变得更好；永远都不会变通的人，才是最恐怖的人，因为你永远不知道他们为了要你迎合他而会怎样去中伤你。。

(Jet Li 都会变通？-言语是最锋利的武器；A pen is mightier than a sword!-)

爱情，不只是情侣之间的用词，或是幸福的代名词而已。生活中每一个小细节，你遇到的每一个人，都是和你有缘的人。珍惜，爱护你们身边的人，朋友，和家人吧。 =)

你不会知道将来的哪个某一天，你们会再度碰面，再度聚会，谈谈曾经何时你们相遇到相识的回忆，八卦胡扯一番。

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有时候，无妨放慢生活脚步，跟着周遭的节奏去感受身边的人和事物。。。这样也不乏是享受幸福人生的方法之一～

Whatever that doesn't kill you simply makes you stronger... have faith in urself, and embrace your own dream!

-Learner's life-

2010-09-14T02:01:00.004+08:00

Raining now... Everyone learns new stuff everyday.. n thats the thing that makes one change.

No conclusion suggestion opinion whatsoever... deal with it.. :D

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The Lord Of The Rings

-Merry: The closer we are from danger, the farther we are from harm.

FF-VII:

Godo(yuffie's dad)

-Strength without determination means nothing. And determination without strength is equally useless...!

Song Leong(Yes mee.... not mihun)

-When you don't know who to trust, trust yourself.

-whatever that doesn't kill u makes you stronger

<法证先锋II>:

-Give more, expect less.

-不要因为失去而哭，应该为曾经拥有而笑。

-曾经是最毒的咒语

-如果要自己开心，首先要令身边的人开心。

Alice in the wonderland:

-When in doubt, remain silent. - Hamish.

-You cannot live your life to please others. - White Queen

Kungfu Panda:

-Yesterday, is history;and tomorrow, is mystery

Black Cat:

-Things that have power aren't always superior in battle.

MGS4:

-Respect the will of others and believe in your own.

Mark Twain:

-The man who does not read good books has no advantage over the man who can't read them.

Charlie Brown:

-"In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back.”

Code Geass:

-Inequality is not an evil. Equality itself is evil

-The world won't change with pretty words alone

-Compete,fight,take,control

Albert Schweitzer:

-Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success.

-If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

Rambo:

-Live for nothing, or die for something..

Star Wars:

-Don't center on your anxieties, Obi-Wan. Keep your concentration here and now, where it belongs. - Qui-Gon

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MORE? :)

Suikoden:

-All you need is courage in your heart and hope in your eyes

-Fighting is like gambling, if it looks like you're going to lose, ya just run away

Metal Gear Solid:

-Even if a pawn becomes a queen, it is still just a playing piece...

-A strong man doesn't need to read the future. He makes his own.

-It's not about changing the world. It's about doing our best to leave the world the way it is. It's about respecting the will of others and believing in your own...

Facebook(YES u learn something from it):

-"Dont judge me by my past, I am not in the past anymore, Accept who i am TODAY."

-doing nothing when you know you should be doing something important.

-Aww, that's sweet. Now how many girls have you said that to?

-Thanks phone, for being strong everytime i dropped you.

-I hate that feeling when your mind does not agree with your heart.

-im supposed to be angry at you. stop making me smile. :)

-One learns a lot about a person by looking at their facebook pages

Elisa:

吵架的时候，吼的很大声，

因为心的距离拉远了，

安静了，因为无话可说。

情侣之间说话轻声细语的

那是因为彼此的心是贴近的吧

-DK's quote-

2010-08-24T23:41:00.003+08:00

Here to share 10 nice quotes I got from DK...
(note: If u dono who he is, just assume that DK = Doctor Kingsley... XP Yea he got that potential~)

dK Quotes#13:失去，才知可贵；拥有，切记珍惜。
dK Quotes#16：玩中国象棋有赢和输，但是在真正的战争里，只有生或死。
dK Quotes#21：我自己制造出来的眼泪，由我自己擦干。
dk Quotes#23：恐怖的人不是每天举止粗鲁，大喊大叫的人。真正恐怖的人是不动声色，是喜是怒你怎样也看不出。
dK Quotes#28：如果你不解决问题，那就是问题解决你。
dK Quotes#32：没做过错事的人不是圣人，而是从来没做过事的人。
dK Quotes#33:一个成功的男人背后一定有一个女人，一个失败的男人是因为背后有太多的女人。
dK Quotes#36：Every achievement grows out from the seed of determination.
dK Quotes#39：男生的泪水比他们的血液珍贵多了。
dK Quotes#43：Love creates miracle;Miracle creates love.

State of denial

2010-08-11T22:12:00.001+08:00

So what? Leave me alone...

-Guys & Girls-

2010-08-09T23:30:00.002+08:00

People say: Picking a guy is all bout 5C's: Car, Credit Card, Condominium, Cash, Certificate.

I say: Picking a guy should just be about 3 C's: Character, Condition, Career.

My lecturer says: Picking a girl is all bout 4 B's: Butt, Breast, Body, and Brain! >.< (LOL... @@)

I say girl is all about 3 B's : Beauty, Brain, Behaviour. =)

So... what say you? :D

-Money Mood-

2010-08-08T17:04:00.004+08:00

WITH MONEY YOU CAN

BUY A HOUSE
BUT NOT A HOME

WITH MONEY YOU CAN

BUY A CLOCK
BUT NOT TIME

WITH MONEY YOU CAN
BUY A BED
BUT NOT SLEEP

WITH MONEY YOU CAN
BUY A BOOK, BUT
NOT KNOWLEDGE

WITH MONEY YOU CAN
SEE A DOCTOR,
BUT NOT GOOD HEALTH

WITH MONEY YOU CAN
BUY A POSITION
BUT NOT RESPECT

WITH MONEY YOU CAN
BUY BLOOD
BUT NOT LIFE

WITH MONEY YOU CAN
BUY SEX
BUT NOT LOVE

WITH MONEY YOU CAN

BUY THINGS

BUT NOT FEELING...

Each morning I wake up and say to myself, I have two choices today. I can choose to be in a good mood or I can choose to be in a bad mood.

Each time something bad happens, you can choose to be victim or you can choose to learn from it. I always choose to learn from it.

Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I always choose the positive side of life.

But YES, it's not always that easy.

Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk every situation is a choice.

You choose how you react to situations.

You choose how people will affect your mood.

You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood.

It's your choice how you live your life.

Every day you have the choice to either enjoy your life or to hate it.

The only thing that is truly yours -- that no one can control or take from you -- is your attitude,

so if you can take care of that, everything else in life becomes much easier. =)

JULY 2010 XD

2010-07-29T01:15:00.005+08:00

-Another random title, sorry bout that X)

-Had one amazingly semangat Wed today... I didn't sleep at class at all

for my 9 hours class!! :D

Thx to the lecturers random excitement talks n all those mad tutorial rushing session XD

-Taking 36 credit hour this sem still doesn't make any sense... (I still get those typical reaction like: What the... u r gonna fail. U know what u r doing?) (OR omg u r just SO SMART... really!) (Just for ur info, I am not. I know that :D)

-ACCA examination is still VERY SCARY, as in VERY SCARY. If I get to pass everything like this then I will be graduating like 1.5 year earlier than my friends but having a cert equiv to Master rather than my friends degree cert :X (Well no offence here, I dun think it will make too much of different, cert is JUST another PAPER. Chill...) My main point-->Study is tough.

-Gonna have a not so good prebooked Sat. 1/4 Spent on sleeping, 2/4 spent on extra class(tutorial class, next week got exam summore...), and the rest... no idea. (I m gotta wish my self happy born for 20 years xD)

-My friend's(Chi Ling) blog got this 'like' and 'agree' function on her blog!! Wow... Aku mau do that jugak... facebook style :D

-Miss out many things bcoz of academy stuff... still appreciate friendships =)

-Had some talk to very close buddies... Guess this few days is like Song Leong day... I AM important!! (Dun 'shoo' or 'piu' me, tenkiu :P)

-Had some rough time coping with stress n surviving under pressure.

-Still agree with the fact that, love is like friendship, u dun explain it, just let it come natural... but either way... the ONLY formula that ever works(4 both love n friendship) = appreciative + maturity.

-Luck plays a very important role in everyday's life.. So if today is not ur day, rest. Mathematically speaking tmr u will have equal chance of getting a random luck (which will probably be better XP)

-Love is a thing that develops over time... u must treat it like how u treat ur REAL FAMILY. The ideal kind of... U'll get what I mean once u get married n live happily ever after XD (Except for the fact that u'll worrying bout ur tax paying prob not ur love prob anymore)

-Sunway ACCA lecturers rocks!! They r just so unique! X) (But their management level says otherwise. But well, what can u expect from a cheapest uni course?)

-Treat Victory and Loses the same. <-- Quoted from IF, Rudyard Kipling.(A nice poem it is!) I treat love and hatred the same... I won't hate one person, but I will hate one part of him or them that really brings misery to others life, thats just me :) Bear with it!

-And yes, I m always trying to 'act' friendly and I m SERIOUSLY not a very good speaker... so, if u r so perfect... ... ... lemme know, I wanna learn from u X) (Yeah rite XD) And I always think that GUYS and GIRLS can be good friend. It just seems that there r many inferior minded living being(who always though they went through a lot of stuff in life n mature enough to think that they know everything in this society) who is opposing this statement, directly, indirectly.

-Done. Have a good day ahead. :) Oyasumi nasai =)

-Updated this post on Sat.. XD Feels like I need more sleep man.

-Its rainy day today... n yup, I aint celebrating my birthday, thats all Xp

-Thx lots for all the wishes though, how I hope this doesn't only h

appen once in a year... XP

-Can I have a postponed celebration? How I wonder... :X

-Birthday wish? Happy everyday =)

60個讓你吃驚的小常識

2010-07-19T12:45:00.000+08:00

1.食了辣的東西，感覺就要被辣死了，就往嘴裏放上少許鹽，含一下，吐掉，漱下口，就不辣了；

2.牙齒黃，可以把花生嚼碎後含在嘴裏，並刷牙三分鐘，很有效；

3.若有小面積皮膚損傷或者燒傷、燙傷，抹上少許牙膏，可立即止血止痛；

4.經常裝茶的杯子裏面留下難看的茶漬，用牙膏洗之，非常乾淨；

5.仰頭點眼藥水時微微張嘴，這樣眼睛就不會亂眨了；

6.嘴裏有潰瘍，就用維生素C貼在潰瘍處，等它溶化後潰瘍基本就好了；

7.眼睛進了小灰塵，閉上眼睛用力咳嗽幾下，灰塵就會自己出來；

8.洗完臉後，用手指沾些細鹽在鼻頭兩側輕輕按摩，然後再用清水沖洗，黑頭和粉刺就會清除乾淨，毛孔也會變小；

9.剛剛被蚊咬完時，塗上肥皂就不會癢了；

10.如果喉朧、牙齦發炎了，在晚上把西瓜切成小塊，沾著鹽食，記得一定要是晚上，當時症狀就會減輕，第二天就好了；

11.吹風機對著標籤吹，等吹到商標的膠熱了，就可以很容易的把標籤撕下來；

12.旅行帶衣服時如果怕壓起褶皺，可以把每件衣服都捲成卷；

13.打打嗝時就喝點醋，立桿見影；

14.吃了有異味的東西，如大蒜、臭豆腐，吃幾顆花生米就好了；

15.治療咳嗽，特別是乾咳，晚上馴覺前用純芝麻香油煎雞蛋，油放稍多些，什麼調味料都不要放，趁熱吃過就去睡覺，連食幾天效果很明顯；

16.手腕較粗的MM想帶較細的手鐲，就不能硬帶，應把手上套上一個塑膠袋再帶上手鐲，非常好帶，也不會把手整親，取下也是同樣的方法；

17.栗子皮難剝，先把外殼剝掉，再把它放進微波爐轉一下，拿出後趁熱一搓，皮就掉了；

18.插花時，在水裏滴上一滴洗潔精，可以維持好多天；

19.把核桃放進鍋裏蒸十分鐘，取出放在涼水裏再砸開，就能取出完整的桃核仁了；

20.把蝦仁放進碗裏，加一點精鹽、食用鹼粉，用手抓搓一會兒後用清水浸泡，然後再用清水沖洗，即能使炒出的蝦仁透明如水晶，爽嫩可口；

21.炒肉時，先把肉用小蘇打水浸泡十幾分鐘，倒掉水，再入味，炒出來會很嫩滑；

22.將殘茶葉浸入水中數天後，澆在植物根部，可促進植物生長；

23.把殘茶葉曬乾，放到廁所或者溝渠裏燃熏，可消除惡臭，具有驅除蚊子蒼蠅的功能；

24.夾生飯重煮法：可用筷子在飯內扎些直通鍋底的孔，灑入少許黃酒重燜，

25.若只表面夾生，只要將表層翻到中間再燜即可；

26. 巧除紗窗油膩：將洗衣服、食煙剩下的煙頭一起放在水裏，待溶解後，拿來擦玻璃窗、紗窗，效果真不錯；

27.只要在珠寶盒中放上一節小小的粉筆，即可讓首飾常保光澤；

28.桌子、瓶子表面的不干膠痕跡用風油精可以擦拭；

29.出門時隨時在包裏帶一節小的干電芯，若裙子帶靜電，就把電芯的正極在裙子上面擦幾下即可去掉靜電；

30.不管是鞋子的哪個地方磨到了你的腳，你就在鞋子磨腳的地方塗一點點白酒，保證就不磨腳了；

31.烹調蔬菜時，如果必須要燙，燙好菜的水最好盡量利用。如做水餃的菜，燙好的水可適量放在肉餡裡，這樣既保證營養，又使水餃餡更味美；

32.夏天足部容易出汗，每天用淡鹽水泡腳可有效應對汗腳；

33.夏天游泳後曬曬太陽，可防肌膚勞損等疾病發生；

34.夏天枕頭易受潮滋生黴菌，時常曝曬枕芯有利健康；

35.多食薏米小豆粥等潮濕健脾，可防暑濕；

36.防失眠：睡前少講太多話，忌?{9}@茶，睡前勿太用腦，可用熱水加醋泡腳；

37.金銀花有疏散風濕功效，金銀花水煎取汁涼後與蜂蜜沖調可解暑；

38.吃過於肥膩的食物後飲茶，能刺激自律神經，促進脂肪代謝；

39.睡眠不足會變笨，一天需要睡眠八小時，有午睡習慣可延緩衰老；

40.雙手易變得乾燥粗糙，用醋泡手十分鐘可護膚；

41.夏天擦拭涼席，用滴加了花露水的清水擦拭涼席，可使涼席保持清爽潔淨。當然，擦拭時最好沿著涼席紋路進行，以便花露水滲透到涼席的紋路縫隙，這樣清涼舒適的感覺會更持久；

42.早餐多食番茄、檸檬酸等酸性蔬菜和生果，有益於養肝；

43.爽身止癢洗頭或沖涼時，在水中加五六滴花露水，能起到很好的清涼除菌、祛痱止癢作用；

44.葡萄含有睡眠輔助激素，常食有助睡眠；

45.夏天多飲番茄湯既可獲得養料，又能補充水分，番茄湯應燒好並冷卻後再飲，所含番茄紅素有一定的抗前列腺癌和保護心肌的功效，最適合於男子；吃酸性物質立即擦牙會損害牙齒健康；

46.因外傷碰破皮肉時，在傷處塗上牙膏進行消炎、止血，再包紮，作為臨時急救藥，以藥物牙膏效果最為顯著；

47.將白醋噴灑在菜板上，放上半小時後再洗，不但能殺菌，還能除味；

48.飲酸奶能解酒後煩躁，酸奶能保護胃黏膜、延緩酒精吸收，並且含鈣豐富，對緩解酒後煩躁尤其有效；

49.皮鞋皮包放久了發霉時，可用軟布蘸酒精加水（1 ：1）溶液擦拭即可；

50.發生頭痛、頭暈時，可在太陽穴塗上牙膏，因為牙膏含有薄荷腦、丁香油可鎮痛；

51.蠟燭冷凍二十四小時後，再插到生日蛋糕上，點燃時不會流下燭油；

52.白色衣褲洗後易泛黃，可取一盆清水，滴上二三滴藍墨水，將洗過的衣褲在浸泡一刻鐘，不必擰乾，就放在太陽下曬，即可潔白乾淨；

53.過多食用生蔥蒜會刺激腸胃，不利健康，最好加一點醋再食用；

54.及時補充水分但應少飲果汁、可樂、雪碧、汽水等飲料，含有較多的糖精和電解質，飲多了會對腸胃產生不良刺激，影響消化和食慾。因此夏天應多喝白開水或淡鹽（糖）水；

55.每天早晨用豆腐摩擦面部幾分鐘，堅持一個月，面部會變得很滋潤；

56.冷氣室內溫差不宜超過五度，即使天氣再熱，冷氣室內溫度也不宜到24度以下；

57.加酶洗衣粉劑放在溫水中需要較長的分解時間才能使洗衣效果更佳；

58.夏天，人的活動時間變長，出汗多，耗能過大，應適當多食雞、鴨、瘦肉、魚類、蛋類等營養食品，以滿足人體的代謝需要；

59.頭痛時把蘋果磨成泥狀塗在紗布上，貼在頭痛處，症狀可減輕；

60.皮包上有污漬，可以用棉花蘸風油精擦拭。

佛学66句

2010-06-27T13:51:00.002+08:00

I am actually some kind of free-thinker.. u know... those crappy philosophist? Yup... dats the kind of guy I am.. :/
But I must say that I learnt much from diff religion everyday~ And here is something to share~~

Note: Some actually sounds like Christian teaching... somehow. Well anyway... Even before I read this in the first place, some of these is actually what I always had in mind, especially no.16. (Read it folks!!! :D)
[I heard that Buddhism is not a religion, is a philosophical teaching of life. Hmm...]

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1.人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。

2.如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。

3.你永远要感谢给你逆境的众生。

4.你永远要宽恕众生，不论他有多坏，甚至他伤害过你，你一定要放下，才能得到真正的快乐。

5.当你快乐时，你要想这快乐不是永恒的。当你痛苦时，你要想这痛苦也不是永恒的。

6.今日的执著，会造成明日的后悔。

7.你可以拥有爱，但不要执著，因为分离是必然的。

8.不要浪费你的生命在你一定会后悔的地方上。

9.你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。

10.每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。

11.狂妄的人有救，自卑的人没有救，认识自己，降伏自己，改变自己，才能改变别人。

12.你不要一直不满人家，你应该一直检讨自己才对。不满人家，是苦了你自己。

13.一个人如果不能从内心去原谅别人，那他就永远不会心安理得。

14.心中装满着自己的看法与想法的人，永远听不见别人的心声。

15.毁灭人只要一句话，培植一个人却要千句话，请你多口下留情。

16.根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁？如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？

17.永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。

18.请你用慈悲心和温和的态度，把你的不满与委屈说出来，别人就容易接受。

19.同样的瓶子，你为什么要装毒药呢？同样的心里，你为什么要充满着烦恼呢？

20.得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

21.活着一天，就是有福气，就该珍惜。当我哭泣我没有鞋子穿的时候，我发现有人却没有脚。

22.多一分心力去注意别人，就少一分心力反省自己，你懂吗？

23.憎恨别人对自己是一种很大的损失。

24.每一个人都拥有生命，但并非每个人都懂得生命，乃至于珍惜生命。不了解生命的人，生命对他来说，是一种惩罚。

25.情执是苦恼的原因，放下情执，你才能得到自在

26.不要太肯定自己的看法，这样子比较少后悔。

27.当你对自己诚实的时候，世界上没有人能够欺骗得了你。

28.用伤害别人的手段来掩饰自己缺点的人，是可耻的。

29.默默的关怀与祝福别人，那是一种无形的布施。

30.不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。

31.要了解一个人，只需要看他的出发点与目的地是否相同，就可以知道他是否真心的。

32.人生的真理，只是藏在平淡无味之中。

33.不洗澡的人，硬擦香水是不会香的。名声与尊贵，是来自于真才实学的。有德自然香。

34.时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

35.你硬要把单纯的事情看得很严重，那样子你会很痛苦。

36.永远扭曲别人善意的人，无药可救。

37.说一句谎话，要编造十句谎话来弥补，何苦呢？

38.白白的过一天，无所事事，就像犯了窃盗罪一样

39.广结众缘，就是不要去伤害任何一个人。

40.沉默是毁谤最好的答覆。

41.对人恭敬，就是在庄严你自己。

42.拥有一颗无私的爱心，便拥有了一切。

43.来是偶然的，走是必然的。所以你必须，随缘不变，不变随缘。

44.慈悲是你最好的武器。

45.只要面对现实，你才能超越现实。

46.良心是每一个人最公正的审判官，你骗得了别人，却永远骗不了你自己的良心。

47.不懂得自爱的人，是没有能力去爱别人的。

48.有时候我们要冷静问问自已，我们在追求什么？我们活着为了什么？

49.不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。

50.感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。

51.凡是能站在别人的角度为他人着想，这个就是慈悲。

52.说话不要有攻击性，不要有杀伤力，不夸已能，不扬人恶，自然能化敌为友。

53.诚实的面对你内心的矛盾和污点，不要欺骗你自己。

54.因果不曾亏欠过我们什么，所以请不要抱怨。

55.大多数的人一辈子只做了三件事；自欺、欺人、被人欺。

56.心是最大的骗子，别人能骗你一时，而它却会骗你一辈子

57.只要自觉心安，东西南北都好。如有一人未度，切莫自己逃了。

58.当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已

59.如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

60.你有你的生命观，我有我的生命观，我不干涉你。只要我能，我就感化你。如果不能，那我就认命。

61.你希望掌握永恒，那你必须控制现在。

62.恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。

63.别人可以违背因果，别人可以害我们，打我们，毁谤我们。可是我们不能因此而憎恨别人，为什么？我们一定要保有一颗完整的本性和一颗清净的心。

64.如果一个人没有苦难的感受，就不容易对他人给予同情。你要学救苦救难的精神，就得先受苦受难。

65.世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。

66.虽然我们不能改变周遭的世界，我们就只好改变自己，用慈悲心和智慧心来面对这一切。

JUNE 2010 XD

2010-06-20T23:37:00.004+08:00

Simple title... crappy post.

Had my first ever ACCA examination, TOUGH.

Understood why ACCA can make someone obtain a degree so fast(about 1.5 years), because one subject is equivalent to about 3 subject of typical degree course. ><

Many thing to worry for my next sem. 20 credit hour or 30?? Thinking hard what to do now...
Staying at hostel is only an option available for another 4 more months or so..Don't even know

how am I gonna survive for next sem... probs, more n more... = =

Holiday for now.. Planned to:

- watch movie

- learn piano

- slack off

- think deep

- sport

- many more(but I forgot lar.. :/ My head is stuffed with many things..)

STRESSSSSS

Found out that life is more precious than what everyone thinks.... A friend to my friend... he n his family got into accident.. and then... ... it's on the newspaper...
Struggle crazily for study, still? Or enjoy life more??

Either way... I m myself, I m not someone who would do something just for the enjoyment of myself(unless its learning something new? :D), gotta always improve oneself~

Hope everyone appreciate everything around them, always. =)

(This is how hatred looks like.. how ironic~ how common it is..)

-苏格拉底爱情论-

2010-05-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

有一天，柏拉图问苏格拉底：

什麽是爱情？

苏格拉底说：我请你穿越这片稻田，去摘一株最大最金黄的麦穗回来，但是有个规则：你不能走回头路，而且你只能摘一次。

於是柏拉图去做了。许久之后，他却空著双手回来了。

苏格拉底问他怎麽空手回来了？

柏拉图说道：当我走在田间的时候，曾看到过几株特别大特别灿烂的麦穗，可是，我总想著前面也许会有更大更好的，於是就没有摘；但是，我继续走的时候，看到的麦穗，总觉得还不如先前看到的好，所以我最后什麽都没有摘到。。。

苏格拉底意味深长地说：这，就是爱情。

又一天，柏拉图问苏格拉底：

什麽是婚姻？

苏格拉底说：我请你穿越这片树林，去砍一棵最粗最结实的树回来好放在屋子里做圣诞树，但是有个规则：你不能走回头路，而且你只能砍一次。

於是柏拉图去做了。许久之后，他带了一棵并不算最高大粗壮却也不算赖的树回来了。

苏格拉底问他怎麽只砍了这样一棵树回来？

柏拉图说道：当我穿越树林的时候，看到过几棵非常好的树，这次，我吸取了上次摘麦穗的教训，看到这棵树还不错，就选它了，我怕我不选它，就又会错过了砍树的机会而空手而归，尽管它并不是我碰见的最棒的一棵。

这时，苏格拉底意味深长地说：这，就是婚姻。

还有一次，柏拉图问苏格拉底：

什麽是幸福？

苏格拉底说：我请你穿越这片田野，去摘一朵最美丽的花，但是有个规则：你不能走回头路，而且你只能摘一次。

於是柏拉图去做了。许久之后，他捧著一朵比较美丽的花回来了。

苏格拉底问他：这就是最美丽的花了？

柏拉图说道：当我穿越田野的时候，我看到了这朵美丽的花，我就摘下了它，并认定了它是最美丽的，而且，当我后来又看见很多很美丽的花的时候，我依然坚持著我这朵最美的信念而不再动摇。所以我把最美丽的花摘来了。

这时，苏格拉底意味深长地说：这，就是幸福。

柏拉图又有一天又问老师苏格拉底

什么是外遇?

苏格拉底还是叫他到树林走一次

可以来回走

在途中要取一支最好看的花

柏拉图又充满信心地出去

两个小时之后，他精神抖擞地带回了一支颜色艳丽但稍稍焉掉的花，

苏格拉底问他：“这就是最好的花吗？”

柏拉图回答老师：

“我找了两小时，发觉这是最盛开最美丽的花，但我采下带回来的路上，它就逐渐枯萎下来”

这时，苏格拉底告诉他：

“那就是外遇”

又有一天又问老师苏格拉底

什么是生活?

苏格拉底还是叫他到树林走一次

可以来回走

在途中要取一支最好看的花

柏拉图有了以前的教训

又充满信心地出去

过了三天三夜，他也没有回来。

苏格拉底只好走进树林里去找他，最后发现柏拉图已在树林里安营扎寨。

苏格拉底问他：“你找着最好看的花么？”

柏拉图指着边上的一朵花说：“这就是最好看的花吗。”

苏格拉底问：“为什么不把它带出去呢？”

柏拉图回答老师：

“我如果把它摘下来，它马上就枯萎。即使我不摘它，它也迟早会枯。所以我就在它还盛开的时候，住在它边上。等它凋谢的时候，再找下一朵。这已经是我找着的第二朵最好看的花。”

这时，苏格拉底告诉他：

“你已经懂得生活的真谛了”

Note:

- 苏格拉底, Greek philosopher Socrates.

- 柏拉，Platos.

- Sorry that I couldn't find English ver one, but this article is just Great~ :)

Favorite Quotations

2010-05-10T18:33:00.002+08:00

I just share some nice facebook pages here.. So, its time to share some favorite quotations that I shared on facebook.... 'like' by many..

I shared 20 facebook pages, so now I will put 20 nice quote here :)

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Why do we live? To see what lies ahead tomorrow! Whats the purpose to live? To oversee a better tomorrow that we all desire! Why do we change!? So that we can face our future!!
-Gundam

No matter how dark the night, morning always comes, and our journey begins anew.
-Lulu, Final Fantasy

Even if things didn't turn out the way you wanted them to, you simply have to accept them and move on. Understand?
-George, Suikoden

Human dreams of traveling in the speed of light, but they themselves can't even comprehend the speed of life.
-Song Leong

If it's not found out, a lie becomes the truth.
-Rowd, Suikoden

Don't say 'NO' to Problem. Say 'No Problem'.
-Song Leong

Every lie contains the truth, and every truth contains a lie...
-Shu, Suikoden

People always do crazy things, when they are in love.
-Meg, Hercules

The people and the friends that we have lost, or the dreams that have faded... Never forget them.
-Yuna, Final Fantasy

Hero doesn't complain much, he either change the world, or he changed for the world.
-Song Leong

Remember, life may lead you where you least expected, but have faith that you are exactly where you meant to be.
-Snow buddies

Only those who try will become.
-Kimahri, Final Fantasy

Whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you stronger.

Outside the dream world, life can be harsh, even cruel, but it is life.
-Auron, Final Fantasy

Memories are nice, but that's all they are.
-Rikku, FF

Apology is running. Yuna never run away.
-Kimahri, FF

信心，毅力，勇气三者具备，则天下没有做不成的事。
-静思语

不要因为失去而哭，应该为曾经拥有而笑。
-法证先锋II

男人不该让女人流泪；女人不该让男人太累。
-松良

要开心？容易。　要伤心？容易。　要装作不在乎？不难。。。只是很伤。。
-松良

Facebook page

2010-05-08T18:18:00.005+08:00

Sharing some of the facebook page title that is worth sharing~ =)
Its bits and pieces of small things in our life that is sounds kinda true when they put it in words... study, love, n other stuff..

P.S: I didn't join/like these pages anyway... just thought it might be a good idea to share~ :)

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-facebook pages-
"A pretty face catches your eye but a pretty personality catches your heart."

"When I was a kid, I used to pop the little plastic bags in the supermarket."

"I like people who actually make an effort to keep a conversation alive."

"Not knowing what to text back, but not wanting the conversation to end."

"I Can Do It Perfectly, Until, I Try Showing Someone.Then I Can't Do It."

"I don't believe in 30 minute power naps. When I nap, I'm out for hours"

"talking to that one person and then suddenly everything is better (:"

"Yes my status is about you, I was just hoping you got the hint."

"THE FIRST TIME I MET U I DIDNT THINK I WOULD FALL IN LUV WITH YOU,BUT I DID"

"I'm not gonna cry, i'm not gonna cry! "are you okay?" Damn it..*tears*"

"Better to know and be disappointed, than to never know and always wonder."

"IN CLASS.Can't seem to stay AWAKE...CLASS DISMISSED. Sudden BURST OF ENERGY."

"No matter how close exams are..we still have time for faceboook!"

"I hate ppl who says they did not study yet they are studying crazily behind"

'When You Make No Sense At All , But Your Best Friend Completely Understands"

"During an exam, I add up all the possible marks I might get, to feel better"

"I need to get off of facebook and put my face IN A BOOK."

"Friday,last period,2 minutes to go till the bell rings...Best feeling ever"

"Ok im gonna study now...(3 hours later) ok.. im gonna study NOW.."

"WHEN STUDYING, I USUALLY COUNT THE PAGES LEFT..."

Dark April - Lights of Hope

2010-04-02T20:15:00.000+08:00

Song leong is in a relationship.

24 likes, 28 comment.
40+ people, 8 who don't believe, 12 where asking who.
Some who wanna whack me, majority cares and congrates me, a lot of support, and a never-seen-before facebook comment in my history.

El Leo is in a relationship.
note: El Leo is my facebook name nia, nothing to do with my real name whatsoever.
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It doesn't even starts as a typical April Fool Joke, but somehow it turns out to be something else...
My day here hasn't been a good one, having my resolution shaken, losing motivation... it's definitely a bad one for me.... but now knowing that so many people that are actually caring for me.... Really, Thanks a lot. :)

I found myself to be in more of a lousy and blur mode lately... I lost my water bottle, then umbrella, then my friend's file, then my own note, and now... I even lost my card holder. I somehow feels like, if things keep going like this.. I am gonna soon lost everything, including my friend.

Pursuing for ACCA, the intensive tuition class at Sunway here doesn't really please me. My coursemate for this sem is definitely of two extreme --> Over-relax type, and the over-study type.
When I started to do bad for my law paper, my lecturer started to lecturing about why should we even bother to take ACCA, she said its typical Malaysian mindset for youngster to study as much as they can and get a degree before we start to do anything else, which is.... logically, pointless. YES, that is what I am doing now.... Taking a course just for the sake of being a professional in the future earning money and thats it, wasting life following the trend of typical Malaysian.

Get back into the topic, my card holder... my student card and ACCA card were in there. And reapplying it will really takes a lot of time and losing it definitely cause me lots of trouble. Then there was this idea flowing through my mind: Maybe I should just stop here, the world is telling me to stop, stop thinking that I can do this, stop trying to planning for all these unnecessary thing, maybe its just time to get myself to work and start doing what I like.
The lecturer were right in a sense that, we never know when our life will end? We don't really care, and keep on assuming that there is still A LOOONG WAY TO GO in our life... because we haven't really lost some precious friend there... Malaysian mentality.

Some of my coursemate never stops complaining... and yes, I m not the type who likes to complain much when complaining will never help to solve my prob. So whats wrong with this world now? You are not the only one who is in trouble! And for some other... you like enjoying your life so much after all this so-called ordeal: exams!? So sing-k or movie afterward!? I'll do the same, most likely.. but what about others!?
Yes, I hate this cycle... when humans complain non-stop and started to be ignorant of others after their own problem disappear...
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For those who wanna beat me up nicely for this prank.... think of this properly...
I am really thankful to see that when facebook addicter starts to worry about their love problem everyday... there's still so many people actually cared about someone's relationship status.
(Okay, maybe some is shouting in front of their com, Song Leong is not gonna last long with this XXX)

But, thank you, and that really gets me up to the beat of life.
Hope everyone will really appreciate things around them.

FOR those who are in a relationship, never forgot to care for your other half. Sometimes one gets lonely and another one gets annoyed. If u do not care for your partner when he/she is at his/her down side, then you simply don't deserve him at his best.

FOR those who are in a relationship PROBLEM, why the heck do you two even bother to become couples rather than friend? Treat them just like how you treat other friend, that is what gets you both started. You two started to have argument when you want the others to be perfect. There is no perfect lovers nor perfect couples. But... perfect friends might become lovers. XD

FOR those who seemingly found his/her other half, go for it! The fact that you are waiting can only means two thing: 1. You don't really like him/her. In this case, let go, pls, you are a jerk, accept it, and stop being one. OR 2. You are just simply waiting, waiting can only means, you are trying to escape. YOU CAN NEVER ESCAPE. If it is meant to be happen, it WILL happen.

FOR those who is still hurt... get yourself recovered! You are still breathing, that is more than enough. Now treat yourself better... then others will learn how to treat you good. :)

and FOR those who is still single... I have no advice nor suggestion here. Just two words: Same here. Aihz…

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Casslyn: You dog... its a April Fool joke... and you're suppose to send me postcard with leng nui's... XD (The important part is the postcard, not the leng nui :X)

Shey Man: After study, then love comes next, just be prepared bah... tomorrow will always be a better day :)

Ern Chee: Haha... thx ya XD If really got then sure tell u all ji mui 1st one mah :P

Chui Mei: With erm.... a lot leh... first law paper dump me, den now my card holder oso dump me... sat luen jorrr :(

Nip: Dono.... :( Lack of love luck perhaps? ><

SusanChin: Ok... now I admit it... that... its April Fool prank :X (pitylar ur jr so lonely ni!)

YitAn: Hehe... but be honest, I still love.... classical musics! :D How bout ur Romeo? :P

JunKang: I bukannya UUM nor Sunway leng zai... I m in the lonely group :( Have to accept this cruel fact >.<

KahMan, Sprite: Erm... yea, someone you know... someone you know(SongLeong) just prank-ed you. :P

MengHung, KinLeong: Aihz... sifu u wan then hit me bah.. One year 365 days on April Fool ny I can put this status... cukup cham dah.. Appreciate ur other half lar(to KinLeong oso)...

IngTing: Thx ya... :) Just believe in hope and everyday will always be a better day k? :D (Better than those single one de lorr...)

ShirleyWong: Thx alot!!! Really gam dong lar u said that.. If got nice girl then I let u 'guo mu' 1st okay? ^^

XiaoYue, ManKhang, SiewSin, Satthia, Desmond: Thx ya hehe... say.... how come u ppl still single pulak? @.@

MandyLiow: Thx o~ wish u n ur dear always happy ya ;) (always sweet till make me jealous....)

Kent, AnneYap, SinLing, Aries, Lawrence: Tahu tak ape... just never ingat that so many ppl actually believe me... so gam dong :')

-Lessons of Life-

2010-03-01T18:01:00.004+08:00

Woots… 旺旺牛年过了啦~ 新年来咯。。。这次的威虎年比起要过2010新年的到来时感觉学习了更多东西，成熟了些。。。 ^^v

而且这次的新年还过得蛮不错的呢~ =) 照片嘛？？ Facebook我慢慢放咯`。。 :P

这次就把学到的东西分享分享下吧~！ J

P.S: 很多都是从不同地方学回来的。。希望读了能让大家获益良多吧~ ^^

爱

如果我们之间有1000步的距离，你只要跨出第1步，我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步。

- 爱，无论是亲情或情侣之间的爱，就算是冷漠了。。。如果没人踏出第一步，你就永远都不知道其余的999步应该向哪个方向走。。

- “向外跨出一步”只是开始而已，和心仪的人约会中的感觉才是最重要的，你必须相信自己的直觉，所谓恋爱的机会要靠自己去开创。

爱，要及时。

- 时间不等人。。。爱，也未必会等。所以不要浪费青春，把握身边的每个人和事，珍惜身边的家人和朋友。爱，其实就在身边。。

- 爱一个人的时候，会觉得所有人都可爱；恨一个人的时候，则以为所有人都很可恨。爱是如此盲目，我们明明只是爱了某一个，只恨过某一个。不用扩大你的爱，因为你爱的那人，希望你眼中只有他。不要扩大你的恨，因为还有更多幸福的机会在前方的路上等待和你相遇。

有时候，不是对方不在乎你，而是你把对方看得太重。

- 不要把事情复杂化，爱情，一开始不就是在这复杂的世界上最简单纯真的东西吗？

- 这就是年轻人的爱情。。。如此盲目，如此忘我地把现实遗忘了。。

- 人不是有了爱情，万难既不存在，很多事情都可能变爱情的难关。

为你的难过而快乐的，是敌人；为你的快乐而快乐的，是朋友；为你的难过而难过的，就是那些，该放进心里的人。

- 珍惜身边这些朋友，这些值得珍惜的每个人吧~！

没有一百分的另一半，只有五十分的两个人。

- 世界上是没有完美的人，有的只是肯为你改变，肯等你改变，肯珍惜你，也值得你去珍惜的人。。

爱情上没有适不适合，只有珍惜和不珍惜。

- 很多情侣刚认识或拍拖时，就会一直比较对方，觉得双方很适合；久了，会觉得其实双方一开始（或慢慢地）就不适合了。。。其实，世上没有真正完全适合的情侣，只有完全珍惜对方的情侣。

- 爱情上是没有适合或不适合的，只有珍惜，和不珍惜。会珍惜你的人，是值得你去珍惜的人。不珍惜你的人，是不值得你去珍惜的人。

- 最适合的人，不一定会珍惜你；可是会一直珍惜你的人，就一定是最适合的人。

生活

爱，无所不在。

- 信不信，很多人看了我以上的主题后，都认为爱。。很难得到。其实，父母可以给的爱，也是爱。所以请珍惜家人，别忘了他们。

- 而朋友之间的友爱，其实才是能够维持最久的爱。。从前的好友，去了哪里了？

- 很多人认为爱就是痛苦。。。其实，这是不对的。寂寞是一种痛，拒绝是一种痛，失去是一种痛，妒忌也是一种痛。只是我们都把这些东西和爱情混乱了。。实际上，爱情，是世上唯一能够把这些痛苦包容，再次带给我们希望和快乐的东西。

真正的好朋友，并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题；而是在一起，就算不说话，也不会感到尴尬。

- 真正的好友，就算很久不见，见面了也不会觉得尴尬；就算很久不见，也不会忘记对方。

如果仇恨是一种力量，爱就是比仇恨还厉害的力量；而包容，却是比爱还来得更厉害的一种力量。

- 学会包容别人的错误，是一种成长。

- 原谅，是世上一个很伟大的力量。

- 我们从出世以来生不带来任何东西，死也不带走任何财富。所以物质不是最重要的。。。想想，这样的话，那又何必去记别人的过错，何不原谅他人，让世界更美丽。。

世界上是最恐怖的，是人。

- 如果鬼很可怕，那么最可怕的不是幽魂鬼，而是懒惰鬼！；如果魔比鬼更恐怖，那么最恐怖的不是色魔，而是病魔！；如果鬼和魔都一样可怕。。。其实，人，才是最恐怖的。。

朋友就是把你看透了，还能喜欢你的人

- 真正的朋友，不是因为你是什么人而选择你的朋友，而是因为你是你，而继续跟你做朋友的人。

- 世上没有完美的人，也没有完美的朋友。所以无论你多么的讨人厌，能够包容你，继续跟你做朋友的人，才是真正的朋友。

- 在你低潮时不肯帮你的人，不值得你成功的时候去记得他。。

世无完美

- 外表看起来美丽的人，内心不一定也是美的。。内心美丽的人，外表也会越看越顺眼。。。内在美，才最美。

- 身有残缺的人，我们同情，我们了解，我们包容。我们一直以为我们都很有学问，我们都是好人，可是。。。我们都不是。因为我们只看外表，不看内在。身边的人，说冷笑话的，讲话不经过大脑的，不会讲话的人，我们都不喜欢，可是其实，又有谁是天生要惹人讨厌的呢？其实他们要的只是一点点的焦点，他们的残缺，就是不善于沟通，不善于讲话，而我们这种不谅解他们，不包容他们的人，才是有最大残缺的人—〉心里残缺。

- 世上没有完美情人，完美朋友。可是当你可以接受所有的不完美时。。。此时世界就会变得完美了。。

Life... a changing weather

2010-02-24T01:14:00.004+08:00

Life... is just like weather huh.. always remain as a mystery... and unexpected by many..sometimes we like sunny sky~ sometimes we do enjoy rain... there r up n downs of life ofcoz.... each with memoriable story to tell....

Here I got some nice photo to share around... did anyone ever wonder how does the sky looks like when it is going to rain?? Well I got 2 photo here taken at diff time, diff place, but both are JUST around the time when it is GOING TO RAIN.. Enjoy this pic~ :D

the rain coming from the left side is like a tornado thingy forming a mist lol..

the rain coming from the right side... and the horizon of the darky cloud is very obvious.

And something extra to share with everyone~! ^^
Who says that true love don't exist? There is no such thing as being compatible... true love overcomes Everything.... well except this time it is not human that shows us a good example here XD

Back in my hometown Kuantan... OBSERVE... there is this WHITE chicken here with the BLACK hen.. for almost everyday this white chicken will wait around(or under) this tree until the BLACK hen comes to meet this Whitey~
The BLACK hen doesnt comes out that often but still... this chicken nvr seems to be tired of waiting... impressive! :D

thats all to share this time... Do enjoy ppl! =)
Happy Tiger WooHoo year...... HUAT arrr.... XD

Life is more than a passing wind... its a squalling rain that comes with storm and ends with rainbow~

Another way to understand myself? :X

2010-02-21T04:00:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Divine Snapshot

2010-02-07T16:33:00.004+08:00

A little girl walked to and from school daily. One morning, the sky looked threatening as clouds gathered. Still, she made her daily trek to the elementary school.

As the afternoon progressed, the winds whipped up, along with thunder and lightning. The little girl's mother worried that she would be afraid to walk home alone and that the impending storm might harm her. So she quickly drove to her child's school.

As she rounded a corner, she saw the girl walking home. But with each flash of lightning, the child would stop, look up and smile. One flash followed another and each time, without a care, she looked straight at the streak of light and smiled.

As the mother pulled up beside the girl, she called out to her: "What are you doing? Why do you keep stopping?"

"I am trying to look pretty as God takes my picture."

May God bless you today as you face the storms that come your way. And don't forget to SMILE!

- From: A certain magazine, and a certain blog. :D

-Ans this: The Most Important Part of the body-

2010-01-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

My mother used to ask me what is the most important part of the body? Through the years I would take a guess at what I thought was the correct Answer.

When I was younger, I thought sound was very important to us as humans, so I said, 'My ears, Mommy.'

She said, 'No. Many people are deaf. But you keep thinking about it and I will ask you again soon.'

Several years passed before she asked me again. Since making my first attempt, I had contemplated the correct answer.

So this time I told her, 'Mommy, sight is very important to everybody, so it must be our eyes.'

She looked at me and told me, 'You are learning fast, but the answer is not correct because there are many people who are blind.'

Stumped again, I continued my quest for knowledge and over the years,

Mother asked me a couple more times and always her answer was, 'No. But you are getting smarter every year, my child.'

Then one year, my grandfather died. Everybody was hurt. Everybody was crying. Even my father cried.

I remember that especially because it was only the second time I saw him cry.

My Mom looked at me when it was our turn to say our final good-bye to my Grandfather.

She asked me, 'Do you know the most important body part yet, my dear?'

I was shocked when she asked me this now. I always thought this was a game between her and me.

She saw the confusion on my face and told me, 'This question is very important. It shows that you have really lived in your life. For every body part you gave me in the past, I have told you were wrong and I have given
you an example why.

But today is the day you need to learn this important lesson. 'She looked down at me as only a mother can. I saw her eyes well up with tears. She said, 'My dear, the most important body part is your shoulder.'

I asked, 'Is it because it holds up my head?'

She replied, 'No, it is because it can hold the head of a friend or a loved one when they cry. Everybody needs a shoulder to cry on sometime in life, my dear. I only hope that you have enough love and friends that you will always have a shoulder to cry on when you need it.'

Then and there I knew the most important body part is not a selfish one. It is made for others and not for yourself. It is sympathetic to the pain of others.

People will forget what you said. People will forget what you did . But people will NEVER forget how you made them feel.

The origination of this letter is unknown, but it brings a blessing to everyone who passes it on.

Good friends are like stars...You don't always see them, but you always know they are there.

Share this with a friend, I just did..

P.S: I thought the most important part is our heart.... not brain. Coz life is important, how we view it n how we live our life is equally important too.. But it seems like... that wasnt the correct ans lol...
Learnt a new lesson. :)

-Enigma: Blissfulness-

2010-01-17T00:24:00.003+08:00

Loveless:
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return.

Blissfulness:
Belief, Condemn, Salvation, Hatred, Joy,
Regression, Faith, Hesitation, Oblivious, Absolution
Human knows none but says so
When the reality crush fantasy

War, Power, Poverty, Starvation, Politic,
Economy, Disease, Anarchism, Rights, Freedom
What is that the world seeks of?
A reversing state of evolution has begun

Hope dies, dream flies
but we are still alive.

And so we fight, with all our might
Free like a kite, again we set sight
As we fly, soaring high
We do the right, and no more should die

Eternal darkness is only the prelude to the sky of light
Travel in Chronos and we will see the future shine with bright!

-X'mas-

2009-12-27T00:26:00.003+08:00

Be merry and be happy~ sharing time ppl! ^^

White x'mas with Blue Star~ ^^

Typical nice x'mas tree~

White X'mas fever @ The Garden =)

Like the white color butterfly on the x'mas tree~ :)

Shiny x'mas tree @ Sunway

Home decorated x'mas tree... ^^

X'mas fever @ Pavillion

The Grand x'mas walkway @ Pavillion~ ^^

第一次被‘点’到？ @@

2009-12-23T00:58:00.004+08:00

1. 被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
2. 请老实回答每一个问题。
3. 不得擅自涂改题目。
4. 写完后请点8位小朋友，不可不点。
5. 点完后请通知那8位小朋友他被点到了。
6. 那8位小朋友填完问卷，必须把问卷寄回给你问卷的人

幸福套餐 No.1
1）你的绰号: Sifu (最新的，因UPM K5托的福而有的名。)
2）年龄：19
3）生日：7月31日
4）星座：狮子
5）兴趣：睡觉，运动，和朋友玩！！！（看完什么啦~）
6）专长：骗人说自己很厉害其实什么都不会。 XD

幸福套餐No.2
1）你有没有喜欢的人？：有，很多下。。。（尤其是自己。。 =.=）
2）是否现在在交往？：—
3）现在幸福不？：50-50
4）如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事情？：不懂。。。改变世界？
5）如果有天，你爱的人和你告白的话？：不懂。。看情况？ :X

幸福套餐No.3
1）点你的人是？: 扯铃（aka 纸0） :P
2）他是你的？：coursemate 兼好友 ^^
3）他的个性？：友善又nice
4）认识他多久？：半年酱咯。。
5）你觉得他怎样？：想想。。。很乖巧和有善心的一个好女生~ =）
6）你想对他说什?: 得空去玩！ XP

幸福套餐No.4
1）最爱的节目: 蛮多的。。。暂时想不起。。。
2）最爱的音乐: 好听的咯。。。不管是古典还是现代的都好~
3）最爱的季节: 春天~
4）最爱的卡通：你问卡通王？？omg不懂咧。。。幼稚的人是很难回答的。。。Phineas n Ferb,Pokemon, Teen Titas, Ben 10, Code Geass, Law Of Ueki, Death Note, Shaun the Sheep... ... =.=
5）最爱的人：hmm... 不懂，还小。。
6）最爱的颜色：蓝色吧。。。代表冷静和和平。
7）最爱的国家：日本？想去哪里看看。。。
8）最爱的天气：风和日丽（+点点云~），漫天星光~

幸福套餐No.5
1）如果上天给你三个愿望：
第1：世界和平点。。。人们健康点，知足点，开心点~
第2：可以过着成功，幸福，又美满的生活~ ^^v
第3：上天顺便也给其他人三个愿望，可是是给不会滥用和懂得知足的人。。让他们能够更接近幸福与快乐！ =）
2）你是很专一的人吗？：算是吧。。生活不用太贪心。。对于‘贪新忘旧’来说，‘贪新’是人的本性，可是‘忘旧’是。。。很不好的事！我到现在房间的bear bear还是一样的！100/100专一！ XD
3）最深刻的回忆？：我还活着。。。可是世界没改。。
4）你是个很有信心的人吗？: 不是吧...
5）你很爱微笑吗？：很爱，无论是什么心情，就算是悲伤痛苦时，都要拿出微笑面对大家。。
6）如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗？：如果是值得的事，放弃生活或生命又如何？
7）妄想什么样的生活？：甜蜜，幸福，又快乐的生活~
8）是否横刀夺爱才是爱？: 不。如果要夺，用原子弹就行了，不用横刀。可是，真心是无比的！！ @.@

我点>>>>
UPM:
Desmond
Chee Huei
Sally
Others:
KiaKia
Elisa
Choon Hong
Shey Man
Tun Seng (B-Zone XD)

Blogspot SUX

2009-12-07T02:15:00.003+08:00

The Title explains all... I actually spend 3 hours writing a wonderful update of my life when I forget that.... If I put 'too much' colour into my post, blogspot will get haywire and taadaa.... My blog post is SO RUINED. So... lets just skip everything... paiseh, blame blogspot, not me. :X

Perspective of life, of many..

2009-10-31T19:21:00.006+08:00

It would be really rare for me to write so little thingy in my blog to update it... but for now, guess whats happening? Its raining outside, I am stuck at the foyer of my Uni BUT I am very cool with it =)

The hostel's internet line has once again proved its 'amazing-ness' by malfunctioning again ytd... =.= I am using my uni's very cool wireless line here to online and to update my blog since I am stucked here w/o my umbrella and ofcoz, with no better things to do :P

Yes, I know that I am suppose to study, in fact I wanted to... kinda. :X
Well well, these days, the complains of humanoids never stops... kids complaint bout school and teachers, coursemate complaint bout study and exams, friends complaint bout life and love, and some other people are just as usual, complaint bout family and friends... Dono why... I REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE AGREE-ing to them... C'mon, we r grown up already, whats the use of bragging n complaining if it doesnt help to solve any prob?
I wun say things like 'get a life' or 'screw you'... but instead, why don't we just gambateh together and fill our ordeal-ful path of life with laugh n joy? :D

One things that I must say, to all my friends... Who taught me the very valuable lessons of how to laugh n enjoy life... My gf(girl+friend ya, yes You r included, guys stay away), close fren, bff fren(watever), coursemate, classmate, of current one or of previous one... thx~! =)
Eustress helps... so, I suggest we learn how to improve our EQ and always remember to hang out with friends Especially old friends not just for chit-chatting or Karaoke-ing... but to talk bout life, heart to heart, scold them... and Force them to move on to their life.
Gambateh to ALL! :D

All these shall pass... Everything will come to an end, and whatever we do, it will be history.
But in other thought, whatever we do now, is it what we expected a few years back?
A very fun thing to do is that, keep cool and calm urself down, try to meditate(or whatever dat suits u) and think of urself few years back... while u r still in school... okay... heres the part:
-You are now in school, talking to friends.
-You tell ur frens what u gonna do wen u grow up/enter uni
-remember what u said n don't forget!
-slap urself in the face n wake up, come back to this world of reality.
-Okay, ur expection vs. reality. If u aren't doing wat u suppose to, do it now!
Hope this kind of motivation things works for all :)
Anyway, I m still stuck here and doesnt seems to be able to reach anywhr from here... (plus its still raining and I haven't take my dinner)so, I am not gonna study yet n cont with my blogging XD

As for now... maybe its better to let the pic do the talking part :P

A nice and simple view from my hostel condo, here u can see Sunway Lagoon and if u happend to see KL's tower and Petronas Twin Tower at the far middle there... You are Good~

Well, on the road to get my scholarship that day... I must say, they done a pretty good job in this 'road sign' guide...

Yup this is my class, not too much of classmate for now... But good thing that we know each other... U can see ppl eating, chatting, mp3/music-ing, thinking, studying, discussing... and ofcoz, taking photo-ing...(refer to me who took this pic.. XD)

The Journey of one too many...

2009-10-13T13:47:00.005+08:00

Ignores the title, that came from random vocab n inspiration by me.

Well well, it aint bad at all to have a stable line(for now) and some free time to really update my blog after all these while... :D

So... Starts from UPM. June --> Sept
The orientation week was sux, seriously. But everything gots its pro n cons rite? Thats when I know n meet a lot of ppl, especially those that I m close with now... ^^
Too many to mention, K5 pepole, u know who u are~ (As if u r reading this duh? :/)

Hmm... my first ever kai mui, Shik Wei, n followed by her twin sister Shik Mei. A very lovely, nice n sweet sister they are. Shik Mei's bf r kinda cuteee n friendly, but too bad that Ah Wei is still single? Dun worry u'll find one... ^^v
Thx to them too now I know Chui Mei, a very easy going girl in UM, very active n unique... what else to say? Studious!
Desmond, whenever I m near Serumpun corner, he'll be there... always had a great time chitchatting n chui sui-ing... :P Not forget to mention bout Chin Seng n his very 'updated' sense of fashion... + his very typical style of gesture and the way he talks.. XD
For my TITAS(Tamdun Islam dan Tamadun ASia) groupmates, congrates I must say!!! yay! ^^ Although we havent really know what kind of mark we get for our assignment, it was great having our assignment completed, the one that compiled with an extremely big stack of papers, hardwork, n effort. Credit goes to all, except for me :P Karen, Ah Ying, Liyana, and groupleader Ivy.
Its always great to know more n more people and ofcoz, those who didnt keep in touch... dun blame me! >.< As for K5-er, they arent reading this. But its been really fun knowing them all. Including everyone of the 2nd batch intake.
Economy course:
All guys are always busy with something, sometime while I on9 at the fac's lab, I found the other guy happends to be on9-ing at the library... typical, everyone likes to on9? :/
My roomates r kinda easy going, or maybe the term of 'high toleration' will suits him better. Well for now, he got his 'da gei' gang dy... so he wun be too bored w/o me, I hope. :-P
As for others, u know u r great. Sky, know for long, too much to say, just dun make too many gals fall for u, nuff said. Williams, haha u r still the same ol' William that nvr changes, whrs ur bicycle? still with proper tyre? Chee Hoe, chill, u r doing ur best already, stay cool.. Xian Jian, courseking u know u r great, gimme a kal n I wun dare not to ans the "King's" call :XX
Too much to mention, too many ppl to say, kay... credit goes to guys b4 the gals mah XD

Girls, so many gang, but I arent sure of the num... just that, happends to know almost everyone of u, cough* cough*, I aint racist u know, just that its natural to know all the chinese? Hey, I know Malays too, just that nvr tell them that I left. :/
The piano star Huei Ven aint at k5 anymore... but nothing is gotta stop Sprite n her gang from laughing! U sure got the attention of everyone haha...
Hey, I know too much of u all. Just keep in touch or I can really put up a special album describing each one of u. Well, two left, but the spirit is still there! Go go go!! :)

Statistic gang:
Yik, Weng Khai, n Yuan Yuan. My fav gang lolz.. very nice of them. So... since u r understanding, dun nid me to write more right? :X
I know most of them during orientation n hang-out-together time, kinda playful for them, especially for the girls. The Do Re Mi Fa So, so-called my 'gf'(they are girl n they are friends XD) of k5. Thx for the small present that u all gave, its nice :)
N ofcoz, talking bout orientation, who can ever forget about what Chee Hong did? He is da best cheerleader ever! Wow! Cool.... still rmb that lol! We hates everyone n the whole orientation programme(+ the skol) during our 1st wek there, but its Chee Hong that brings up the spirit of k5 n lead us(especially the chinese) to shout till we have absolutely no voice! Haha... we showed UPM a thing or two about being a team... XD
And for his gaming team, u know who u are lar... too bad couldnt spend sleepless night gaming with u all dy... nice knowing everyone anyway :D
Angel Tan, u r in too... I told u its EVERYONE. Dun complaint that I forget ur name again! (I didnt, in fact, since ur name is always written on ur facebuk too :P)

Sunway ACCA:
Well, many ppl might wanna start reading from this part, so here we go...
Its seriously isnt very gud during the 1st week, getting food poisoning n all that. Went back to UPM to find my PA(Penasihat Akademik) about the procedure of stopping my current academic status in UPM but she isnt there for the very last minute, so couldnt meet her also.
On the 2nd week, things gets better. Having a lot of things done n some ppl bringing me out to 'play', it gets better... except for the part that everyone nvr stop study!! EXCEPT FOR a very lazy coursemate in my class, Song Leong. Yup thats him, nvr study... ofcoz stress lar duh... @.@

Got a roomate for now, China guy, he always like to find me n ask me lots n lots of things about Malaysia n the language we speak here.... Chinese Cantonese Hokkien Malay Eng etc.
Anyway, some things r not meant to have specific meaning one, but I hope he'll get that soon... (eg.lar, lor, lerr, haha, lala, bla bla)

Thats all for now. Still alive, getting better :)
Really thx for the supports of everyone... Breathing stronger... n better too~ =)
Honto Arigatou Gozaimasu~!

-msn pm-

2009-08-29T01:42:00.004+08:00

Emotion flows of 2009, memories of past, together it brings:
10 Mar.
Know this, even every good story must come to an end... and know this too, its not the time to learn, but the time to fly...

17 Mar.
Let's rock! And keep that in mind that Paper still wins... XD

22 Mar.
Hello? Which way?

29 Mar.
Chaotic

2 Apr.
C'mon, Lets face this shall we?

4 Apr.
Bring it on~!

8 Apr.
A magician nvr reveals his secrets.

10 Apr.
A little bit more excitement and a little bit less extreme would be nice~

15 Apr.
Eeny Meeny Miny Mo! I want all the things get solved! Now!

21 Apr.
Make haste, we got a new enemy moving -- time.

6 May
War against thyself, test against thy ability; win against everyone, sacrifice everything.

7 May
You want a war? Fine I'll give you one hell of it.

11 May
Hatred is a kind of power, use it.

12 May
The whole world is pathetic, ya I AM pathetic, so what.

14 May
Top student of Pahang, woots... consists of leng zais n leng nuis! >.<>16 May
Tired n down. [My com Vista might turn off my msn anytime.]

18 May
Where does that power comes from?

20 May
thinking about changing back to XP so that dis stupid Vista wun simply off my msn again =.= |

22 May
When you have a job to do: do it first, cry later...

24 May
Respect the will of others and believe in your own.

27 May
Badminton Pahang Open Mens Double is so gan jiong! >.< 29 May
New badminton star Chan.K.B! 19-21 against Chong Wei!

30 May
You want a war? Fine I'll give you one hell of it.

4 June
-Todays news special: Barisan Survivor VS Pakatan Infected-

12 June
Ripples form on the water's surface. The wandering soul knows no rest.

21 June
Ripples form on the water's surface. The wandering soul knows no rest. New challenges awaits thee.

10 July
Am falling apart and dying but gonna die by falling apart.

18 July
Am falling apart and dying but gonna die by falling apart. Needs someone to guide desperately... ><

25 July
Everyone pls bear with the incredibly 'char' punya line here... =

28 July
Hero in the troubled times, zero for the current time.

29 July
Determination without strength is nothing, but strength without determination is equally useless!

30 July
Gimme power and I will become the best thief ever... the one that steals victory!

3 Aug.
The grand finale of the concerto is starting soon... And the next will be better!

21 Aug.
I am a living example of a pathetic guy, so... dun worry, I'm still alive. =)

29 Aug.
Forgive my insolence, I am simply... irresolute.

-Love Quote #02: 情境箴言-

2009-08-23T01:48:00.002+08:00

(注!：仅供参考，并无任何guarantee,warranty,或security）

1. 人不是有了爱情，万难既不存在，很多事情都可能变爱情的难关，当你遇到了难关，不要说：“困难有什么可怕，只要我爱你，什么都没关系！”请你说：“我不知道我们这一次能不能通关，但我们可以一起处理，我爱你，想一直爱下去！”

2. 爱一个人的时候，会觉得所有人都可爱；恨一个人的时候，则以为所有人都很可恨。爱是如此盲目，我们明明只是爱了某一个，只恨过某一个。不用扩大你的爱，因为你爱的那人，希望你眼中只有他。不要扩大你的恨，因为还有更多幸福的机会在前方的路上等待和你相遇。

3. 最爱你的女人会像疼孩子一样疼你，忘记以来和索取；最爱你的男人会像奉承公主一样侍奉你，把性命和尊严都交给你。当你爱一个人，爱到忘记自己，忘记在爱情中扮演的角色，眼中只有对方，结局只有两种，分手或终身相守。

4. 爱一个人，和爱对方给你的爱是两回事。恋爱的双方，先爱的总比回应的人用情深；先爱的人是在爱人，回应的人则是依恋着被爱的感觉。若对方爱你的理由是因为你爱他，你不必期望会一生同甘共苦。

5. 男生很难一次拒绝一个女生的爱，因为所有女生都继承扑火飞蛾的个性，你不烧痛她，她心存幻想；你不烧干净她的希望，她会卷土重来，如同野草，因为男生在“放火”方面总是心慈手软，不到最后关头决不会放下自己情深义重的形象。

6. “向外跨出一步”只是开始而已，和心仪的人约会中的感觉才是最重要的，你必须相信自己的直觉，所谓恋爱的机会要靠自己去开创。

-Enigma: Loveless-

2009-08-16T21:25:00.003+08:00

-Poem
Prologue:
When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Act I:
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest

Act II:
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Act III:
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

Act IV:
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely

Act V:
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

-Story
Prologue:
When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Act I:
The Infinite mystery
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek
But their fates are scattered by war

One becomes a hero, one wanders the land
And the last is taken prisoner

But the three are still bound by a solemn oath
To seek the answer together, once again

Act II:
Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded
His life is saved, however
By a woman of the opposing nation

He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss

But as happiness grows, so does guilt
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends

Act III:
As the war sends the world hurling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends

Though no oath is shared between the lovers
In their hearts they know they will meet again

-Translation

序章:
野兽们的战争把世界末日带来之时
女神飞舞从天而降
展开光与暗的羽翼
携同祝福之赠物

第一章:
深渊之底
寻找女神赠物的三个男人
然而战争拆散了他们
其一成为英雄、其一成为流浪者
剩下的一人成为被捕的俘虏
即使如此三人的心智仍旧结在一起
约定好再度一起破解谜团

第二章:
被捕者成功逃脱，却身负濒死重伤
但他保住了一命
将其拯救的是敌国的一名女子
他隐名埋命，与女子过上了隐居的生活
那样的日子，好似幸福将永远持续
但是，幸福的感觉越发深刻
与朋友的约定就越发使其痛苦

第三章:
战乱激化，世界飞速走向破灭
被捕者舍却了恋人与共的幸福
决心踏上旅途
心怀以女神赠物使人间致福的愿望
也为完成朋友的约定
但是相恋的两人即使没有约定
他们也深信一定会再次重圆

第四章:
因果之缘梦想也好荣耀也罢已然尽失
女神开弓放尽箭矢
被复仇占据了的我的灵魂
苦恼之终得到的愿望
是我的救赎
和你安详的睡眠

最终章：
即使是没有约定的明天
我也一定会回到你所站的地方
化为星之希望的水滴
到达大地的尽头天际的边沿遥远的水面
变成神秘的动物
悄然逝去

~Birthday~

2009-08-02T01:02:00.011+08:00

Thx for all wishes from my friends! Would'nt be the same w/o u all ^^
Not to forget to mention my lovely family and relatives too, ofcoz. :)

The day goes the same, but the SMS keeps on coming, not much but at least, happy that so many ppl actually rmb my bday. :D
Friends from everywhr, friends that I know after I went to Uni, friends from secondary and high school(F6). I cant possibly list out all here but still, thx! :D
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The 1st msg is kinda early, and for my surprise, its from my roomate Ah Teng! Kuan Teng actually becomes the 1st to send me bday SMS, ofcoz, a good roomate he really is.
The next one actually comes from Chui Mei! ^^ She is kinda like Desmond, be nice and u'll find out dat they r extremely friendly. A word here to describe her: NICE~ ^^
Then comes the bday msg from unknown ppl, n I found out the sender to be Jesselyn, she nvr tells me that she got 2nd hp num!! Well she even sends me bday greeting in facebuk, and needless to say, if any1 of u gets too bored, go to facebuk and u'll see her on9 24/7 :p
Hmm... who is next? Sprite!! The happy-go-lucky girl! She will laugh non-stop wherever she goes... its like she gets lottery everyday. :p
Desmond! This guy felt guilty for not be able to send me bday msg tepat-tepat 1201, yup he shud feel guilty for that, n I am gonna force him to belanja me makan back in UPM for that! ngek ngek ngek~ XD

At the morning, Elisa sends me bday msg, such a good jr she is... =D
Michele are the next, she is being tough fighting alone in Sunway there, gambateh Mei Xin~
Koh Sim, ofcoz, sends her greeting to her 'ye ye'. And yes, the 'ye ye' is getting old ady :X
Mr.Varen and my direct senior in UPM Susan are the next on the list, I m not too close with them but nevertheless, they are good n nice ppl. :D
The very nice Huei Ven didnt forget to send me bday msg too~ She is talented, kind, n understanding... but didnt prefer to socialise with too many ppl. My sifu, and a v v gud fren in UPM she is. :)
The lil' Shik Wei is next. Nvr tot that she knows my bday and she rmb to wish me. Haha she can be very very nice when u get to know her. Single, but dono available onot. :/
Ceng Yik, my floor-mate in UPM. I m kinda close to him n we became very gud fren in short time, he has a very good personality. And he is still available! :p
Wee Wee is the creative one with the SMS. She sends me bday msg with Birthday tune, it really makes my hp feel very 'birthday-ful'. A very caring n hardworking girl she is. XD

Surprise nvr ends. At noon, someone gave me a.... erm... surprise!? Something that I can hardly express in words, its not in my list of vocabs anyway. A birthday gift from the most special friend. Thx Foong Yi~! ^^v
She always make sure that I din end up empty handed in my bday. But like always, a wish from her is always more than enough. If I can somehow write it down here how was the whole thing, it would begins with the title "Surprise in the mailbox." and ends with countless gratitude, thx, and appreciation. I guess she knows what I am thinking n she got that by heart. =)

Li Er and Hong Koon planned to bring me go gai gai at KL, but I ended up celebrating my bday at Ktn. So they ny manage to send me SMS n calls. But nvm, can ganti balik one right? :D
Another surprise comes from Angel, I keep on mentioning these surprise thing coz I didnt ever thinks that they'll actually knows n rmb my bday. And she even says that she'll play the bday song for me when I am back to K5 UPM! It will be a very rare n pleasantful scene to see both Angel and Huei Ven playing piano in K5, but as for the bday piano tune, it might sounds a lil bit childish, I tink? :X
Kah Man sends msg next, and yup ur 'di di' is happy to receive so many bday msges from K5 friends! ^^
Siew Chon also rmb to send his bday msg too, despite the fact that he is sick. Stay tough! Stay Healthy! @.@!
Ting Yee at KL also rmb to send his 'double bday msg' too, haha felt kinda nostalgic receiving his msg. We used to be so darn close last time, and I m glad that now we are back to be good friends again. ^^v

Ching Siew and Ah Nip asked me out for yc n belanja me makan at Oldtown. We chatted a lot and yup, they are still very friendly n easy-going. Wouldnt forget to ask them out yc next time to update myself with all other 'lost-contact' friend's news. XP

Viang Wing from Sunway still rmb my birthday, thx Wing boy! Like awiz u rocks! A genius he still is, a very clever guy.
Satthia, she and Koh Sim used to sit in front of me during f6 time. She awiz seeks to improve herself n strive for better results. Glad that she msg me too, gambateh Satthia! :D
Sin Ying sends me belated bday wishes, but its very nice of her to send me msg even though she is not very well now, get healthy soon Sin Ying! AISEC queen must be tougher than any1 else! :D
Casslyn and Wai Hong also gave me belated bday wishes. But for me its just the same, its the heart that matters. A very pure n true friend they are, not forgot to mention also, a very cute n lovely couple. ^^
Also, I read a very splendid work that comes from Writer Lawrence, inspire by me maybe? Well he sure got some talent, and a lot of interest for that. :D
Meng Hung, sent me the very last belated birthday wish, kinda happy that I m finally able to contact this almost-lost-contact member of f6 classmate. About why he sends me bday wishes suddenly? The ans might be in facebook I guess?
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As for the facebook and others part, thx everyone! Its too much to mention perhaps? :X
And also, for all my family members n relatives, ten kiu~ I will be always stay tough and stay happy to cheer everyone up! :)
Pls receive my most sincere gratitude from the deep of my heart. Honto Arigatou~

P.S.: I do hope that I'll receive these bday msg-es for the next n coming years. :D

-Ship of fools-

2009-07-10T21:09:00.005+08:00

A fool trying to get out of the Ship Of Fools. Am I a fool for trying to get out, or am I a fool not be able to get out of it?

Fate watches over... as the ship of fools sails through destiny, finding hope among the vanishing dream.

Family and Friend, Love and Hatred, Dream and Reality, Hope and Delusion, Happiness and Despair, Comrade and Nemesis; Fate against Option, Destiny against Chances. Thy heart will guide you through the Mist of Illusion; thee... is the key.